They had now been back at school for 3 days, lessons were starting tomorrow. Over the holidays Lily had seen a lot of James, but neither of them had mentioned the kiss, although it was all they could think about.
"Hey, Prongs what've we got tomorrow morning?" asked Sirius
"Um potions then astronomy" answered James
Lily, who was standing beside James, suddenly shuddered and went pale.
"Evans, you okay?" asked Sirius
"Um yeah" squeaked Lily
"I think she needs a little fresh air. Come on lets take a walk," said James and then he guided Lily out of the common room.
"I can't go up there tomorrow" said Lily frantically when they were outside, "I can't do it"
"I know, you're going up there tonight with me" said James
"What? No I can't"
"Look you have to go up there sooner or later and I know it's going to be hard but you have to do it," said James kindly
"But I'm scared" whispered Lily
"I know but I'll be with you the whole time" said James, "Do you trust me?"
"Yes," said Lily immediately
"They you know that I'd never let anything happen to you, I'd die first"
Lily didn't know how to reply to that, so she just followed James up to the astronomy tower. When they were outside the door.
"Ready" asked James
Lily grabbed his hand and then replied, "Ready"
James opened the door and slowly went in, Lily jumped as she heard the door click shut.
"Sshhhh it's okay," said James soothingly
Lily stood where James had found Alex on top of her, for a few minutes and then she joined James over at the window.
"It's really beautiful out there," she said
"Yeah it is, I've always loved this place"
"So have I and I can still enjoy it as long as I know you're here" said Lily
"I'll always be here for you Lily you know that"
"Why didn't you mention the kiss?" asked Lily while she still had the courage.
"I wasn't sure if you'd regretted it or not" said James quietly
"I thought you only saw me as a friend now, and that you hadn't wanted me to kiss you and that's why you never mentioned it" said Lily
"Oh god how could you think that? I do see you as a friend, one of my best friends in fact but you're more than that. How could you think that I didn't want to kiss you?"
"I thought you got fed up waiting, I mean for two years I knew you liked me and I was nothing but a bitch to you"
"I was an arrogant prat, who deserved everything you said and did and I would never get fed up waiting for you," said James, "I love you"
"Really" said Lily who had tears in her eyes
"Yes" said James unable to look at her in case she rejected him.
Lily went over to James, grabbed him and passionately kissed him, when they pulled apart she said,
"I love you too, I'm so sorry I've been such an idiot"
"Shhh it's okay" he said then he kissed her again.
As they were kissing Lily started to unbutton James' shirt
"Are you sure," he whispered to her
"Yes" she whispered back, she had now completely unbuttoned his shirt.
"Really, because I don't want to pressure you into doing something you might regret. I love you and I can't bear the thought of ever making you unhappy"
"I'm positive you idiot" said Lily as she unbuttoned his trousers
James now seemed satisfied and gently lifted her top over her heard and started kissing her again.
So what did you all think plz review cause im nt rly getting many and i don't know if you all like it or not.
also try reading my other Lily and James Stories Protecting the one i love and how could i be so stupid