Chapter 4: Crying Leads to Disaster
Dear Diary, crying has happened to me lately… He wont ever forget her… I know he will always remember her and he will always think she is his only one forever… Why do I have to feel this way… I wish I could have fallen in love with Miroku instead of Inuyasha… it would have been easier… but I cant control my feelings…it wont help me… it really wont… I was wondering…I mean.. when I was dreaming back in the tree… I was dreaming of Koga… and Inuyasha… It was that I was injured or something like that…by Naraku…and he was slay by one of them. They kept on arguing about who killed Naraku…but I was certain it was Inuyasha… then when I said it was him Koga came to me and kidnapped me… but I didn't feel angry nor scared… I felt relieved… I think I am missing too much of Koga…I wish he came back…I really do.
Kagome stopped writing since her sailors shirt was soaking with tears.
"YOU HAVE TO STOP CRYING KAGOME! HE WONT CHANGE HIS FEELINGS FOR YOU! STOP CRYING YOU STUIPID….GIRL!!" she sobbed harder and harder until she couldn't take it anymore. She started to feel lightheaded and started to feel hot.
I need Sango…I need someone to help me…
The room was spinning faster and faster and heart felt heavier and heavier.
Sango quickly walked in with Kilala on her shoulder.
"What going on Kagome! I heard…screaming… KAGOME!" she shrieked as she saw Kagome laying on the floor with her eyes half open.
"Kagome! Kagome! Miroku! Shippo! Inuyasha!!"
Miroku leaped in the cabin as he heard Sango yell his name.
"What's going on Sango? What's wrong with Kagome?" asked Miroku as he sat next to Sango.
"We have to help her! Look at how her eyes are open! We need someone to help her…where's Inuyasha?" Sango asked terrified.
"I don't know…I am going to go look for him, stay here and take care of Kagome." Miroku replied.
"Sure thing"
Miroku left the cabin quickly and left Sango with Kilala and Kagome.
"You're going to be ok…you're going to be ok…don't worry…" she started patting Kagome's head softly.
I feel like my heart has stopped…but I know I am alive… I hear Sango talking…and Kilala meowing…and a lot more… but why do I feel like…like I gave away?
Inuyasha's POV
Kagome always used to scream at me… but never like this… I saw her eyes… I saw how she reacted when I told her about Kikyo… she knows I don't love her…but yet I do…but yet I don't… I hate this mind of mine… wait…
Inuyasha started sniffing around.
Kagome's scent… I've lost it… I've always had it…what is something happened to her?
Inuyasha stiffened up and jumped from the tree and landed on the ground.
"Something is up…" he muttered quietly.
"INUYASHA! INUYASHA!"
Inuyasha heard Miroku's yells and headed towards him.
"What's wrong…why are you yelling like that monk?" Inuyasha asks him.
Miroku stops for a breath or two and begins talking.
"Kagome has passed out in the cabin…her eyes are half open and- huh?" Miroku didn't finish talking since Inuyasha already headed towards the cabin.
I knew something was up… I knew Kagome was in trouble…
He finally reached the cabin where Sango, Kilala, and Shippo, who was sobbing quietly, all stood next to Kagome. She was laying on the floor and looked pale. Her eyes were closed (Sango shut them) but looked nauseated .
"What happened to her?" Inuyasha asked softly.
"I don't know… she was screaming about something and I came to check what it was…when I entered the cabin, I saw her on the floor." Sango replied shakily.
"K-k-k-agome… please don't die…we need you… I need you…." Shippo muttered quietly as he sobbed harder.
Sango reached her hand over Shippo and hugged him encouragingly.
"She's going to be okay… I think its just a fever…or maybe something worse I don't know…" Sango glanced at Inuyasha who was on the verge of tears. "But I see Kagome had tears in her eyes because it was rather red when her eyes were open… she was crying for you Inuyasha… what happened…that led her to this?"
"Butt out ok? BUTT OUT! I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO HER…AND I KNOW ITS MY FAULT AND I AM NOT GOING TO LET HER DIE JUST BECAUSE OF MY STUPID ASS!!!" Inuyasha shouted.
Sango looked at him and released Shippo and swung her arms around Inuyasha.
"I know how you feel… don't worry…she is going to be alright…don't worry…" Sango whispered in his ear.
Inuyasha was surprised that he returned the hug without any comment…
"I just feel so guilty…" Inuyasha muttered and felt his voice crack and tears stream down his cheeks.
Dear Diary, crying has happened to me lately… He wont ever forget her… I know he will always remember her and he will always think she is his only one forever… Why do I have to feel this way… I wish I could have fallen in love with Miroku instead of Inuyasha… it would have been easier… but I cant control my feelings…it wont help me… it really wont… I was wondering…I mean.. when I was dreaming back in the tree… I was dreaming of Koga… and Inuyasha… It was that I was injured or something like that…by Naraku…and he was slay by one of them. They kept on arguing about who killed Naraku…but I was certain it was Inuyasha… then when I said it was him Koga came to me and kidnapped me… but I didn't feel angry nor scared… I felt relieved… I think I am missing too much of Koga…I wish he came back…I really do.
Kagome stopped writing since her sailors shirt was soaking with tears.
"YOU HAVE TO STOP CRYING KAGOME! HE WONT CHANGE HIS FEELINGS FOR YOU! STOP CRYING YOU STUIPID….GIRL!!" she sobbed harder and harder until she couldn't take it anymore. She started to feel lightheaded and started to feel hot.
I need Sango…I need someone to help me…
The room was spinning faster and faster and heart felt heavier and heavier.
Sango quickly walked in with Kilala on her shoulder.
"What going on Kagome! I heard…screaming… KAGOME!" she shrieked as she saw Kagome laying on the floor with her eyes half open.
"Kagome! Kagome! Miroku! Shippo! Inuyasha!!"
Miroku leaped in the cabin as he heard Sango yell his name.
"What's going on Sango? What's wrong with Kagome?" asked Miroku as he sat next to Sango.
"We have to help her! Look at how her eyes are open! We need someone to help her…where's Inuyasha?" Sango asked terrified.
"I don't know…I am going to go look for him, stay here and take care of Kagome." Miroku replied.
"Sure thing"
Miroku left the cabin quickly and left Sango with Kilala and Kagome.
"You're going to be ok…you're going to be ok…don't worry…" she started patting Kagome's head softly.
I feel like my heart has stopped…but I know I am alive… I hear Sango talking…and Kilala meowing…and a lot more… but why do I feel like…like I gave away?
Inuyasha's POV
Kagome always used to scream at me… but never like this… I saw her eyes… I saw how she reacted when I told her about Kikyo… she knows I don't love her…but yet I do…but yet I don't… I hate this mind of mine… wait…
Inuyasha started sniffing around.
Kagome's scent… I've lost it… I've always had it…what is something happened to her?
Inuyasha stiffened up and jumped from the tree and landed on the ground.
"Something is up…" he muttered quietly.
"INUYASHA! INUYASHA!"
Inuyasha heard Miroku's yells and headed towards him.
"What's wrong…why are you yelling like that monk?" Inuyasha asks him.
Miroku stops for a breath or two and begins talking.
"Kagome has passed out in the cabin…her eyes are half open and- huh?" Miroku didn't finish talking since Inuyasha already headed towards the cabin.
I knew something was up… I knew Kagome was in trouble…
He finally reached the cabin where Sango, Kilala, and Shippo, who was sobbing quietly, all stood next to Kagome. She was laying on the floor and looked pale. Her eyes were closed (Sango shut them) but looked nauseated .
"What happened to her?" Inuyasha asked softly.
"I don't know… she was screaming about something and I came to check what it was…when I entered the cabin, I saw her on the floor." Sango replied shakily.
"K-k-k-agome… please don't die…we need you… I need you…." Shippo muttered quietly as he sobbed harder.
Sango reached her hand over Shippo and hugged him encouragingly.
"She's going to be okay… I think its just a fever…or maybe something worse I don't know…" Sango glanced at Inuyasha who was on the verge of tears. "But I see Kagome had tears in her eyes because it was rather red when her eyes were open… she was crying for you Inuyasha… what happened…that led her to this?"
"Butt out ok? BUTT OUT! I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO HER…AND I KNOW ITS MY FAULT AND I AM NOT GOING TO LET HER DIE JUST BECAUSE OF MY STUPID ASS!!!" Inuyasha shouted.
Sango looked at him and released Shippo and swung her arms around Inuyasha.
"I know how you feel… don't worry…she is going to be alright…don't worry…" Sango whispered in his ear.
Inuyasha was surprised that he returned the hug without any comment…
"I just feel so guilty…" Inuyasha muttered and felt his voice crack and tears stream down his cheeks.