(this goes for the first six chapters and anything else, I do not own Gravitation)
The bedside table
I stared at the ceiling. I had nothing else to do. I had no friend's and I couldn't escape. I tell them I'm Sora Shindo but they just laugh. There was a crack on my ceiling, it looked a little like a Kumagorou smiling face, that made me grab mine. I really had nothing to do. No games, or anything and I had already read all my mangas and I had no books, I had written a lot of poem that were no use to me now. The only thing I had was a smiling Kumagorou crack on my ceiling, and it reminded me of my dad.
I had sorta just left my dad, I was helping Shuichi, and just sorta ended up being on a plane. But even before that, when I was born, I was a bastard. A bastard blond haired blue eyes, French, Asian bastard. Neither of my parents had blue eyes or blond hair, it was red or brown, or green eyes. But when ever I was upset my father always said something, to make my crying stop.
School was just out and I was only in my second day of school in the first grade, but yet my entire class of normal Asians, and Americans, were laughing at me calling me a blond rat, and chanting. I was crying and ran home falling into a chair out side behind our house. It was black with metal ivy sticking up pained in an old green , the seats were white and grey cross stitched, and the white was now dirty white, and it had printed ivy on it. It was my favourite chair.
"Why am I cursed, what did I do" I cried between sobs. The sliding door opened, but I was too caught up in my self to hear it opening. Then I felt hands around my waist picking me up in to the air, and I was place against my fathers chest with a dry shoulder to cry on.
He held me in a sorta cradle way then he said down, holding me tight. And that was all I wanted right then, was to know some one love me and didn't think of me as a rat. He petted my hair, saying nothing but holding me and being there, until my sobs quieted down and I pulled back a little so I could see his face.
"What's upsetting you Sora?" My father asked with deep concern, wiping the tears from my eyes and giving me a tissue to blow my nose.
"The kids at school" I said shyly, blowing me nose.
"Well Sora what did they do?" Ryuichi asked, looking into my eyes smiling.
"They called me a blond rat" My father flinched to this, "Then called me Asian trash, and telling me to go drown you Asian trash rat. And they chanted it" I said starting to cry again, but my father caught my chin and made me look in to his eyes.
"Your a snake and there just jealous, Sora cause you special" My father said winking at me and putting his forehead on mine. Then he put me on the ground and stood up him self.
"Jealous?" I asked never before hearing the word.
"Yep there jealous cause you have sparkly hair and sparkly eyes" My father said.
"Sparkly" I screamed holding my hands in the air, and we marched and sung our sparkly song.
I laughed and cried a little remembering my child hood fun, in this town, and how jealous all the kids were. But I never really met my mother. My father took me and singed that the mother didn't want to see me. They had both met after a concert. Touma offered to keep me when they found out the mother was pregnant, but Ryu said it was his son and he wanted to raise me. Little Eiri apparently was laughing, never expecting Ryuichi to know what sex was.
Flash Back
(this in in normal pov. Oh my god I put something in normal pov holy shit. Maybe I'll give Shuichi or Yuki one )
It was there first concert in America, and to celebrate it, Touma took Ryuichi to a bar. Not watching what they drunk or how much, quickly got drunk. Being drunk they took off there cover and were spotted by many raging girls. Picking up a few girls Touma went to the back of the bar telling, Ryuichi he'd be back in an hour. Ryuichi was only there for five minutes before a girl walked over to him.
"hello sir" She said receiving a weird look from Ryuichi. She was a French woman very nice looking, She had red hair and blue eyes.
"Konichiwa" She said receiving one back from a drunk Ryuichi. They started talking and Ryuichi bought her a few drinks , and him self a few. And before you knew it they were drunk, and soon went to the back of the bar then selves.
Two months later Ryuichi, Touma, and Eiri got a call from the lady, whose name happened to me Marie. She was apparently pregnant, and didn't want the child and had to ask the father for permission to get an abortion. Ryuichi on the other hand didn't want to get rid of the child, "Touma what do I do?" Ryuichi asked Touma putting hi hand over the phone.
"Touma just looked at him, "About what Ryu" Touma asked.
"Marie is pregnant, an I'm the father" Ryuichi yelled, and Touma plus Eiri were blown into the wall with the force of the yelling. Eiri was laughing, and Touma was trying to think of what to do.
"What do you want to do Ryu?" Touma asked holding his chin.
"I want to keep it." Ryuichi said and Touma just looked at him.
"You know a child is a lot of work Ryu, why don't you think about it first" Touma said
"Ya I know, but she wants to get an abortion now and give up o the baby" Ryuichi cried pouting.
"Okay Ryu tell her you'll late the baby. And if you can't handle it I'll take the baby" Touma said letting out a large sigh.
"Thanks Touma he whispered. Marie I'll take the baby" Ryuichi said.
Six and a half months the baby was born. It was born early and seemed to be fine in every way, and no birth defects. Marie names the baby Sora. She gave the baby this name so it could fly away from here and anything bad. And that's just was her baby did, when he turned ten.
end flash, Sora pov
But like I said I did fly away from New York, with Shuichi. There was a giant metal panda chasing us and, and bullets were flying.
I walked up to a man sitting on the curb in the park. It seemed he was depressed and was speaking to him self in my language, Japanese. I sat next to him still in my school outfit, "What's the matter mister?" I asked. He turned and looked at me.
"Nothing" He said putting his head back down.
"Your crying there's got to be something" I said
"My lover dumped me, followed me to here and we got back together" he said sighing
"Well shouldn't you be happy" I asked as the ground rumbled. And just above us was a giant panda. We both screamed and Shuichi picked me up caring me to the airport, where we boarded a plane. We sat down.
"Sorry about that kid, your mother's gonna kill me" He said
"I don't have a mother" I said looking at him
"We'll your father then" He replied.
"He's in Japan singing" I said and he looked at me, "I'm Sora Sakuma" I said, then K walked in, "K" I screamed.
"Hay kid, looks like your going to Japan" He said Smiling at me.
Everything that happened made me sick and remembering it made everything worse. I had a razor from one of the pot heads, I grabbed it off the bedside table and I was placing it on my wrist. I was going to take the easy way out, when the door opened, and the man stepped in and a lady.
The lady was beautiful, she had long curly red hair and green eyes, a short black woman's dress on, It was my mother.