I'm sorry
(Koji)
It was literally pouring. The sky was dark, dark blue and everything was being blown by wind. Rain drops the size of an eraser were falling. That's what I needed…and eraser to erase all these feelings and things I've done in the past. Maybe if I hadn't done the things I did…I wouldn't be here right now staring into space, watching rain fall.
I was alone. I couldn't even transform…it was as if the spirit of light; Lobomon left me and hated me…like Kai did.
Koichi was cranky today and he put a hard hand on my shoulder. "That least you could do is help!" He said, and shook me a little.
"Hey buddy, why're you so cranky today!" I asked and whipped around. Koichi gave me a glare only showing hate. Then he turned around and loaded a box into the moving van.
Then when I presumed to staring into space beating myself up for what I did before, I could hear Koichi running and then I felt a burst of pain in the back of my head.
"You just punched me you--"
"YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO CALL ME ANYTHING NEGATIVE AFTER WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO KAI!" Koichi screamed.
"You know?" I turned wide-eyed.
"I have no idea what you've done to her, but I know that it hurt her badly and that YOU'RE AN ASSHOLE FOR WHATEVER YOU DID!" He kicked me and I took it. He was right. "KAI WAS WILLING TO BREAK INTO A GOVERNMENT BUILDING, SHE WAS WILLING TO LIE FOR THE SAKE OF YOU! FOR YOU TO BE HAPPY SHE'D—ARGH!" He kicked me again.
"What! I stopped him.
"Yeah, that's right, she was willing to do all of that just so we wouldn't move! How do you feel now! YOU DESTROYED HER!"
He tried to sock me in the face again but I stopped him. Now I was traumatized.
"Kai was going to do that all for…me?
"HELL RIGHT, SHE PRACTICALLY DID!" He held his head in frustration.
(Kai)
I trudged through the rain, struggling to run before it was too late. I had to apologize. Now. Now was the only time.
There he was, standing in the pouring rain, soaked wet while thunder boomed. I made 'plop' sounds as I walked towards him. When I reached him he turned and looked extremely surprised to see me. "I'm sor--"
"You don't have to apologize. I do."
(Koji)
Her eyes looked like she was in so much pain she couldn't bear it and her whole body was incredibly intense, her fists were so tight, she could hardly move them and the veins popping from her skin were almost very visible.
"I came to say sorry, before it's too late." She explained. "I'm sorry…for believing you and for thinking you were my 'prince in shining armor'…."
"But Kai--"
"And I'm sorry for thinking you needed me…."
"Wait--"
"And I'm sorry for trusting you…." Her eyes were unbelievably painful, so full of pain and traumatized that I couldn't bear to look in them. "KAI, LISTEN TO ME!" I grabbed her shoulders as she started to leave, I noticed that she was crying, tears flowing down from her face, though it could've easily been mistaken by rain.
"And most of all…."
"No…."
"I'm sorry for loving you."
(Koji)
What did she mean she was sorry for loving me? After she had said that I was too surprised to think. The pain in her eyes… and her voice I realized what I had done…I broke her heart. Why? Because I wanted to prove to a bunch of losers I could do anything they could. I'm such an idiot. Koichi has every right to scream at me at the top of his lungs. Everyone does. He has the right to never talk to me for the rest of my life.
She left and I couldn't stop her, Dad just carried me onto the truck and by the time I realized now there really wasn't any chance of saying sorry…of saying anything…now I had to live with a girl with a broken heart, friends who will hate me when they find out what I've done…and what would life be in Canada? Definitely not like anything in Japan. Life couldn't be getting any better. And what about the sake of the world? I was a digi destined and yet my Detector had literally disappeared.
Was the digi world neglecting me? It made perfect sense. Ophanimon had warned me….
Why was I beating myself up about all of this? What's done is done. I can never go back to Japan again and I'll live in hell for the rest of my life with the burden I've made for myself. Then I remembered why I was doing all of this. I remembered why I wasn't even focused on how miserable I was about the move.
It was because I hade broken her heart…and not just any 'her', she was the girl I loved with all of my heart.
I opened the door and jumped right out of the moving moving van.
"KOJI!" Dad screamed when he saw me do so. I ran for my life, running back towards my house. I knew Kai was waiting there. I don't know why or how, but I knew she was there, hiding behind a tree, waiting for me as long as it takes for me to come back.
I got there after an hour, running straight through an hour. Though 3 quarters way through I had twisted my ankle tripping over a small tree. There she was standing there, painful eyes still pouring with tears. Her body was extremely tense but she didn't move. She stared into space.
"Kai…." I breathed and limped over to her, as soon as I was close enough, I slung my body over her, knocking us to the ground. I kissed her deeply and shut my eyes hard and just kept her in my arms, kissing her constantly
Then I felt a smile creep across her face and her arms wrapped around my body and she replied to my kiss. She was still crying when she whispered;
"Why did you come back?"
"I'm sorry…." I whispered back., leading another deep kiss.
"I know you are…." She whispered back and I kissed a salty with tears check.
"Koji…." Then she fainted.
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