: Disclaimer:
I don't own HunterXHunter nor its Characters...
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The light was faint,
the place so vague
It all seemed like a
blur until I saw your face
Those eyes, they looked
at me as if I was in harm
It was then I knew that
I just slept in your arms.
I came to my senses as
I felt the situation
Was this just a trick
that I just so envisioned?
I didn't know what to
do; I didn't know what to say
The next thing I
thought, I wanted to run away.
But in the corner of my
mind, the other part of me said
To stay and don't go,
to savor this sweet event
To feel his warmth, to
feel his embrace
To feel those sweet
blue eyes looking at my face.
I wanted this moment to
last a little bit longer
I wanted this very
moment to go on forever
I wanted to feel his
warm body just close to mine
To stay with him
forever and forget all about time.
But alas! I knew that
this thing has got to end
That all of this mess
was just a very big pretend
Even though I really do
want this to continue
Even though Kurapika
was the one who held me so true.
I moved away from him
and quickly stood up
His eyes were startled
by my movement that was so abrupt
I turned the other way
and slowly walked on
Even if it means
leaving Kurapika all alone.
Suddenly, I stopped and
forced out those words
"I'm sorry
Kurapika, I didn't know what had just occurred
You don't have to
worry, it was my entire mistake
I'll never do that
again, that mistake that I just so create."
Then, as to my heart's
painful decision
I slowly walked on into
oblivion
So that I may forget
all of this mess
Even though he has the
sweetest caress.
It is really hard
loving him this way
But I guess it's for
the better to get out from his way
Though I always hide
from his searching sight
My love for him would
never take its flight.
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