I saw Teen Titans yay! "How long is Forever" I haven't seen that in a long time! its very sad, I felt bad for Raven she went crazy she was left alone, an bb a 1 man zoo,cy stuck in the tower, rob- nightwing had it good, but no starfire! But in the end they all joined together.
Still hating terra!
Drama drama!
Disclaimer: I don't own Teen titans or any songs used in my story.
Chapter 8. Sorting out Feelings
Raven slowly walked down the hallway. Cautiously she approached his door pondering over knocking or not. Her mind in a confusion some emotions like Curiosity urged her to knock, others like Timid told her not to. She decided and knocked softly on his door. Raven heard rustling behind the door then the door opened revealing Beastboy in a bad state he looked awful his eyes bloodshot red, probably from crying, he's shoulders dropped down, his lips in a frown. He looked depressed she felt a pang of guilt, if she hadn't gone snooping in his room he wouldn't of found that paper. She felt saddened to. The way he looked this emotional state made her sad to see him like that. Of course Beastboy didn't know she was in his room so he had no idea why she looked guilty. Raven looked down to the floor thinking of what to say. She looked up again and saw Beastboy's confused look. She began to speak.
"Beastboy…are you alright?" Raven asked, looking into his eyes she saw them begin to water. His eyelids closed shutting him of sight. He opened them again but this caused tears to escape his eyes, falling down his cheek. He turned away embarrassed that Raven was seeing him cry "men don't cry!" he yelled in his head. Then again he wasn't a man yet, but a teenager.
The violet haired girl's face softened slowly she placed a hand on his right shoulder. He shivered at the touch. It was unusual for her to have any physical contact with anyone. He turned around Raven's hand falling to her side.
"It's ok" She whispered for only him to hear. He wiped his eyes and turned back around and looked at Raven.
"Can I come in?" She asked, she knew that would sound weird to him she never went in anyone's room. Beastboy looked shock for a moment then nodded and moved to the side letting her in. Cautiously she walked in avoiding stepping on some clothes on the floor. She stood in the middle of the floor looking uncomfortable, she saw him sit on his bed.
"You can sit down" He gave her permission and she sat down on hid bed, her weight moving the bed a little. They both looked down. Then Raven broke the silence
"We can talk if its ok with you…" She said choosing her words carefully.
"I…guess" He looked down.
"It's ok Beastboy" She softly told him. He looked up he looked frustrated. He stood up.
"No it's not ok! How would you know anyway! You don't know what happened." He yelled at her. Raven looked up at him again with a guilty expression on her face. Beastboy noticed again, she was hiding something.
"Beast—" She didn't finish only to get interrupted by Beastboy who looked angrier.
"What are you hiding?" Beastboy demanded he was getting out of control, she didn't know what happened….or did she?.
"I'm not hiding anything!" Raven stood up and yelled back. She wasn't about to let him and yell at her and she knew she wouldn't sit there and do nothing.
"Yes you are! Then why do you have guilty look on your face?" He shouted he pointed to her face. She grew angry to but she had to control it.
"I don't" she stated slowly turning around avoiding his gaze but she could feel him staring at her back.
Beastboy put his hand down and fell on his bed his face in his hands. His back shivered as he quietly sobbed. Raven turned around when she heard him she frowned it hurt her to much to see him like that so vulnerable. She approached him and sat on his bed.
"I feel so—" He trailed of crying in his hands.
"Beastboy I know what happened" She admitted, he had to know even if he would get mad at her she had to be honest. Beastboy stared at her.
"How?…" He questioned her he was angry but he had calmed down.
"I…When, I was walking down the hallway I found the paper…" She trailed off she didn't know wheter to continue or not.
"Continue" Beastboy said.
"I, was curious…so I looked at it and saw what it was…" She looked at him he had a confused expression.
"but how did it end up in my room?" He asked the dark girl, Raven looked down and bit her lip. She had to tell him.
"I went in your room…" She answered him.
"You went in my room, you left it there so I can see it?" He demanded to know he thought she left it in there to make him depressed was this some cruel sick joke!.
"No! its not like that!" She defended herself she didn't want Beastboy to think of her as to do such a thing.
"Then what? Why did you go in my room!" He looked in her eyes.
"I…I…wanted to know if you still…loved her…" She whispered barley audible but Beastboy heard it. His eyes widened. He looked at her .his anger left he felt sad again, Terra the memories flowed back to him. Did he still love Terra?.
"Do you…still love her?" Raven asked.
"I, think I do…I don't know…" He whispered, Terra was a part of his life a very important part. She held a special place in his heart.
Raven frowned a little, she was hurt she didn't know why, but she wasn't going to show Beastboy this she looked up her face straight.
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to—" she got interrupted.
"It's ok, I'm not angry at you…"
"No its not that, I'm sorry…for reminding you of her…I didn't want to bring you pain" She didn't mean to, and she felt terrible for doing that.
"It's ok, I was going to find it sooner or later I guess…but…why did you want to know?" He asked, curiosity covering his face.
"Want to know what?…" Raven asked she knew what she was just playing dumb she didn't want to explain because frankly she didn't know either.
"…Never mind…"
"…Beastboy you will get through this, I know Terra is an important part of your life, but she may not return…there will be no point in being depressed when she may not comeback…look forward to the future instead of looking back at the past. I'm sure you will find love again." She placed a hand on his shoulder. Beastboy looked at her in astonishment she had wise words. She was right he had to look to the future not the past, but Terra will always be a part of him.
Beastboy gave a small smile, Raven did as well. They looked at each other, Beastboy all of a sudden hugged her. Raven tensed she was shocked she would never let anyone touch her but Beastboy was depressed so she had to make an exception, also she wanted to hug him as well. She placed her arms around his back and hugged him to.
"Thank you Raven" Beastboy said in her ear.
"Your welcome" She responded softly. They let go of their embrace. Raven pulled her hood up, "The other's are expecting you" She said as she opened his door. Beastboy nodded and left the room with Raven. The door closed behind them.
There was a figure outside Beastboy's window, But you couldn't tell what or who it was.
A/N: dun dun dun! Who is it ? lol, well sorry this is short to, don't worry ill update again if I get reviews. Poor BB he had mixed feelings, sadness/anger/love! I had to think really hard I tried to make Raven stay in character!. I still believe in bb.rea! this is just drama it will get interesting stay tuned!. If I get reviews ill update again today if not then you'll wait till tomorrow.
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