Dr. Cox's day couldn't have been anymore crappy, then when three bullets
shot through him.
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Pain.....That's what first hit me.. Three pinky sized bullets sliced right through my flesh as though I weren't even there. Yet they left the three largest scars in my life.
I felt nothing after those three shots. After the initial attack and force of the brutal bullets, I collapsed, laboring for my each breath. I couldn't believe what was happening. It was happening way too fast.
That man had stormed in, rushed to a nurse and asked her for a Dr....I didn't hear the rest. But apparently he was looking for my pupil. John Dorian.
As the man, blinded by rage and sorrow, unsheathed his pistol, he exploded in a fit of curses at J.D. Blaming HIM for his wife's unfortunate untimely death.
I only did what I felt I needed to do. I'm not ashamed. I'm don't regret my choice. Besides, it was more of instinct than thinking logically at first.
I stared at J.D. from my low point on the floor; everything was beginning to become very cold. Maybe it was the tile, or the fact that I had been shot three times in the chest, and one of the bullets had hit an artery, that was probably why I felt a bit warmer in my chest area.......... J.D. looked at me as though he understood my decision.
It was my fault. She died because of me. I failed .....I failed again.
I FAILED AGAIN!!!!!
That's all I felt. A mass of doctors, nurses, newbies, and even a janitor in the background, smothered me with noise.
I didn't even feel them lug me onto the freakin patients bed. But I guess that doesn't matter now.....That was about.....2 days ago?
It's really weird, those out of body experiences you usually hear about, but never truly believed since you've never been there yourself.
Well, I'll tell you what it's like.
It Sucks.
It's a lot harder to leave the ones you love more than it is to lose one......
Cox just realized that as his spirit floated aimlessly over his own broken body. A crowd of nurses is just beginning to flood the room. His heart shows flat line. They get a doctor in the room. Not sure who he is.
I don't know where J.D. is. Heh, maybe he's somewhere in his fairyland wondering where I'll end up. Heck, maybe, just maybe, he's got some insane idea that praying will help me. Well too late newbie, I'm gone. Going towards the light now, seeeeeeya all later! And see you Kelso in hell!
.....I actually hope not.
Why do I feel this way? I feel so....strange. I feel as if I'm totally emotionally drained. It's almost a relief...a good feeling.
I can't believe this, here I am hovering over my body *which isn't in the best of conditions* and I don't find this the least bit scary??
What's' wrong with me!?
Oh yeah, I'm dead.
Or dying. Oh wait.... they're actually bringing me up to a beat. I'm saved. Yippee. Whoo hoo. You all suck. I was actually beginning to see the light there for a moment or two!
Oh here comes Barbie. Coming with her plastic heart beat toy to see if her mean old mentor is still alive. Yes, I am still here. But you can't see me and probably can't hear me yelling at you to CHECK THE MONITOR. I'm ALIVE.
Where's newbie?? I see how reliable he's become. Oh, lookey here someone else is coming to visit my comatose body. Who is the luck......Jordon?
Jordon? She came. She's actually crying. Oh my gosh...I said oh my gosh. Why didn't I say .....oh never mind. I don't care anymore! She's crying because I'm ....I'm not even there!!
Wait...she's saying something. What is she saying?? Something about ....a kid? A....a son? MY son!? WHAT? I'M GOING TO HAVE BABY BOY!? Oh my gosh! I can't leave! I'm too young!! Well, actually no I'm not but technically for my age and general health I shouldn't even be here listening to my wi....ex wife sob about me being dumb and incredibly stupid to throw myself in front of bullets!
Hey at least it was for a decent reason. Newbie's younger than I am.
Oh no, she's starting to bawl again.
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Hello, It's dory here again, I hope you liked this chapter, you seemed to be alright with the first one. If this stories a bit too much of anything, then please send recommendations to how I can better it! ^_^
Or even a more powerful meaning which you will find out when I'm finished If you want me to finish Bye! *thank you to all who reviewed! Glee!*
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Pain.....That's what first hit me.. Three pinky sized bullets sliced right through my flesh as though I weren't even there. Yet they left the three largest scars in my life.
I felt nothing after those three shots. After the initial attack and force of the brutal bullets, I collapsed, laboring for my each breath. I couldn't believe what was happening. It was happening way too fast.
That man had stormed in, rushed to a nurse and asked her for a Dr....I didn't hear the rest. But apparently he was looking for my pupil. John Dorian.
As the man, blinded by rage and sorrow, unsheathed his pistol, he exploded in a fit of curses at J.D. Blaming HIM for his wife's unfortunate untimely death.
I only did what I felt I needed to do. I'm not ashamed. I'm don't regret my choice. Besides, it was more of instinct than thinking logically at first.
I stared at J.D. from my low point on the floor; everything was beginning to become very cold. Maybe it was the tile, or the fact that I had been shot three times in the chest, and one of the bullets had hit an artery, that was probably why I felt a bit warmer in my chest area.......... J.D. looked at me as though he understood my decision.
It was my fault. She died because of me. I failed .....I failed again.
I FAILED AGAIN!!!!!
That's all I felt. A mass of doctors, nurses, newbies, and even a janitor in the background, smothered me with noise.
I didn't even feel them lug me onto the freakin patients bed. But I guess that doesn't matter now.....That was about.....2 days ago?
It's really weird, those out of body experiences you usually hear about, but never truly believed since you've never been there yourself.
Well, I'll tell you what it's like.
It Sucks.
It's a lot harder to leave the ones you love more than it is to lose one......
Cox just realized that as his spirit floated aimlessly over his own broken body. A crowd of nurses is just beginning to flood the room. His heart shows flat line. They get a doctor in the room. Not sure who he is.
I don't know where J.D. is. Heh, maybe he's somewhere in his fairyland wondering where I'll end up. Heck, maybe, just maybe, he's got some insane idea that praying will help me. Well too late newbie, I'm gone. Going towards the light now, seeeeeeya all later! And see you Kelso in hell!
.....I actually hope not.
Why do I feel this way? I feel so....strange. I feel as if I'm totally emotionally drained. It's almost a relief...a good feeling.
I can't believe this, here I am hovering over my body *which isn't in the best of conditions* and I don't find this the least bit scary??
What's' wrong with me!?
Oh yeah, I'm dead.
Or dying. Oh wait.... they're actually bringing me up to a beat. I'm saved. Yippee. Whoo hoo. You all suck. I was actually beginning to see the light there for a moment or two!
Oh here comes Barbie. Coming with her plastic heart beat toy to see if her mean old mentor is still alive. Yes, I am still here. But you can't see me and probably can't hear me yelling at you to CHECK THE MONITOR. I'm ALIVE.
Where's newbie?? I see how reliable he's become. Oh, lookey here someone else is coming to visit my comatose body. Who is the luck......Jordon?
Jordon? She came. She's actually crying. Oh my gosh...I said oh my gosh. Why didn't I say .....oh never mind. I don't care anymore! She's crying because I'm ....I'm not even there!!
Wait...she's saying something. What is she saying?? Something about ....a kid? A....a son? MY son!? WHAT? I'M GOING TO HAVE BABY BOY!? Oh my gosh! I can't leave! I'm too young!! Well, actually no I'm not but technically for my age and general health I shouldn't even be here listening to my wi....ex wife sob about me being dumb and incredibly stupid to throw myself in front of bullets!
Hey at least it was for a decent reason. Newbie's younger than I am.
Oh no, she's starting to bawl again.
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Hello, It's dory here again, I hope you liked this chapter, you seemed to be alright with the first one. If this stories a bit too much of anything, then please send recommendations to how I can better it! ^_^
Or even a more powerful meaning which you will find out when I'm finished If you want me to finish Bye! *thank you to all who reviewed! Glee!*