I think there is a god. I believe that there is someone, or something, sitting on a high cloud, granting prayers and punishing the wicked. But for whatever reason, he doesn't give a flying fuck about me. He looks down on me, and says, 'Seto Kaiba, heh. I hate that guy. So prideful, sinful, a horrible, horrible person. He's too far-gone. He'll go to hell, and when he dose, I'll be very happy."
For whatever reason he blocks me from these stupendous gifts that he gives to everyone else. I'm not good enough I guess.
"There is no god Seto. I am the only one that you answer to, I am god!" That will mess a child up for quite some time. Thanks a bundle, old man. So maybe that's the reason I don't like god. I don't like my Step Father, and he is god… "Bow down to me, worship ME!" I shiver whenever I think about it still, that entire ordeal. It still… ok… where was god?
While I was chained up and gagged in my stepfather's office, where was god? When I was on the roof of the mansion, one step for every wrong answer in some dead language, was god on the ground, ready to catch me from my fall? When Mokuba was locked in his room for a week, because he had sneaked out of his room to see me, was god fidaling with that lock, trying to get him out? Where was god? He doesn't give a damn about me! He would get Mokuba just to fuck with me? What kind of a god would do that?
I held him in high regard, for a while. Until… I... I prayed for that night to end, as I was there… alone with him. Where was god? I didn't see him. But I did. He was the one… What god, what understanding god, loving god, would do that to a child?
Mokuba believes. He goes to church sometimes, wares a gold cross around his neck. God loves him. I… I would rather he loved him… him entirely, than me just a little bit.
I'll give you a moment to process what you just read… …
The Fall Of The Angel: Seto and Mokuba were turned into stone statues by Noah… they were so close to each other, and Noah just zapped them. After that… would you be afraid of them? I would.