A/N: Wow I got a lot of reviews in 1 day I'm glad someone is actually reading this fic!. Sadly I wont be here for 3 days! Going on vacation. So I wont update for three days but when I return I'll write more chapters! That is…… if I get reviews!.

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I am in soooooo much pain right now I'm sick but I'm still righting for you guys its …10:30 pm I'm tired!.

Disclaimer: I don't own Teen Titans or any Teen Titans reference like Flashback I only own the story!

Sorry if there's some spelling errors but remember I was writing this late at night and I got in trouble!.

Now the drama begins!

Chapter 6. Remembrance,Depression,Questions?

What's this?" Raven bent down and picked up the paper it was in front of Beastboys room it was crumbled. She slowly opened it up and what she saw shocked her. Beastboy had written how he would ask terra out!. "But isn't she—" she looked at the date a little over a year ago. She began to read.

"How to ask Terra out on a date!

#1. Yo, Terra, you, me, movies, Friday?(Arnold Schwarzenneger voice)

#2.(French accent) Your are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen.(true)

#3. You want to go for a ride on my moped?(ok so I don't have one)

#4.Pleeeease! (to desperate!)

#5.(knock on her door and give her a heart shaped box!) Want to do something tomorrow night?. (hmm…this sounds good!).

#5 it is!.

Raven couldn't believe it!. This was a year ago when Terra was part of the team Beastboy obviously had a crush on the blond haired girl, she remembered that night. She narrowed her eyes at the remembrance, while they were "on a date" the team had been attacked by several Slade bots somehow they got in the tower past Cyborg's security. Robin had called Beastboy with his communicator , he didn't respond, Raven remembered going to Terra's room but she wasn't there to, something was going on. Later that night they found out who had let the Slade bots in….Terra….., Beastboy had come home heartbroken he stayed in his room for days. She felt hatred towards the blond girl. What was worse was that a couple weeks later Terra came back and tried to kill them!. She remembered the conversation they had before Terra's powers pulled her down.

Flash back-------- (its gonna be long…..)

After defeating overload she asked the vilan what Slade wanted. But Terra had come.

"What is your misson?" she asked Overload unware that brown sludge was coming out if the pipes."why are you—" she got interupped taken a hit from the sludge knocking her into the wall soaking her from head to toe. Terra then appeared.

"Hello? Does the word "decoy" mean anything to you, we had to find some way to coax you cowards out of hiding"

"Terra." She said with hatred. She warmed up.

"Raven" She replied staring at her.

"Traitor!" Raven spat the words ou,t angered that Terra betrayed them.

"Witch!" Terra's eyes glowed yellow. This pissed off Raven .

They charge at one another. Terra riding up on a muddy wave and jumping free, Raven flying to meet her challenge. They struggle briefly before Raven plans a boot sole in the traitor's face and sends her down into the muck. When Terra sits up, she is just as filthy as Raven, and her eyes start to glow with a new and fiercer light. She raises herself on a column of mud, then jumps off it and hits Raven with a flying tackle. Both tumble into the swamp that covers the floor

The surface settles down and is dead still for a long, tense moment. First to stand up is Terra, who then reaches in and pulls Raven up by the hair, but a burst of telekinesis knocks her off her feet. In a flash, Raven throws herself at Terra and pushes her head below the surface in an attempt to drown her. A few bubbles break the surface—and then a very large one swells and bursts with enough force to throw Raven halfway across the room.

Terra stands up, still breathing on her own, and pushes the mire back from a large circle of floor around her. At her touch, the glutinous liquid boils and solidifies into small chunks of baked earth, which she propels toward the ceiling. Raven levitates a panel away from the wall, positions it to stop the volley, and sends it down at Terra. Now the mud forms into a tidal wave and is quickly cooked to make a stone wall that blocks the metal sheet.

The solid wave is smashed apart by the hit, but Terra gathers them together into a large hand. Balling this into a fist, she sends it toward Raven; the Titan throws her own powers at the thing and slices it down the middle. Having avoided the biggest right jab ever thrown in recorded history, she focuses her energy on the overhead equipment and starts to bring it loose from the ceiling. As Terra looks up, the device comes free and sails toward her; she floats away on a stone platform she has created from the mud. She is thrown clear when the mass of metal explodes upon impact with the floor.

After the view clears, she looks across the room—a foot or more of mud covering the floor from wall to wall, smoking wreckage from this most recent offensive, and Terra nowhere in sight. Tilt up slowly as a large shape starts to form in the ooze from a gushing pipe behind her; it becomes a mallet that whacks her over the head, and down she goes. However, the figure that immediately rises is not Raven but Terra, still on that rocky perch she created.

"You know, Raven, I never liked you." The former Titan informed her.

"I never even wanted to know you. You may have fooled the others, but I always knew you were a liar." She spoke the truth.

"Oh, really? Is that why you let me live in your house and steal all your secrets and—" Terra got interrupted.

"Shut up!" she screamed her anger was letting lose she had to control her emotions.

Raven forms a wave of mud at Terra who parts it easily. She rides a rock towards Raven bringing a small mud ball with her, she begins to speak.

You're not getting mad, are you, Rae,Oh, better be careful. Beast Boy told me all about your temper tantrums." Raven got pissed off but she tried to hide it she wouldn't let anger get the better of her!.

Raven was shocked Beastboy told her about that!. She kept control thogugh.

The mud ball shapes itself into Raven's head, with features set in a fury.

Anger is pointless. My emotions are under control" Raven countered back

Nyah, nyah, nyah. Anger is pointless. And you're calling me a liar?" she Asked.

Raven gets to her feet and starts toward Terra, but is stopped by a mud hand that emerges to seize her ankle. She is dumped on her face; as she sits up, the blond earth-shaker floats a bit closer and brings up small stones to use as a staircase. She steps down toward ground level as she continues, with each stone falling away as she moves off it.

"Come on, Raven. What stings the most? That I tricked you? That I nearly wiped out your team? (kneeling to Raven) That everyone liked me better than you?"

"Stop it!" Raven screamed. She was getting angry!.

"Or is it that deep down inside, you really believed I was your friend?" Terra questioned, but it sounded more like a statement. Now she had hit the stop Raven's Anger let lose.

Raven's hateful side seen in "Nevermore" burst out. Her eyes open to revile two pairs of red eyes. Her powers flare from the cloak, Her height grows to the one she attained in the fight with Dr.Light. The next words echo with hatred.

"I trusted you!" She begins to throw rocks at Terra, who backs away from them avoiding getting hurt.

"We trusted you, we gave you everything and you treat us like dirt!" Raven screamed at her , They had given her a home, food, let her in on the team, but most of all friendship!. And she betrayed them!.

Raven throws a balcony railing at Terra's leg wrapping it around her, but she hops out and just avoids other materials Raven throws at her. She lunges at Terra who just backs against the wall. She summons her powers to pull Raven down under the mud, four large mud hands grab her. Terra watches as Raven is dragged then, Raven's shoulders and up are not under the brown sludge when her eyes return to the violet ones she has. Terra slowly makes her way to Raven, her eyes are narrowed as she watches. Then she speaks quietly before Raven is under.

"Who's in control now?". Those are the last words Raven hears , with a gasp of air she's under the sludge.

(End of Flashback…..Finally lol)

Raven stared at the wall she crumbled the paper in her hands. The remembrance ticked her off ,Terra…she knew Raven's weakness, Terra tried to kill the others! Even Beastboy didn't she love him too!. Although she redeemed herself at the end by sacrificing herself in the volcano to save the city and her friends , she couldn't help but feel a little hatred. She looked at the paper once again her face softened. "Could it be possible Beastboy still loves her?" . She didn't dare ask Beastboy he might get hurt, but why did he still have this?. She looked around to see that no one was her she used her powers to open Beastbyos door.

"Azarth Metrion Zinthos" The door slid open she stepped in and closed it. The room was as she had imagined it, messing ,and a little foul smelling caused by the pizza boxes on the floor. There was paper everywhere maybe this paper Raven had in her hand came out of the room. She picked up some papers, cheat codes, drawings, recipes for some tofu food was all she found. She looked around she had never been in Beastboy's room except for the time the Beast took her, but she could barely get a glimpse she was more worried on were he was taking her. She heard footsteps approaching. She had to get out using her powers she formed a black Raven around her and left just before Beastboy entered. The paper she was reading was floating in the air when she dropped it. Beastboy stepped forward looking confused he grabbed the paper and started reading. His expression softened his lips turned into a frown. He remembered Terra. Taking a sit on his bed he looked down at the paper, crumbling it he threw it on the floor, he was depressed he knew she wouldn't returned she was stone now. Outside his window Raven was levitating watching his reaction it. She saw how sad he felt and cursed her self for ever finding it, she didn't want Beastboy depressed again, he had returned to his normal happy self and now it was back again, depression. Slowly Beastboy walked up to the light switch in his room and turned it off. Settling in his bed he went to sleep.

Raven returned to her room and laid in her bed. She was thinking about Beastboy how sad he looked when he read the paper. Sighing she turned on her side, the question still remained "Does Beastboy still love Terra?" . She closed her eyes and remembered when she saw Beastboy flirting with Terra, she always was at the back of the group so she could observe what they did , Robin and Starfire of course flirted, Cyborg tried to with other teenage girls. And Beastboy with Terra. She was alone like always, everyone had their happiness except her. She couldn't help but feel jealous….All the Titans attention was on Terra, she was insistently forgotten. "Wait me jealous?" Raven questioned herself in her mind. Suddenly she saw a pinkish orange color run past her mind.

"She did take all your friends" this emotion stated.

"Who are you?" Raven asked the emotion.

"Jealousy, who else!" Jealousy responded.

"I don't get Jealous!" She shouted.

"Then why am I here?" The emotion argued back.

"…I don't know but you don't belong here!"

"Whatever, fine since you only want to see the other emotions!" oh yea this was definitely Jealousy, living up to her name getting jealous of the other emotions.

"Just go away!" Raven yelled.

"I'll leave you alone for now but you cant get rid of me so easily" Jealousy vanished from view and she was left in darkness. She closed her eyes trying to sleep. Slowly her mind closed taking her to sleep.

A/n: end of Chapter 6! Yeah lol I told now the drama begins! I wont be here for 3 days! So I cant update but I promise when I come back I'll get back to writing and give you lots of chapters! 

I wont be here for 3 days! Ok bye!