A/N: I'm back sorry but I had tons Of homework and test, ...high school is actually pretty cool… will I know a lot of you are wondering if Beastboy will find out about Raven's vision… he will find out but in time… In this chapter the Titans find out that Raven had visions. Just not what they are. Well onto the story thanx for the reviews they are greatly appreciated your reviews are what keeps me going on! Lol.
This part is sad. I guess listening to Avril Lavigne made me a little emotional. Especially "fall to pieces". I love that's song with all my heart!. Later on in my Story I will use that song! I was going to use it for this chapter but I have planned a chapter where I will use it.
Rated T or PG-13Disclaimer: I don't own Teen Titans or any songs in this story…only the plot line…
Chapter 16. Raven awakens
Raven began to awake…her eyes opened, blinking rapidly to get used to the light. She lifted her hand to her head. She felt tremendous pain surge through her forehead. She winced at the pain. "Chair scrapping the floor" she heard something it was close yet far. She lifted her head from the pillow , sitting up, searching through the room. She was in the medical room…her violet eyes stared straight ahead. There was Beastboy, he looked back at her, he stood in front of a chair. Apparently he made the scraping noise, probably from getting up. Slowly he stepped forward unsure at first. He stepped closer making his way to her. Beastboy stopped when he was at the foot of her bed. Raven looked down at the sheets. Beastboy took his chance and stepped to the side of the bed.
"…Raven…are you okay?" Beastboy asked concerned. Raven looked up at him.
"…I'm… fine…" She responded looking back to the sheets. She knew he had been there when she fainted, she didn't want to face him after that he would only ask more questions, for his sake she couldn't tell him not yet…maybe when he felt much better when he was back to cracking his jokes, when he smiled for real…
Beastboy saw her trying to avoid his gaze. He wondered why…he thought back to when he heard Raven scream.
After his argument with her he locked himself in his room, he was frustrated that Raven ignored him and he didn't do anything right?. But when he heard her scream he forgot he was mad. He ran out of his door in the direction of her scream. When he saw her, he couldn't say what he felt in words…worry…fear…shock…Seeing her there on the floor shaking like she was being possessed…her screams of not wanting to see…her pain, visible as she clutched her head In attempt to stop what was happening to her. He quickly called her name running towards her. She seemed to notice someone call her…she said his name before being pulled into her vision. He gasped as her eyelids closed he didn't know what to do. Beastboy took her in his arms shaking her maybe that would wake her up. Moments later she did, staring into his eyes he stared back at hers, slowly her eyelids closed once again but this time, she didn't breath she lay limply on his chest. He panicked running towards the rest of the Titans for help.
That's what brought him her in the medical room next to Raven.
Raven noticed he was in deep thought. She hoped with all her soul he wouldn't ask anything about what had happened. Beastboy came out of his trance and glanced at Raven he opening his mouth to ask something.
"Raven…" He started. Raven looked up, she knew this would hurt him as well as her but she had to.
"Beastboy…please…don't ask …just, leave…" She told him her voice cracked as she said this like it had hurt her. She felt her heart rip in pieces as she said this. But why was it hurting so much! This kept happening to her every time she had to reject or ignore him. Other times she could do this without feeling anything. Now she felt something. Guilt. Watching his reaction was one of the worst things ever…she cared for him he was her best friend…what she didn't know was an emotion was starting to grow in her along with guilt.
Beastboy stared at her after she said this. She told him to leave like an order, but he noticed her voice seemed to crack…like it was hard for her to say it. He looked at the floor, and then back at her his face bore a frown his eyes glistened with forming tears. He began to walk away from her, towards the door. With one final look at her he closed it.
Raven fell back on her bed she felt her body begin to shake again, no not another vision!. She braced herself for it. But it wasn't that…Suddenly she felt something drop down her cheek, it felt wet…What is this?…She slowly placed her finger on what had fallen. As her finger touched it, it smeared on her cheek. Another was dropping out of her eyes. What's happening she asked herself. She ran to the mirror in the room. She stared at her face…what she saw…she couldn't believe.
Tears.
She was crying…
"…I'm…crying?…" She asked her reflection. Her eyes reflected so much emotion. A flash of Grey past her mind along with another but she couldn't tell what color, it had past more quickly then the grey color. Suddenly the mirror broke in front of her. She covered her face with her arms. The pieces fell to the floor scattering all over. She gasped realizing her powers had caused this. She wiped her eyes quickly taking a deep breath she proceeded to calm down. After taking deep breathes she seemed calmer. But she was shocked… she hadn't cried a long time. Why was she crying?… was it because she didn't want to be alone? She didn't want Beastboy to leave? She didn't want to push him away?. Or was simply because of this new feeling inside her, that made her sadden every time Beastboy left her?.
This is to complicated!. No I can't cry…my emotions have to be in control. There is no point in crying anyway, I don't even know why I am…"
Raven wiped her faces from any tears that were visibly shown. She had one thing in mind. To find the Hive.
Raven looked around the room finding a window she opened it. She climbed out the window closing it sealing her from the Tower. She turned towards the City and flew.
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Living Room
Beastboy stepped inside the living. He was going to tell the rest that Raven had awoken. Steping towards Robin who seemed in deep thought as he stared at Starfire, who was currently making her "Pudding of Sadness". Cyborg was playing a videogame glancing at Robin and Starfire from time to time. He looked like he knew something was going on. Beastboy spoke.
"Raven…woke up…" He stated as he stared at the Three Titans. Starfire's face lightened up her frown left replaced by a smile. Her eyes glittered with happiness.
"Oh Glorious! Friend Raven has awoken, there is no need for my pudding of sadness anymore!" the alien princess rejoiced. She took her bowl of pudding and dumped it in the trash. Robin stood up looking relived.
"That's great is she feeling fine? Did you talk to her?" He asked the green teenager. Beastboy looked down but quickly up with a fake smile plastered on his face.
"Yea. She's feeling alright…and we did talk…" He answered to Robin's question. But Robin saw Beastboy's reaction he looked sad. He kept staring at Beastboy when he noticed this.
"What are you staring at?" He asked the Boy wonder.
"What exactly did you two talk about?" Robin questioned Beastboy.
"Not much to say…she wanted to be alone anyway…" He replied calmly as if nothing had happened. But his eyes betrayed him.
"Wh—" Robin got interrupted by Cyborg.
"Ok Robin enough of the interrogation. Lets go see Raven!" Cyborg said as he walked to the door. Starfire, following close behind. Robin catched up with them. They stood by the door about to leave. But looked back at Beastboy who hadn't moved.
"Friend Beastboy are you not coming?" Starfire asked her face held a curious look.
"…I already talked to her…she doesn't need to see me again--" Beastboy began.
"Nonsense! Let us go see our friend I am sure she would like to see us all!" Starfire shouted. She grabbed Beastboy's hand and dragged him to the door.
"Star! I'm capable of walking by myself!" Beastboy screamed. Starfire let go with a hurt look. Cyborg had a smile on his face.
"Oh BB learned some new words huh?" Cyborg laughed.
"Ha ha very funny. It just so happens I knew the word "capable" ok I'm not that stupid" Beastboy replied glaring at Cyborg who only laughed harder.
"Seems to me Raven has rubbed off on you, you even are starting to sound like her!" Cyborg stated he continued to laugh but when he saw Beastboy's frown he stopped.
"Guess the talk Beastboy and Raven had wasn't a good one." Cyborg thought
"Enough fooling around let's check on Raven" Robin said as he glared at the half robot Titan.
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Medical Room
The Titans walked in but only to see no one there.
"…Raven?" Cyborg asked. He stepped inside the room when he received no reply the others followed.
"Where is she?" Robin asked he looked around the room no one was there. The bed was empty.
"Where has Friend Raven gone? Does she not wish to see us?" Starfire worriedly asked.
"…Raven?…" Beastboy called out to her no one answered he stepped deeper into the dark room. When his foot landed on something it cracked. He looked down and saw mirror pieces broken all over the floor. He picked one up examining it closely.
"Guys…look" Beastboy turned towards the Titans with the glass piece in his hand.
"Why has the mirror broken?" Starfire asked as she took the piece in her own hands and she looked at the square frame where the mirror once was.
"Something tells me Raven did this…" Robin explained.
"How? I mean she couldn't of broken it with her hands!" Cyborg shouted at the absurd theory. Robin narrowed his eyes at Cyborg.
"I mean her emotions!...dumbass..." He countered back
"Ohhhhhhh I get it sorry…who you calling dumbass?" Cyborgshouted at his realization .
"But what would make her emotions go haywire?" Beastboy asked them.
Robin was in thought. He looked at Beastboy.
"What were you guys talking about?" Robin asked.
"…Well…I was about to ask her something…but she told me to…leave…" Beastboy said softly.
"What were you going to ask her?" Robin questioned the Green Titan.
A million thoughts ran threw Beastboy's head.
"Should I tell them?"
"Do they have to know about Raven that she had visions?"
"Will she be madder at me?"
"Will this help her?…"
Beastboy had to tell them, for Raven all this stress on herself was not good for her she needed help and if she didn't want it from Beastboy maybe the other Titans could help.
"…A few days ago…Raven had a vision—" Beastboy began but Robin interrupted him.
"A vision! Why didn't she tell us, and what about you!" The Boy wonder shouted at him.
"Robin let the man talk." Cyborg said. Robin sighed.
"Fine. continue."
"That night, when she left the tower, was when she had her vision, she wouldn't tell me what she saw. And I kept asking her cause I wanted to know maybe I could of helped her. But asking only caused her to be mad at me…" Beastboy explained. Starfire gasped in realization.
"That is why Friend Raven was mad at you!" Starfire exclaimed. Beastboy nodded.
"After the whole fight with the Hive I saw her in the hallway heading towards her room. I wanted to talk to her ask her why she was mad because I really didn't understand why she was mad at me for asking. She never spoke to me…she give me the silent treatment in other words…" He stopped looking at the Titans to see if they were listening. They nodded for him to go on.
"I got mad at her and left to my room…but when I heard her scream…I ran out…" Beastboy stopped. His frowned as he remembered how she looked, she was shaking violently she had fear written all over her face.
"Please friend, continue!" Starfire urged. She was captivated she had to know what happened next. It was like when you watch a TV show episode and it leaves you hanging at the end.
"When I saw her I got scared, she was on the floor shaking violently like she was…possessed or something. I could hear screams of not wanting to see. She clutched her head in her hands. As she tried to keep her eyelids opened. I ran to her. By the time I got there she whispered. "I don't want to see…" Her eyelids closed as she lay on the floor.
"What happened?" Robin asked quickly.
"She had a vision, I guess she didn't want to see it. Maybe her first vision scared her. She woke up moments later but she seemed weak. Probably from struggling to avoid the vision."
"That's why she fainted because of the vision, that's where all the stress and pain had come from!" Cyborg pointed out.
"Yeah. That's when she fainted I took her to you guys because I didn't know what to do. And that's what happened…"
All the Titans stared at Beastboy wide eyed mouths slightly opened had they really missed that much?
"Did we really miss that much?" Cyborg asked. Beastboy nodded in response. Robin put a hand to his chin he began to think.
"Do you think she ran away again because of this new vision?" He questioned his Team mates.
"I don't think she would ran way again…maybe she saw something bad in her vision…" Beastboy said.
"…And she might want to find out why…"Robin added.
"Starfire nodded in agreement.
"I would also think friend Raven may do the "investigating" as they do in the TV shows." Starfire stated. Robin nodded.
"We have to find her something bad could happen!" Beastboy shouted. He looked worried.
"Beastboy's right! Titans go!" Robin announced.
The Teen Titans ran out of the Tower towards the City.
A/N" End of chapter damn this was long I got carried away there huh? But its good for you cause you guys get to read more lol. Please review I should be studying for my Algebra Test tomorrow! But instead I'm writing this chapter so please review I don't want my time to go to waste.
Also I tried to make the spelling better sorry if some words slipped. But I have no one to review my story for spelling mistakes. No one wants to read my story except you guys. Plus my parents are Spanish so they talk Spanish and can't really help with the English words. And my little brother…when Hell freezes over he will help!. So ya I got none to revise it. Sorry once again. I hope you are enjoying my story.
Kirara-so-cute ya we should ge awards! lol or at least some credit for makingthes story and balancing school at the same time! lol thanx for your review
To all reviwers thanx alot sorry i cant respond to everyone! so I will give tell you what is in store for the next chapter.
Next Chapter: Raven goes to the City. Walking down the dark paths she sees three shadow figures. Jinx, Mammoth, and Gizmo!. She's going to find out what's up and why there included in this "plan".
Next chapter there will be a lot of cursing and violence so prepare.!
Much love. Peace. I'm out!
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