A/N: thank you so much for following this story, things will get better, it was hard to write that last chapter, but theres gotta be some hate. thanx so much for reviewing! hands out CD's thanks..just a few serious chapters and we will be back to the light and fluffy...almost done with ch. 11

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Chapter 4 Can a Heart be Fixed?

Sirius walked into see professors McGonagall and Dumbledore, "you wanted me sir?"

"Mr. Lupin is in a coma, he doesn't seem to want to wake up, we figured you could maybe persuade him to wake up" Dumbledore said, a twinkle in his eyes.

They shut the curtains around them and left the wing so they could have some privacy.

Sirius held Remus's hand, "Moon? You need to wake up, you need to come back to me, I can't live without you! I will kill Malfoy and Snape! I want to mate with you, I want to be with you forever, please, you're my only love.

Remus laid there, as still as ever.

Remus's Dream

He and Sirius were beating up Malfoy and Snape.

Flash

He and Sirius were finally mating

Flash

He and Sirius were married

end dream

Sirius looked at him, "I love you, wake up!"

"Pads?" Remus said groggily

Sirius wiped his eyes, "Moony?" Sirius went to grab him and Remus bit his lip.

"Sorry, I forgot, you're pretty badly bruised," Sirius gave him a long kiss. "You were almost dead, Poppy said if I'd have arrived even five minutes later you'd have been d-dead."

"I thank you for coming to get me. You know, you were the last thing I thought of before I went unconscious."

Sirius smiled and a new batch of tears showed up in his eyes, "I want to mate with you."

"Sirius that like getting engaged, it's a huge step!"

"Remus, I love you and when I thought you were dead I wanted to die!"

Remus smiled at him, "I love you."

"I love you too moon."

There was a long silence then, "It was Malfoy and Snape." Remus said.

"What?" Sirius said.

Remus told Sirius the whole story, at least what he could remember of it.

"I'M GOING TO KILL THEM, HOW DARE THEY!" Sirius yelled getting up.

"No," Remus said, "we'll mame them, but not kill them, I don't want the love of my life in Azkaban." Remus smiled a little at him.

"Fine," Sirius said plopping down looking disappointed, after a minute he leaned up and kissed Remus on the forehead, "I need to go get Professor Dumbledore; I'll leave James if I have to go far okay."

Remus smiled appreciatively, "alright, thanks."

The next morning the tension between the Gryffindor table and the Slytherin table was worse then it had ever been. James, Sirius, Peter, and Lily glared at Malfoy and Snape mutter to each other about what they would do if they could kill Snape and Malfoy.

"Serverus, we need to kill Remus." Malfoy whispered.

"Kill?" Snape's eyes widened.

"Yes, he needs to die." Malfoy said.

"Don't you think that will just make them angrier at us?" Snape questioned.

"It doesn't matter anymore, he needs to die."

"Why?" Snape asked.

"Why are you defending him!"

"I just think maybe killing him is a little extreme."

"Snape, you'll do it, or I'll make sure the whole school and world knows your secret."

Snape's eyes widened, he clenched his teeth, "fine, when?"

"Now"

"What?"

"Just sneak out and do it!"

"Fine"

Snape headed toward the hospital wing.

Sirius saw him leave and headed after him, Malfoy's goons were already making it impossible for Sirius to leave.

Peter, go back and help Sirius," James said, "Lily, follow me."

James and Lily got out the back way and went to head off Snape.

Snape stood over Remus's body, "I'm really sorry about this Remus, it has to be done." Snape pulled out his wand.

"Come on Serverus, you don't need to do this." Remus pleaded.

James burst in and pointed his wand straight at Snape, yelled a hex and Snape fell over on the floor.

"What was that?" Remus said looking at Snape's body.

"Eh, I just knocked him out a little"

"Thanks Prongs, hey Lily, you two together yet?" Remus said smiling

"Remus are you too drugged?"

"No, but if I'm suffering all this pain for The love of Sirius Black, then you two should be together, the whole school knows you are in love.

Lily blushed.

A/N: awww lily! how cute..yes yes..review please..or not...but reviewing would be nice :)