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About half an hour ago Ray asked Hilary if he could talk to her and, as she had guessed, it was about Kai. So after half an hour he had finished talking. Hilary looked stunned. She bit her lip, not wanting to say what she knew she'd have to. Unless…

"Fine," she began. "I'll go out with him. But I gotta go home now anyway, it's getting late. Bye."

"Bye."

But she had no idea what would happen in the end.

So for the next few days her and Kai were together and only Ray was the only other person to know. One Night

Hilary was lying on her bed doing homework as her phone began to play I'm Not OK by My Chemical Romance as her ring tone. She answered it.

"Naughty girl," the person on the other line told her. She knew it was Crystal.

"Again with the spying," Hilary muttered, a hint of anger in her voice.

"That's not important," she pointed out, trying to defend her point and, at the same time, get her to talk about what she was calling about. "Look, what will you do if Steve finds out?" There was silence between them. Hilary stopped doing her homework and just stared at it. "Hilary?"

She shook her head violently. "Yeah?" she asked.

"Well? What are you gonna do if that happens?" Crystal asked curiously. She sounded slightly worried.

"Let's not talk about that right now," she muttered. This was when she realised exactly what she'd got herself into. "For all we know he already does. I'll talk to you at school anyway. Bye."

"Buhbye." She then hung up. She didn't continue her homework, she just stared at the page, feeling the tears come. She knew he'd find out, someway or another. She threw her book to one side and it hit the wall and then hit the floor. She threw herself face first, lying down, onto her bed.

'What have I done?' she thought to herself once she finished crying. She was only crying for several minutes. She didn't realise that these weren't the last tears to fall.

The Next Day 7:00PM

Hilary hadn't been seen the whole day so the Blade Breakers were beginning to get worried, it was starting to get dark. Max, Kenny and Tyson had gone to look for her while Ray and Kai stayed there in case she came while they were gone.

There had been silence between the two of them, they were both deep in thought. Hilary suddenly burst in, breaking the silence. She didn't talk. She was crying and she had a large cut all the way down the inside of her arm from her elbow to her wrist, there was a lot of blood on her arm. The cut was caused by a knife.

The two boys stood up quickly. Kai ran to her and hugged her. She did not return the hug as she was in a slight state of shock.

"Hilary what happened to you?" Ray asked.

"Steve… he… he found out," was all she could manage to say. "He kept his promise. Where… are the others?"

"They went to look for you, we were worried," Ray informed her.

Kai let go of her as Ray walked towards them. He took her arm and examined it. The cut was deep. She just stared at him, her eyes were slightly unfocused.

Ten Minutes Later

Hilary was sitting there with something white wrapped around her arm. She'd stopped crying but just stared straight ahead of her, regretting everything she'd done. She was resting her head on Kai's shoulder. There was silence between the three of them.

"I guess you want to know what happened," Hilary said weakly, breaking the silence.

Ray nodded. "Unless you don't want to say."

"No," she began. "That's all right." She sighed and then told them how he'd asked her to come over, given her the lecture about love and about the promise he'd made. He'd called her a thief, a whore, and a liar. She then went on to explain that he took out a knife, she'd begged him not to do what she knew he would. He'd told her that he loved her and never thought she'd do something like this, and that he told her she would be happier without him. She explained that she ran up to him and tried to get the knife from him. He then cut her-she motioned to the large cut on her arm, now covered with a white cloth-but she didn't notice. He then threw her off and cut his wrist; there was nothing she could do. She started crying again once she had finished.

Kai put his arm round her and hugged her, comforting her. He knew he was the main cause of this happening. Ray just stared at her. He admired her courage, she'd been through a lot today.

"I'm sorry," Kai told her. "None of this would have happened if it wasn't for me."

She smiled slightly. "But if you weren't here then I wouldn't have you to hold."

Mental note, try and stay off the soppy stuff. We have an audience she told herself. She had a jacket around her waist so she stood up and put it on so the white cloth was no longer visible. She then sat back down and wiped her eyes. The others would be back soon.

"Are you two gonna tell them?" Ray asked.

Hilary looked at Kai, she didn't mind, not now. But she thought he would. He nodded. She was confused but she just shrugged it off. At least now they wouldn't have to keep it secret.

She had by now calmed down and hoped to not start crying again. She was slightly embarrassed. She tried to block the memory from her mind but couldn't so she gave up trying and tried to focus on something else. She felt tired, regardless that it was only 7:15PM.

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