A/N: I dont own Harry Potter...of course, but yea. This is my first attempt at a Sirius/Remus fic. im fairly proud of it, it gets better the longer it goes, i have a lot of free time right now, so you will probably get an up date either every day or every other day. My person i got to read this for me is a little slow at reading it, so this is the only chapter she has read, but if she doesn't hurry, and people like this enough then i will just post chapter two! Thanks and have fun - Kyra

Chapter 1: Did You Really Say I Love You?

Sirius looked at Remus with an awkward look of happiness and realization on his face, Remus was looking at him with wide eyes thinking to himself, 'I can't believe I just said that!'

Sirius's face had that certain glow to it all of the sudden, the one he got when he was being sexy and Sirius like, "lets get outta here!" he whispered to Remus.

"What?" Remus said looking puzzled.

"You heard me moony, because I know I definitely heard you a minute ago" Sirius raised an eyebrow and winked.

'He returns my love?' Remus thought, 'THE Sirius Black, lady killer, loves me, a lonely werewolf.' "… Okay" Remus said with a smile.

So Sirius and Remus slipped out of Gryffindor tower slowly so James and Peter didn't see, but they didn't have to worry. 'After 5 long years at Hogwarts Remus had finally confessed to Sirius that he loved him and Sirius didn't mess it up.' James thought and smiled as he distracted Peter so he didn't see them leave and want to follow them.

Sirius and Remus strolled out toward the lake, and after a long silence Sirius spoke first, "Mooney?"

"Yes Padfoot?"

"I love you too, I always have"

Remus's eyes lit up, "Really? O thank God!"

They looked into each others eyes. Finally after what felt like an eternity of waiting Sirius grabbed Remus by the waist and pulled him in for a kiss, but this was no ordinary kiss, but a long-awaited, pent up, super passionate kiss.

"Oh Padfoot!" Remus groaned, "My Padfoot."

Sirius smirked, "You wanted that too much my dear moony."

"Oh, and you didn't?" said Remus raising his eyebrow. For a moment a moment all the world was right, and then Remus's face fell.

Sirius looked confused, "What's Wrong my moony?" Sirius grabbed his hands and looked seriously concerned.

"Us."

"Wait, What? Us? How? I-I thought you loved me." Sirius said looking heartbroken, his pride ripping away.

Remus longed to touch him, "What will our parents, our friends, and our classmates say? You know once a werewolf mates it's for life!"

Sirius closed his eyes, "Moony, screw it all, let everyone think what they want, I love you so much, and nothing and no one, including James and my parents are going to change that, Remus J. Lupin, and I wont have it any other way then that you're my boyfriend, and if we mate for life, so be it, I love you that much."

Remus had tears in his eyes, "Pad, you know I love you too more than anything and would love to be your boyfriend." Remus said smiling.

"Oh my moony."

"Oh my Padfoot."

They held each other for what seemed like and eternity and then they turned to go in so they wouldn't be late. All the way back Sirius held Remus's hand.

The portrait hole swung open and the common room was packed. Remus went to let go of Sirius's hand, because knowing teens they were all gonna look up to see who was there, but Sirius wouldn't let him.

"I love you moony, and that's all you need to know."

"Love you too Pads."

They headed toward James and Peter, because if they were going to be accepted they were gonna have to get it there first. Most people were staring, two girls were crying and James had a very satisfied smile on his face.

"Well, well, well, it's about time." James said laughing heartily.

Remus looked at him confused.

"Like I didn't know moony, you insult my intelligence." James said.

Sirius smiled at the cunning of his best friend.

Peter looked between them, "well duh, even I knew about this, took you two long enough!"

At this they all burst out laughing. Slowly the room started to bustle again, but Remus was sure he heard his and Sirius's name mentioned a few times and blushed as he thought of how fast this was gonna spread through the school tomorrow.

A/N: These will be prolly the longest author notes EVER! but yea. please review, it not only helps me write, but encourages me to keep going.