Koi Otome

(Love of a young lady)

Chapter 6 – Secrets Revealed

Rin finished eating and already the servants cleaned up the table. The silence surrounded Sesshoumaru and Rin one more time. Rin was waiting that her lord began the conversation but nothing was said. She decided to talk freely to her lord, after all it was him who wanted to talk.

"Why did you let me alone?" She already asked. She had just this question in mind since he had left.

"That was my mistake" Sesshoumaru responded without any other detail.

"But why?" Rin insisted, she wanted a clear answer.

Sesshoumaru was not able to say something, he will have to say everything he had thought since his departure, his feeling toward her, his love, everything. He had to do it, she deserved it, Sesshoumaru thought. He looked in her lovely eyes and began.

"I had to think about you, about my desires, about our future. I wanted to know if I could handle everything that I have so hatred all my life. I had despised so much humans in my life that I wanted to know if I could love one. And if this one will accept me like I am. And away from you, I thought that it was the best for me." He declared.

Rin listened to him with sympathy. So, he truly cared for her. But she felt sadness to know that he had to get away from her to know if he truly loved her.

"And was it the best solution to go away from me?" She sadly asked.

"Not at all. I love you so much Rin and this Sesshoumaru could not live without you. I only want to know if you feel the same for me. That was my fear to be rejected by you that is the real purpose of my departure." He said looking at his cup of tea.

Rin was shocked. They felt the same way all the time but both were unable to speak with the other to reach the true love. He loved her so passionately and she had doubted about it when he had disappeared. She stood up and walked around the table and sat behind him and whispered in his ear.

"I love you Sesshoumaru, since I am a woman, I have realise that I could not live without you. I will love you forever my love." She said and she kissed him behind his ear.

He had loved this tender kiss and he did a small growl of pleasure. He turned his head to see his beautiful lady. Rin smiled at him with her attractive smile. He looked at her juicy and irresistible lips and he finally grabbed them and tasted her sweetness. Sesshoumaru tasted like a million of flavours at the same time when he kissed Rin. Sesshoumaru loved this strange taste and teased her with his tongue. Rin let him entered in her mouth and he explored it hungrily. He put his hands on her head and then he followed the curves under her long black and silkily hair.

Rin permitted every moves that Sesshoumaru was doing. She had waited for this event since a long time and she will not stop him right now. Since she was sixteen years old, she only dream about her lord and being his lover. Now that he had admitted his love to her, she will surely not refuse his soft, warm and tender touch. Rin felt so good with his arms around her. She felt secure and love. For the first time in her life, she understood what mate really mean, never alone and forever be love. She put her thin and graceful hands in his back and she touched his perfect and soft hair that was like silk sheets. She smiled in her head, this was so unreal, Sesshoumaru's behaviours and his actions but she loved him like he was.

Sesshoumaru felt her gentle hands in his back and he opened his eyes to see Rin in a strange trance like if she was in Heaven. They never broke the kiss like if something bad will happen if they stopped. He closed his eyes again and continued to tease her with his curious tongue and he closed the space between them. He could feel Rin's heat and he felt so comfortable and well. He heard her heart that was beating so fast like if she was enjoying every moment. So, Sesshoumaru decided to undress his lovely lady slowly, he did not want to afraid her once more like under the sakura tree. He uncoupled her elegant belt on her waist and slowly put it aside. Rin did not do any move to prevent his actions and he continued his exploration.

Rin felt Sesshoumaru's hand on her skin and she felt so many shivers at the same time, but shivers of pleasure. She loved his affectionate touches and she did the same at her lord. She wanted to please him like he pleased her. Rin took his yellow and blue belt and it fell to the ground without any sound and it did not exist anymore because the two lovers were on their own world. She passed her hands on Sesshoumaru's chest and she could resent the shivers that Sesshoumaru felt under her warm contact. She continued to move her hands on his chest and she felt every muscle and she opened her eyes slowly. She saw Sesshoumaru who was looking at her with passionate amber eyes. He then broke the long kiss and Rin disapproved his move by a little moan.

Sesshoumaru smiled when he heard her little groan it really means that she loves him like he does. His haori fell to the ground after that Rin had softly made way under his coat and had found a way to remove it without warning. He took a little look at it and return to his pretty lady with a teasing smile. He kissed her once more with passion but he quickly broke the kiss and he stood up with grace. Rin looked at him amaze and afraid.

Rin feared that her lord would let her once more. Did she have done something wrong? What can it be? She felt so insecure and so sorry and so worried. She gave him a heartbroken look. Sesshoumaru smiled at her but Rin felt so uncertain.

"You did not think that I will take you in the dinning room. You deserve much more better lady Rin and this Sesshoumaru will bring you until there." He nicely said.

With these words he took Rin in his arms and put his fur around them. He walked with his Rin in the corridor of his castle without breaking his eye contact with Rin. He felt so happy with her and her scent surrounded him and he was greatly pleased. He opened his door room and closed it without a sound and brought Rin until his bed and put her on the white silk sheets softly. He then continued to kiss her and please her. He undressed Rin completely but with patience and delicateness. He did any abrupt move like if she was a small flower that can be broke if you took it the wrong way.

Rin felt really shy to be expose to him like if he will not like the view of her body. But he tenderly did little kisses that started on her neck and he began to go down slowly. Nothing was in hurry, so Sesshoumaru took his time for the great pleasure of Rin and she moaned many times of passion.

Sesshoumaru was aroused by Rin taste but he did not want to go further than kisses. So he returned on Rin's lips and continued to taste her. His youkai was really hungry but he did not want to let him took control of him. Not with his Rin he mentally said. So, Sesshoumaru cannot go further than kisses with his future mate tonight. He felt sadness but he will not be able to loose Rin if he injured her like it had happen with Seimei. He was not ready again to take her without Rin's approbation and it can not be tonight, she did not know a single thing on demon's mating and on men. Even if Rin was almost twenty-one, she had not been in contact with other people than him, Hatsuyuki and Jaken, she had never been sexually educated.

Rin loved the way he kissed her and she wanted to please him too. So, she let his delightful lips and got down and kissed his chest and his attractive muscle. She then wanted to get more down than only his chest and she was going to take of his pants off but Sesshoumaru caught her hands and he embraced affectionately her hands.

"Not tonight lovely lady, we will have other times for this. And you should get some sleep. Tomorrow will be a long enough for both of us." He whispered in her ears.

"I don't want to wait again, I want to please you too…"

"You please me all the time pretty Rin, now sleep." Sesshoumaru said.

His fur got around Rin and Sesshoumaru looked at Rin who was looking at him with a feeling of regret in her eyes. Sesshoumaru felt her regard hard to support so he looked away from her. He felt sorry to not please fully his lady but he cannot take her right now. He had to respect some of the ancient code of demon's mating of the Western lands. Even if his brother had not respect them, Sesshoumaru had to respect them, he wanted to do it. He was the leader of Western lands and he had to respect them like his father had done. Sesshoumaru was now so similar than his father that Sesshoumaru wanted to walk in the footsteps of his father. He only did not want to be killed by another demon in front of his woman but he will surely give his life to defend her and their future children.

Rin and Sesshoumaru felt asleep soon. They were both exhausted by the previous days and by their reunited once again. They slept all the daylong and they went to the early morning.

Rin woke up firstly and she looked to her handsome prince and waited for her awakening. It did not take him so long to open his cute amber eyes and she smiled to him. She had forgotten his desire to stop so soon yesterday.

"Good morning my lord" She happily said.

Sesshoumaru looked at his beauteous lady and smiled to her. She is so perfect and beautiful, Sesshoumaru thought.

"Good morning Rin." He softly responded and he gave her a nicely kiss on her forehead.

"What is so important today my lord?" Rin asked.

"It will be a surprise my curious lady." He said smiling at her again.

"I have a surprise me too my lord. It will be in less than two weeks." She said with amusement in her eyes.

"And what is it?"

"It something with lord Kouga my lord. Would you accept my surprise my lord?" She said before embraced him tenderly.

Sesshoumaru had lost his smile when he had heard the name of the wolf leader. What surprise can she do with this inferior demon? Sesshoumaru thought. It was surely nothing good for him. He gave to Rin a look that she has to give him some explanations and soon.