I just wanted to share something to you guys…
This story I'm making… Is based on something I've dreamed of. The girl is actually… (Sakura!) me… And no, I'm not saying I'm Sakura. And the boy is someone, a very famous singer… Over famous singer! No, I don't have a friend that is his cousin, and no, my friends are not very fond of him, but adore his songs unlike the one I did to my story. But yes, there is one among my friends who is very obsessed with him, more than I do.
The theory… The Great theory of Absolution and resolve is entirely real.. That's my pathetic theory. That's what I believed in… I just thought that… I'm just obsessed to meeting him in person that's why… I dunno.. I'm scared that one day, when I'm able to see and meet him personally, I may not forget him, and this feeling would only get worse. Aarrgh… Don't even wanna think about it!
Age gaps? Over age gaps… I'm turning seventeen this june 1st… And he turned 25 last beep! I cant tell you! I'm too shy to tell who he is… Say… you think you can guess who he is? Yes, green is his favorite color (according to the mag I've read)! They (yes… they, means he belongs to a group) have a new album… and he's waaaay too tall for a person like me. I'm just five flat. So, I'd probably look like an elf if you let me stand next to him! Hahahahaha! Darn, I'm making this as a diary now… What's going on?
Anyway… I don't wish for him to fall in love with me. I just wanted to see him and eventually get over him… Just like what Sakura wished for… Just so happens that it became the other was around… Oh well…
Can you guess now? Hahaha… All right… I'm gonna write now… I'm havig a hard time uploading my stories… It's been more that 2 days now and I cant log in. I don't know why… I haven't updated my stories since almost…. More that 2 weeks or something… This is pathetic… I have to do something!
I'll try tomorrow morning…. I'm gonna write some more…
With Love forever…
Shana