A/N: I don't own Harry Potter, or any characters! There will be a few things in the beginning of this chapter that are just like in the movie Crossroads with Brittany Spears, I don't own that either. Enjoy…or be sad… Because this is sad. by the way, this is the second to last chapter, thats right, there are only 17 chapters to this story...but do not fear, i will have another story up soon, as i have already written five chapters to it.
Thanks so much to Hiei is MYNE who has just started reading this, and is reviewing like crazy. Thanks for reviewing, as for your questions, i've seen boys of the age they are supposed to be at fifth year...and yea, its a little early for sex for any of them, but it was just part of the story. and usually it would be to early to be getting engaged (thats why James and Lily arent) but for remus and sirius, mating was basically getting engaged, the rings just symbolized it...and Lily is preg. with a girl for a reason...cuz of this chapter, i planned this to happen from the beggining.
thanks to jessi for reviewing every chapter, you sometimes reviewed when no one else would,thanks.
and thanks to all who reviewed you keep me writing.
Chapter 16 Why me
James sat crying stroking Lily's hair and Sirius and Remus sat beside the bed, Remus was holding Lily's hand crying and Sirius looked horrible, he was trying so hard to keep his strength up for Remus and James, and most of all Lily, but it was killing him.
Mrs. Pomfrey walked in and sat down some food and drinks and walked out, she couldn't say much, even magic cant always do everything.
Lily looked around, "This is so stupid, they just keep telling me I lost the baby…. Lost it, like my keys or something, like I just cant find it, and she wont tell me why, only, sometimes its natures way. LOST IT! That's not right; I'll never be able to find her!" Lily broke down and started crying.
They stayed a little longer and then Sirius and Remus excused themselves so that James and Lily could have some alone time.
Remus was crying and Sirius was holing him.
"You know its okay to cry Pad." Remus said looking up.
"I know, but sometimes I have to be strong."
Remus looked up and touched Sirius's face, "its okay Pad, she was your goddaughter to, let me be strong for a little while." Remus said, he hardly got the sentence out when Sirius started to cry, it made him feel so much better.
A couple hours later Sirius and Remus were walking back to the hospital wing when he remembered what he was going to talk to Lily about. "Sirius, can I talk to you before we go back?"
"Sure moony"
They stepped into and empty classroom and told him everything Malfoy and Snape had said.
"Bastards," Sirius's teeth were clenched, "like I don't already know you and Lily are close, and why would I think you weren't gay, I sleep with you, how dare they think they can split us up." Sirius was seething.
Remus smiled on the inside, he was glad that Sirius believed him. "I'm just afraid they will do something violent if I don't do what they say."
Sirius looked at him, "they won't touch you, or I'll do something worse than kill them."
Remus smiled and kissed Sirius, "we have a week to find out."
They walked back toward the hospital wing to see James and Lily.
The next day was very lonely, classes were not the same without Lily, and Madam Pomfrey said she had to stay in the hospital wing so she could treat her depression and help her get better. James was completely distraught and Sirius and Remus were still depressed over Lily. Peter looked upset, he had just found out about all of this, being that he had been in detention the day before, and the news of Lily Evans being pregnant, and then loosing her baby was spreading really fast.
Sirius and Remus were together all the time, and always watching Malfoy and Snape out of the corner of their eyes, they weren't going to be caught off guard by them ever!
All of their spare time, even time spent doing homework were done in the hospital wing with Lily, this was probably the only thing that didn't send her into full depression, that and the fact that Madam Pomfrey told her that nothing was wrong with her, it was just natures way of saying she wasn't ready for a baby yet, it was nothing she did.
A/N: I lied, in the first chapter, i said that would be the longest authors note...i think the one in this chapter takes the cake cookies to all who read it all (:) -- arent those just cute! NEWAYS... this is my october 19th update, this chapter will have to do you until i get back from fall break on the 23rd or 24th! sorry folks, im not lugging this computer home for the short weekend..and when i come back, the last chapter to my tale...then soon after, my new fic...and hopefully ill keep going like that. keep reviewing, i love it.