I can't help but wonder, sometimes. What would have happened if he hadn't have come to the orphanage that day, what if I had never beaten him at the game of chess. What if I hadn't known his chess strategies, what if, what if, what if.
I don't believe in fate. Destiny. That's Yugi's department. But I do believe in my self. And I can't help but think, everything fell into place, everything happened so perfectly. If one thing would have been out of place, if one chess move had been wrong, our lives, mine and Mokuba's would be so different.
I can't help but wonder. Sometimes. Was it worth it? I killed 8-year-old Seto, I took him away form Mokuba. I took away the person that he cared about most, I didn't even ask him if he wanted it. I didn't ask him if he wanted all of this… I didn't even ask myself if I wanted all of this.
What happened happened. Even if I had a choice, I would never go back and change anything… I would change nothing about my life… not anything. I know I'm not the best person in the World, but I watch my little brother, play and be who he wants to be, and I know that it was worth it. I would kill myself a thousand times over, before I would let him be anything but everything. But I think about this stuff too much.
STUPIDHUMANZZ: The First Chapter is Seto Talking. "If it wasn't for all that I had worked for and the one that I care about most, I would." If it weren't for all of this responsibility that he had, if it weren't for Mokuba, he would kill himself… why dose he want to… and this third Seto?… all in good time. And I'm so so so glad you enjoyed Sanity is Overrated.