A/N: I'm back and ready to continue the story, and with my mp3 I got a lot of ideas for the story with inspiration from all the music I was listening to, (Avril L.!She rocks, Linkin park, Mariah Carey, Yellowcard and lot more!.). Although I didn't get a lot of reviews I want to thank everyone that did review. Thanks so much, ok this is chapter 7. while your reading this I'll be writing chapter 8! Yay I'm giving you guys 2 chapters in one day! Aren't you all jumping for joy lol,
I'm changing the summary, its gay, ok but the title is the same!.
I also don't like Terra , in fact I hate her GRR! Sorry, But if you love Terra I wont say anything, I respect it,.
Remember its drama!. Ok on with the story!.
Recap- Raven and Beastboy are closer now, and when Raven finds a paper that Beastboy wrote on a year ago memories flow back, memories of …Terra…,depression is back and Raven blames herself for this.
Disclaimer: I don't own the Teen Titans, (if I did it would be more interesting, there would be episodes where their just hanging out not fighting bad guys every time.!) or any songs used in this story!.
Chapter 7. Do you still…
It was 2:00 pm, and Beastboy still hadn't come out of his room. Everyone wondered why, he usually was up by 9:00 am fighting with Cyborg on what to make for breakfast. Only Raven knew why but she didn't say anything she just shook her head no when they asked her if she knew why he hadn't come out.
"Why has friend Beastboy not come out yet?" Starfire asked, she was concerned for her friend they always had breakfast together and he didn't show up. Now it was time for lunch and he was still in his room.
"I don't know Star, something must have happened" Robin answered to the girl's question he shot a look over at Raven who was reading her book ignoring them. Robin sensed that she knew something but every time he asked her she would shake her head no. There was no point in asking her again.
"Something's up ya'll BB would have been up hours ago making his nasty tofu, and right now we would have been playing game station!" Cyborg shouted. He was also concerned; Beastboy and he would be playing games right now. Cyborg looked at Robin. "Someone has to go check on him cause I don't think he overslept"
"I agree, someone has to go check on him, see if he's doing ok." Robin stated. Cyborg shook his head in agreement, Starfire also agreed they looked at Raven who hadn't said anything throughout the whole conversation. She could feel their gazes through the book she slowly put it down and only started back, then went right back to reading.
"Raven go see how Beastboy is doing." The masked leader ordered. The dark teenager stared at him and finally opened her mouth to say something.
"I think he needs some time alone" she said in her usual monotone.
"But what if friend Beastboy is in require of help! What if he is sad?" The red headed alien questioned her friend. She did have a point what if he was in need of help?.
"Then why don't you go see how he's doing?" Raven asked, if Starfire wanted to know so bad why doesn't she just go herself?.
"Because friend Beastboy and I aren't very close" The Princess replied to Raven's question. To this she raised an eyebrow.
"What do you mean, your friends" The violet haired girl crossed her arms and stared back at her female friend.
"Of course we are friends! But Beastboy and I aren't very close, like Robin and me. We would not be able to understand each other very well" Starfire answered and looked at Robin who nodded.
"That's why we think you should go, you guys are close." Robin told her. Raven looked at all three.
"What makes you think were close?" Raven asked to no one in particular. Cyborg answered this question.
"You are close, even though you don't realize it you are more close to him than any of us. You both have more in common with each other then you think, and over the last few days I noticed your friendship has gotten stronger. It's only right if you go see how he's doing." The half machine Titan said it like it was a fact! Well it was…the other's nodded in agreement. Raven was shocked was Cyborg right, and how did he notice that over the last few days they were closer?.
"He's right Raven" Robin said. He looked at her, she had on a confused expression mixed with shock.
Raven knew she had to go. Cyborg was right, and she was also curious to know how he was doing, if he still loves Terra.
"Go to his room I want to know!" An emotion screamed in her mind. Raven winced at the pain her head began to hurt.
"Curiosity!" Raven shouted.
"What!" The emotion asked.
"Leave me alone" The dark girl demanded.
"Only if you go!"
"Fine, now go"
Raven got up, leaving her book on the table. The other titans stared at her waiting to see what she would do or say.
"Fine I'll go." With that said she left the kitchen and walked to Beastboy's room. Walking down the hallway she could hear music starting to play. Raven stood still for a while a listened to the music.
Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one
(Rock music plays with no singing)
Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one.
The song ended. Raven looked down Beastboy was broken up, depressed, he was in pain she could feel it. His choice of music hinted something. She gave a silent whisper.
"…He still loves her…"
A/N: End of chapter 7! I know its short but I'll put more chapters up because this is short . I love the song "Only one" by Yellowcard! I was looking through my music list and I saw this. So I listened to it and I thought it would go well with Beastboy since's he all depressed and "Broken up" which is said in the song. Please review! It will be appreciated, in a couple of hours chapter 8 will be up that's when bb and rea talk and beastboy sorts out his feelings.
