Loved or unloved
Ok I should have said this before I own nothing except the plot and any characters you dont recognise if I decide to put them in.
Thank you to Koolmint26 - as you can see yes there is more.
And to Dracorox418 - thanx.
Harry looked up and saw Draco Malfoy looking at him with a surprised look on his face. Draco Malfoy his secret crush if only he knew and felt the same it would be Mister Draco Malfoy-Potter or Draco Potter-Malfoy sigh unfortunantly Harry wasnt going to say anything and Draco would Marry Pansy Parkinson Have an Heir and live in seperate wings of Malfoy Manor well that was how Harry saw it (wink wink). Draco meanwhile was thinking how cute Harry looked with that 'deer in the headlights' look on his face and plotting ways too get Pansy Parkinson to fall in love with someone else so he would'nt have to marry her.
Harry said he's in love with a GUY who is it I'll kill them I'll chop of there bits and shove there dick down there throat. Wait calm down Draco, Harry will never like you if you do that you have to find out who this guy is and if he likes Harry the same way. first on mt list is... Weasley - he's always around Harry an- wait he's with Granger so even if Harry likes him nothing will happen. Maybe I should sneek into harry's dorm room and see if I can find out who he likes there might be clues and I will not feel guilty I will look and I will feel fine! who am I kidding? I already feel guilty but if this helps Harry like me if not love me its the best I can do. Now my plan is - sneak into his room, find out who he loves, be nice to him and get Harry to fall in love with me.
Draco was watching me I think he heard me say I was in love with him fortunantly I did'nt say him I said HIM that doesnt make sense even in my own head. Maybe I can do a memory charm on him so he doesnt remember except I can't do memory charms very well, I could ask Hermione but she'd just ask why I wanted to use a memory charm on him and I would have to tell her what I said and I cant do that she would'nt understand after she had calmed down she would ask why I did'nt just tell him I was in love with him. I have to find a way for him to at least keep it quiet. While I love him he is very nasty when he wants to be and he has no civil feelings for me, he would tell the whole school I was gay and I dont know what I'd do then I havent told anyone yet not even Ginny knows, though I thought she would be smart enough to figure out why I dont want to be with her, why he did'nt like her kisses and why he was unresponsive to her touch. Ginny was a wonderful girl and a great friend not to mention Ron's little sister so I dont want to hurt her and I will probably end up marrying her but I will never desire her and loathe to touch her I want children but the thought of having them with Ginny makes me feel slightly sick. Maybe I could adopt, maybe I will die first I hope I die before I have to have sex with Ginny I probably wont be able to. Back to Draco all this talk or Ginny and sex together is making me queasy, Sex with Draco would be nice though he would be hard muscles and smooth lines and his hair would be ungelled and, I'll stop that thought right there before I have a slight issue.
Ok so far I have determined Harry is very messy and that he loves chocolate frogs but other than that nothing, wait he's an artist he's not that good but he has a stack of drawings and I love them. lets see Weasley, Granger, Weasley and Granger, eeeeeeew Weasley and Granger kissing and a lot more of them maybe he does have a crush on Weasley. Ok maybe I should look under his bed. MORE drawings? Ok so theres his dorm mates, Hagrid, the Weasley twins, all of the Weasleys he sure likes them, Dumbledore and me, Me? ok so he has one of me I am his arch nemesis. Ok theres another and another ok theres a lot of me at least twelve probably more. Oh my god theres on of me on a bed naked ok so that explains a lot Harry likes me.Harry Likes Me. HARRY LIKES MEEEEEE. I'm so happy.
"Potter"
"What do you want Malfoy?"
"Harry"
"DD...Draco?"
"I love you Harry"