I… am… not… gay. Why do people think that I am? Do I come off as gay? I'm really not. People think that just because I'm not drooling all over women like some kind of an ignoramus, that I automatically don't like them. How they arrive at that I will never comprehend.
Is it so hard to believe that some people are just not interested in sex? I mean, I am interested in sex, but I do not parade my humanly needs around, in public, for every one to view. I certainly don't want that to happen.
I do love women. I love what they can do for men. Men and women were made for each other; there is no avoiding that fact. And I think there is love, but its something completely different than what the greeting cards or blockbuster movies address it as. And it's something that I will probably never feel, which makes me slightly upset.
But… with love comes time, come commitment, comes effort. And to be honest, I have too much on my plate already, to worry about a thing like love.
If there is something you all are not liking something about the story... tell me! Barely any ones leaves me reviews anymore... it makes me sad... so if you would... I'll love you.