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Chapter 6 Knocking on Heaven's Door

Two days after they broke up Sirius and Remus bother were worse for the wear.

"Please Mr. Lupin, I am asking you as a friend and a nurse, please eat and take your potions, what happens when the full moon comes, you'll have no strength." Madam Pomfrey said.

Remus looked at her, though it wasn't the Remus everyone knew and loved, he had no spark, no fire, and his skin just hung on him. "Then I guess I'll just die."

Madam Pomfrey gasped, "You will do no such thing!"

"Living is too painful Poppy, just let me die."

With that Poppy left the wing and headed toward Dumbledore's office.

"Eat man! Take a bath, comb your hair, and apologize to Remus!" James yelled at his best friend in the world Sirius Black.

"No, he's safer like this!

Lily was just too pissed to not talk, "YOU REALLY THINK HE'S SAFER YOU HUGE PRAT HE IS DYING!" With that she ran out of the room

"W-What?" Sirius stuttered

"You didn't know?" Peter asked, as James had just chased his girlfriend of 2 days out into the hall.

"What don't I know?" Sirius said getting angry.

"For the last two days he's been refusing treatment and food, and well Remus wasn't the best nourished of us, and with all the stuff from getting beat up, he's not doing so well."

Sirius's jaw dropped.

"You need to go t him."

Peter was right and Sirius knew that. Next thing he knew he was flying toward the hospital wing, 'how could I have been so dumb!' he thought as he went through the doors straight toward Remus's bed.

Remus looked as though he'd just gone through two full moons in a row. "Oh, my moony!" Sirius flung himself on Remus and started kissing him.

"Go away Sirius!"

"No! I love you! I lied!" Sirius said tears in his eyes.

"But why did you lie?"

"Because I didn't want you to get hurt on account of me, and I realize that's stupid because I hurt you anyways."

"Yea you did."

"Please forgive me my Moony." Sirius was on his knees with his hands folded crying all over Remus. "Please Moon, I love you!"

Remus had been mean enough, "fine, but I'm starving," Remus said smiling at Sirius, "and I love you too, but protect me, don't shun me."

Madam Pomfrey and Dumbledore walked in on the two lovers kissing and walked right back out.

"I'm sure Mr. Lupin will be open to your food and treatment now." Said Dumbledore smiling.

Sirius and Remus sat talking and laughing like nothing had ever happened, probably because Remus knew that Sirius was only trying to protect him and that he really loved him more than life it's self.

James and Lily were peaking through the hospital windows, "we did good," James said.

"Yes we did," Lily smiled and gave him a kiss, "let's give them some real privacy.

A month later Lily and James were celebrating their one month anniversary and Sirius and Remus had celebrated theirs just days before because they had decided not to count the time in the hospital. Sirius and Remus had both completely healed, and Snape and Malfoy were still serving their detentions. The next night was the first full moon since Remus and Sirius had gotten together.

At 2:00 in the morning Sirius woke with a start, something wasn't right, he heard some struggling and whining, e shot up and looked at Remus, then smiled with relief, Remus was having a nightmare.

Sirius got up, went over to Remus's bed and laid with him. It was difficult to lay there because they hadn't mated yet and Sirius was dying to mate with him, but he wanted to wait because it was big for him. Remus only had one chance to get this right and he was with that person forever. As Sirius laid with Remus he calmed down.

"Its okay love, I'm here, I'll protect you."

Slowly Remus's breathing steadied and he snuggled into Sirius's chest and pulled his knees up to his stomach. Sirius wrapped his arms around Remus and they fell asleep.

Around noon the next day Remus started to wake up, when he moved his fingers he felt a soft tuft of hair. Remus blinked and saw a dark blob on top of a tan blob. Remus smiled, he wiggled an arm free and got his glasses and watched Sirius sleep. After a few minutes Sirius started to wake up.

"Morning Pads"

"Morning Moony"

Remus looked at Sirius, his hear racing, he loved the most beautiful and wonderful man on the earth.

Sirius's heart was beating a million miles a minute, 'he so does not know what he does to me just calling me Pads' he could feel his boxers tighten a little.

"You know Pads, were the only two here, and were already in bed together, and if I'm not wrong were HARDly ones to be waiting around for anything" a very naughty and provocative smile crept on to his face.

"Why, Moony, I do think you are trying to seduce me."

"Why, Padfoot, I do think you are correct."

They stared at each other.

"This is forever," Sirius said.

"For life," Remus smiled.

"Can you take me that long?" Sirius said.

"no" Remus said.

Sirius's face fell

"I'll defiantly need you longer."

Sirius growled as Remus rolled on top of him.

That afternoon certain Gryffindors said they could clearly hear a wolf howling and a dog barking.

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