Pain, so much pain…
My eyes flutter open. A beeping machine? My leg in a cast? What have I done?
The whole story comes back. I ran in front of a car, I cut myself, Matt left.
Oh Matt.
I can't take it anymore. I finally cry out all my frustration, tears soaking my gown. You're a dirty woman, I scold myself, you ruined your life, your family's life, that driver's life, all for the one person you can't have.
"Mary?" someone calls out softly.
My eyes are too blurry to see who it is.
"Go away." I sobbed
Arm went around me, crushing me.
"My ribs." I gasped out.
"Oh I'm sorry." the person lets go.
I wipe away the tears.
Matt.
Did he find out what happened to me? Oh no, that damn kiss! That's what he's here about!
"I'm sorry about that kiss. I don't know what happened but-" He cupped my chin so I look at him. His eyes are filled with, love? No that's wishful thinking.
"I don't regret that moment. I never will"
Suddenly his lips are upon mine. It wasn't like any kiss I've had before, it was hot and demanding. I began to kiss him back with as much passion as he had.
"Whoa!" someone said softly.
I open my eyes and see Ruthie and Simon running out. Whatever, I have more important matters at hand.
He pulls away and slowly smiles at me. God he's hot. Just how far will this go?
Sex? With Matt? Actually that seems like a tempting idea. But my damn leg and ribs!
"What's going to happen between us?" I blurt out.
His smile fades.
"I don't know. We can't hide it forever-"
"But we can't run away and worry the family." I finished for him.
"Maybe we could tell our parents?" I thought out loud.
"Are you serious!" he exclaimed, "Our god loving parents! They'll probably make us have counseling or make sure we never see each other again."
I glare at him, almost crying again.
"It was just a thought." I snapped.
His face softens. "We'll ruin our family if we tell."
"I know, but what if we stay for a little while, then make up some excuse to move far away?"
His eyebrows furrow. "Like what excuse?"
"I don't know, you got a job somewhere and I decide to come with you."
"We have to stay for at least a couple of weeks so they don't worry" About me.
I grin "I think I can't control myself, how about you?"
Matt grins too. "Oh I don't think I will."
And then I can see in his big brown eyes, everything will be okay. Some how.
There you have it. The end. I think. I'm sorry I took so long but today I finally decided to end it now. It's not the best chapter though, what do you think? And should I rewrite all chapters or leave it alone? Much love to everyone who reviewed, Babs567. Libby, Slo Motion, jafarjasmineforever2005, ELM-Tree10, Norwegianchick101, and anonymous. BTW Elm Tree in chapter 4 I didn't realize I put elm street but then I reread and I was like "OH that's where I got it from" Lol, I'm so slow. And what helped me write chapter 3 and 4 was Mavin's Hey Love which you can listen to at http/ click on Hey Love. Good bye for now!