CHAPTER 3

Ellie POV

As I walked up Sean's steps, I knew what he wanted to happen tonight. The thing is, I'm not sure if I want my first time to be with him. I mean, don't get me wrong, Sean is a great guy...but do I really want my first time to be with a guy I barely know? I knocked on Sean's door and it was opened after a few seconds. Sean leaned against the doorway.

"Hey" he said.

"Um, hi...."I replied.

I looked down at my boots and the next thing I knew, I was being carried to Sean's bed and having his tongue shoved down my throat.

"Sean, stop."

"Ellie, what's wrong?"

"Before we do this, have you ever done this before?"

Sean sighed and sat up.

"Sean?"

"Yeah, I have."He replied.

"What?"

"With Amy. Once. It was no big deal."

"How could it not have been a big deal?"

Sean sighed again as I got up to leave. As I headed for the door, Sean whirled me around.

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Sean POV

Great. Just Great. Ellie and I are just about to hook-up when Ellie asks THE question. She gets mad and starts to leave, when I turn her around to face me.

"Ellie, come on." I pleaded.

Ellie looked at me stonefaced.

"Look, I don't care about Amy anymore. It's only you."

Ellie smiled.

"Okay"

That's all I need. I wrap my arms around Ellie and carry her back to my bed. I laid her down and started to push up her skirt. She gently kissed me as she pulled off my shirt. I could hardly believe it. Ellie Nash was taking the lead. I yanked down her tights as she sighed.

"Sean, do you have something?"

I cussed to myself as I searched my pockets.

"Hold on"

I tore the place apart, hunting for something, anything.

"Sean, is everything okay?"

"Yeah"

Finally! A condom. I ran to Ellie and kissed her.

"Ready?"

Ellie nods as I lower my pants. I lean over and turn out the light.

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Ellie POV

I could fell Sean's hot breath on my neck as he lifted up my shirt. I was glad he knew what he was doing, because my head was spinning. After he unhooked my bra, he lifted me up and pressed my chest against his. I put my arms around his neck as he staddled me. He started kissing my neck, harder and harder.

"Oh, Sean..."

He grinded himself against me, as I moaned.

"Sean, please, touch me."

I sighed as I let Sean take over me.

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Sean POV

I could hardly believe it. I was about to have sex with Ellie. And she was right there on my bed, begging me to touch her, which I definitely obliged to. After a while she was panting, and rubbing herself against me. I decided it was time. Ellie quieted down as she realized it too, and I got lost in a world where only Ellie existed.

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Ellie POV

Sean lay down next to me and watched me carefully, as if to see my reaction. And to tell the truth, I didn't really have one. I was completely numb. It was hot and all, but it wasn't the explosion of fireworks I expected. I cuddled closer to Sean, so he wouldn't think I was disappointed.

"Sean, I should go. I'm late as it is."

Sean nodded and I got up and started to get dressed when I noticed Sean smirking at me as I put my bra on.

"Sean, do you mind?"

"Sorry"

He rolled over and looked away as I got dressed and left.

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