Café Mew
I sat on my bed looking out the window with out my shirt on. I bent my head over my knees and sighed as I think back to the time when my strawberry didn't hate me and if I wasn't careful would come into my room even when I had it closed. I looked over at my desk and stared at my shirt. I don't know why I was staring at it. But I just wanted to for some strange reason. I felt the tears wanting to come out. I blink them back and try to hold them in. I turn and look out my window as I lean my head back. I wonder if I was making the right choice here in letting the café go. The whole idea I kept a hold on since I first spotted Ichigo from afar on the dance floor. That's were it really hit me that I was in love with this girl that was stepping on my feet. I should have made sure the girls knew how to dance. The other's done but not my strawberry.
Ryou walked up to Ichigo and held his hand out to her "May I have this dance Ichigo?" Ichigo looking nerves and lovely in her pink dress nodded her head slightly and put her hand in his. As he led her out onto the dance floor and wrapped his arms around her as he tried to lead her into a dance. Ryou tried not to smirk at her sloppy moves. "It's ok Ichigo. Just follow my movements I will not let you fail." Ichigo smiled brightly into his face. Ryou felt his heart melting for her then. And tried as they dance around the dance floor to win her over. But knew deep down into his soul that she will not love him ever.
As I see the plane flying over head I know I must put my shirt on and go down with the others for Kiichiro's sister was coming into town to see him and to help Kiichiro with the café. I feel the tears falling down my face as I go to wipe them away. I stand up and walk over and grab my black button up shirt and put it on. I sigh as I glance into the mirror and tie back my hair. I don't look the same that I did before Ichigo left. God help me I still love her. I tried to get over her but I can't. I even tried to make her hate me hopping that maybe that would get her out of my mind. So far no luck on that but that was anything but a lost idea. I walked down stairs and looked at the ex mew's. There DNA went away shortly after the last battle. But Ichigo's stayed longer. The girls were looking at me kind of funny. They were grinning at me. "What are you girls smiling about?" Pudding just grinned "You will see. It's a surprise." I snorted and we all left.
I wish Pudding would stop trying to make me feel better. I know they all still blame me for letting Ichigo go. And not going after her to try and bring her back. But nothing I would say would get her back were we all knows she would belong. We got into Mint's limo and drove off towards the airport. I sighed as I looked out the window as I thought about my strawberry and how much it killed me to yell at her every time she was late for work. I love her and I always will. I think after everything is done and taken care of I just might jump off the bridge and end this pain of life I been living in. Though the girls tell me I should tell Ichigo how I feel about her. But I know she will not talk to me I hurt her so much before she left that day for the airport. But her words back were the real shock to his system.
"Hello Ryou I just thought I stop buy and tell you I was leaving today." Ryou snorted and nodded his head "I should be going then." Ryou stood up and sighed "Fine leave you stupid bitch. No one ever wanted you around anyway." Ichigo stood and stared at him he noticed her fist were clenching and unclenching as they had there stared down. "Ryou how can you say something like to me?" Ryou turned and looked at her anger in his face and eyes "You want to know how I can say it. It's very easy to say it when it's true. And you know it." Ryou watched as Ichigo shook her head "But you don't mean it Ryou. We always say stuff that we don't mean to the people we care about the most. You have my number. Good Bye Ryou." Ichigo turned around and walked out of the café as Ryou stood there at the door.
I stood there staring at the door for hours hoping it was all a bad dream. But I knew it wasn't. It was me being stupid as always. I got out of the limo with the others and headed towards the thermal that we were to meet up with Kiichiro's sister. I sighed as we stood there waiting. I stood there with my arms crossed watching the door waiting for the girl to come out. I noticed to females walking out side buy side. One girl looked a lot like Kiichiro but as a female. But the other one looked like my strawberry. But more like a slut though. She had on a short pink skirt that ended up at her upper thighs. A small white tank top that showed off her belly button and a strawberry vine tattoo around her middle. Her hair was the rich red color of my Ichigo though the hair was pulled back behind her head. I gulped as I looked into her eyes and knew some how I knew that this girl was my strawberry. My Ichigo but there was only one way to be sure. "Ichigo is that you?"
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