Teenage Life
Chapter 6
I felt like I was going to be sick but I didn't want to tell anyone. I'm getting out of the hospital this morning. Darry took today off so he could look after me. Darry, Soda, and the rest of the gang along with the doctor found out about me cutting my wrist, my legs, and other places. It scared them a lot, just like it scared me. I wouldn't even be aloud to smoke either. It's considered a drug but I don't think that. It might be the morphine talking right now. It is supposed to help me calm down.
"Hey, you ready Pony?" Darry was nervous...I could tell. I wish I wouldn't have hurt my brothers. I hurts me to know I have hurt them.
"Yeah. I'm ready." I didn't mean to, I was the voice who made me do anything it wanted me to. It scared me.
"Do you have all of you stuff?"
"Yeah. I think so, unless you want me to take the bed pan and the bed." I didn't want it to be humorous but he laughed anyway. I love my brother's. We get along fine. Well at least better than most brothers do.
"Thanks for making me laugh. I needed that."
"I know you did. I love you Dar, more than you think." I decided to walk out then. The ride home was so quiet except for the engine and the wind that beat against the windows. If the wind and the engine weren't there you would be able to hear a pin drop. It kind of scared me to know things can get so quiet. I'm not used to it living with Sodapop and knowing people like Two-bit, Steve, and Dally. Johnny's quiet like me. He was glad that I had confessed to Darry and Soda. It was the right thing to do.
A/N: Sorry it's so short. I have to go watch a movie before it has to be returned to the library. Please Review.