I'm fully and completely willing to admit, I hate myself for loosing to Yugi. The fact is that, my entire life I have only known one thing for certain, that I was the best dullest alive. So imagine my surprise, my dismay, when a rookie, beat me. So that one thing, that only thing, that I had been completely sure of, was thrown out the window, to the wind. People wonder why I am so bitter.
So since then, I've been chasing this title, king of games, from some one who I truly know is better than I.
I wonder… if I ever did beat Yugi… what would I feel? Would it be some life-altering thing? With that one simple win, everything in my life is suddenly perfect. All the hostility that I feel towards every person that cracks a smile would gone? No, I dought that. I would still be as miserable, as unhappy.
But I would be king of games… so what. It would not change the fact that I am pissed at the world.
I watch our dog, well it's Mokuba's dog, but I watch her chase her tail, she will go round and round, but that stump of hers is always just out of reach. She's just a puppy, but she'll always be a stupid, so she'll always chase her tail. So I just watch her… she goes round and round and round.
But then I realize… I am this dog, this little Boxer puppy, always chasing my tail. I chase it, thinking its another dog, thinking its Yugi, but it turns out its just me. Then I stop… and pass out, because I'm so dizzy.