James lay awake in his bed; the bell hadn't rung for them to get up yet so the rest of his dormitory were still asleep.
He was thinking about what happened the night before in the astronomy tower with Lily, the sex had been amazing, like nothing he had ever experienced before, he loved Lily so much and he was sure she had felt the same way but now he wasn't so sure.
After they had finished Lily had gotten dressed and told him to wait a few minutes before following her. He had waited a few minutes like she had said and then he went back to the common room, when he's arrived Sirius had told him that Lily had gone straight up to bed. James had told Sirius what had happened and then he's gone to bed, but he couldn't sleep.
Did Lily regret what had happened? Did he take advantage of her when she vulnerable? James couldn't bear to think that he's hurt her in any way.
James went down to breakfast as usual, hoping to see Lily, but he couldn't see her.
Lily was sitting in one of the armchairs in the common room, thinking about James, then she heard someone behind her. She had thought everyone was at breakfast.
"What's goin on Evans?"
Lily turned round and saw Sirius
"Hi I thought everyone had gone down to breakfast," said Lily
"I slept in" said Sirius, "so what is goin on with you?"
"Nothing, I'm fine," said Lily trying to sound casual then she saw the look on Sirius' face, "he told you"
"Yeah he did, he also told me that you left and went straight up to bed. Why? I hope you're not messing him around, you know how he feels about you"
"Do I? I know how I feel, but..."
"You know he loves you, it's obvious everyone knows it, his face lights up whenever someone so much as mentions your name. Why do you think he changed so much over the summer?"
" I-I don't know"
"Because of you. Do you remember what you said to him the day before the summer holidays?"
Lily shook her head
"You told him that he would be a great boyfriend if he grew up and realised that he wasn't god's gift"
"Oh yeah I remember that, it was after Ashley dumped him and he snogged Rachel 5 minutes later. I didn't mean he would make a good boyfriend for me"
"That's the way he took it. He's adored you since 2nd year, he knew he's have to grow up if he wanted you to even like him"
"I had no idea"
"I know, but Lily you have to make up your mind once and for all because he is miserable, if you don't want to be with him tell him so he can get on with his life" said Sirius and then he left to go down to breakfast.
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