Losing Yourself – Enemies Reunited

Buffy just sat on her seat waiting for the train to pull into the station. She could feel everything flooding back to her like a tidal wave. She could sense the hellmouth calling to her and all the demons ready for a fight. But over them all she felt hatred toward Angelus but mainly herself for letting everything happen when she could have stopped him.

"We have arrived at Sunnydale station, please grab all of your belongings and exit the train, and have a good day," a female attendant said.

Buffy grabbed her overstuffed bag and slung it over her shoulder and she departed off the train and walked out of the station and onto the streets. Everything looked normal... same dark creepy old town, well it was a good thing the town was small cause it was really dark out and she would have gotten lost.

Buffy continued down the dark streets that were so familiar to her and all of her memories came back. The one that sickened her came back as well and she felt the desire to cut herself once again. No Buffy… just hang in. It is just some stupid addiction you got yourself into.

Buffy reached into her bag and pulled out a pack of cigarettes, which she snagged from her so called father when she left. She just stared at the pack and she was debating weather or not she should take one since she has heard from so many people that they relieve stress. Then she remembered. Well… if it is another slow way of killing myself… then fine.

She took one out and pulled a lighter out of her pocket (She had to have one, I mean fire… pretty). She put the cigarette to her lips and lit the lighter flame and burned the tip of the cigarette and inhaled the smoke into her lungs. She struggled not to cough at first but got over it after awhile and found it did in a way relieve her stress. Well that could be a problem in future, but she didn't care. She had the money for them so she was all set.

She continued to walk down the street and she noticed something. She was so wound up in what she was doing that she didn't notice that she was standing a few feet from the factory in which lived Angelus, Drusilla, and Spike.

"Oh, isn't this just great. Well, I have to find somewhere to stay for now I mean I can't just see everyone today, I just need time."

Buffy just stood there trying not to let them know that she was back. Oh well……I mean it wouldn't hurt to just go up a little closer and see what they have been plotting since I was gone. I mean it is good that they don't have to judge to know if I am there … I mean he is all blown up.

Buffy chuckled a little. He blew up like an explosion. Buffy couldn't help but laugh, she felt so looped at the moment that the slightest thing sounded funny. Well she finished her cigarette and tossed it onto the ground and pulled out a whole new one.

Buffy just started skipping around in a circle chanting funny things about how the judge blew up and she fell on her but from being dizzy. By this point she was scaring herself so she just stood up brushed the dirt off her clothes and tried to act mature, which actually worked.

Well she gathered up her courage and went into the factory unnoticed by anyone. She walked down the long dark halls until she heard voices coming from the spot where Spike thrown the party right before Angel lost his soul. Well she ignored her thoughts and went into slayer mode, and she went into the shadows to try and blend, which worked a lot easier since she wore all black now.

She got to the end of the hall and there was the open room with Angelus, Drusilla, and Spike. Holly shit… Spike was out of the wheel chair and seemed walking fine now. Well there adds another threat to my list. Buffy was lucky since the rest of the vampire minions were off to do whatever at the time being, so she wouldn't get caught as easily.

"Now, Spike… my boy, really don't get it…" Angelus was cut off by Dru.

"Miss Edith tells me that the slayer has arrived from nowhere land," Drusilla cried out of nowhere.

"Dru..." Spike started.

"She may be in this room at the very moment." Dru calmly said.

Angelus looked around the factory and so did Spike and they didn't see anyone so they listened closer.

Buffy at this point was freaked to know that her cover was busted, but still hoped that since she was totally black that they couldn't be able to see her. Then she thought. How the fuck does a stupid doll know where I am, but not a bunch of powerful vampires. Oh yeah that's right cause Drusilla is just so loony she talks to the freakin doll.

Buffy figure that she couldn't hide forever and be coward because she had to face the music. So she stepped out of the shadows and made her big appearance.

"Hello Lover,"

Angelus looked up and saw her. Both he and Spike looked her up and down checking out the changes and the fact that her arms just seemed to be coved up.

"Like the change, love. Just brings out the evilness in you."

"Yeah… whatever" Buffy just rolled her eyes and pulled yet another cigarette finding them more addicting then she thought. She took a long drag and exhaled the smoke.

"So… why would the slayer come here all unprepared and face a bunch of vampires?"

Angelus questioned.

"I donno, maybe I just can't seem to care about what happens to me."

Spike and Angelus looked at each other but Dru never really paid attention to the slayer because she was off in her own world looking at the ceiling. Buffy jumped over the railing and landed on her feet just a couple feet away from the vampires and she walked around looking like she was inspecting the place.

"Or maybe I was just looking for a place to crash for the night."

Both Angelus and Spike had confused faces like she had just grown another head.

"And if you are looking for a place to stay why are you here?" Spike said confused.

"I got bored and thought hey why not go do something fun." Buffy finished with an annoyed look. "Oh well… I guess no fun here so kill you another time, bye……"

Buffy turned and walked out of the factory leaving behind a dumb folded Angelus and Spike.

A/N- I hope you liked that chapter, let me know if you didn't and give me ideas for the next chapter, which is hopefully coming soon.

Also forgive for Drusillia's part, I don't really know how to write her character that well.

Please R&R.