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TOUCHED
Then you cant be here.
She's gone.The only person who really cared,who DIED for me,is gone.And I told her to leave.Oh god.Im a horrible person.Im sick.Im scum.I want Buffy back.She would know what to do.Even if she did go a little crazy with Caleb.Giles,Willow and Xander wont look at each other.They know what they did was wrong.Oh god.I feel sick.I race to the bathroom and close the door.The SITs wont bother me.Not after I told Rona to shut up.They didnt know the little sister had a backbone.Please.Ive been doing this longer than them.Thats why I should have known better to throw the one person who could protect us out the door.My face is near the toliet bowl.I heave air into the toliet.I cant breathe.The door opens and Im too tired to tell them off.I cant believe it.She's gone again.This time it IS our fault.And we have no one left to blame but ourselves.Not even a HellGoddess or a Master vampire.The door closes.A cool hand is pressed to my forehead.Tears are still running down my face.We cant go on without her.I cant go on without her."Open your eyes."A husky voice says gently.Faith.I can still see her without opening my eyes.Worried brown eyes,full lips parted waiting for my eyes to open.She looks just like how I thought."Its okay."She pulls me in for a hug and I sob into her shirt for the whole night.I cant believe I let her go.
Woah.Wait what the hell?
Im the leader now.The most fucked up slayer in history.And they made me their leader.This is so wrong.B should be here.Not walking around Sunnydale where the First could get her.This is sick.The Scoobies cant look at each other.Red goes into the kitchen with her bitch girlfriend.Replaced the stuttering model I guess.Pity,I could tell she was good and worth it.Stupid Red.X..with his one eye,I cant give him shit.He has a reason to kick her out.But I thought better of him.G-man.I cant believe her WATCHER,probably the only one good watcher out there.This is sick.And D.Dawnie.She had to do what she had to do.After that she just crumbled.I watched as she ran into the bathroom,heard her dry heaves.This isnt right.I cant be leader.I go into the bathroom and watch the lil sis cry and try to get the sickness out of her.Its not a flu bug or anything.Its guilt.Deep inside of her.She knows how I feel now.How after I killed Finch I ran into my crappy hotel room and tried to get it all out.I sit next to her and hold her.Let her cry herself out.No one could do this for me back then.I wouldnt let them.Ill be damned if I let D become just like me.
END OF DAYS
Oh god.Shes actually going to go after The First.With a bunch of SITs.They cant fight.They cant survive.I can.I want to go.No.Im too special.Damn her.Giles came back.Buffy's back.Oh god.Faith.No.Shes..not even awake.I crept into her room and stood next to her.I slipped into bed with her and held her like she did to me.I heard Buffy come in around two.She stood there and looked.Then she left with the door gently closing shut.I missed her.But right now,Faith needs help.I dont think she can feel anything.I heard Xander say she wouldve probably be dead by now if she wasnt a slayer.Just like the Potentials that went with her.Does that mean shes like Buffy now?No.Buffy knew what was going to happen..Faith didnt.Please.Just wake up Faith.
((I couldnt do much for End Of Days..Faith is..comatose right now.Yes yes.I dont really like the last one but it goes like DAWN FAITH DAWN..just in case you couldnt tell..O.o;; Read n Review))