The Life without You

Chapter One: Going Under (Prologue)

Two years since Ed has been gone

It has been so long since I've seen those golden eyes of his. They always made me think that I am safe around him but I'm not! Now that that bicth left me to die hear! Look what he did to our family that was finally together. Al went to join the military and Pinako is dying ever day because she is thinking about Ed. The one who is really dieing is…me. We threw everything that belonged to him in a locked closet. Any pictures of him we just covered him so it was like he didn't even exist. Day after day I'm getting worse and worse from not being with him. One day I opened the locked closet and took all his stuff with me and made an alter. Every day I would pray that he would come back to me..Uh..I mean the family. One time I even made a song telling him I was dying. My song made it to the radio and TV (in my story TV's are new) and I became very famous but I really didn't give a shit. I made the up the song when I was going to Central for Grandma to get auto mail parts for a new costumer…… 1 year since Ed has gone.

Now I will tell you what I I've done for you

50 thousand tears I've cried (standing in front of alter crying)

Screaming, deceiving, and bleeding for you

And you still won't hear me

Don't want your hand this time, I'll save myself (looking at childhood pictures and older ones)

Maybe I'll wake up for once

Not tormented daily defeated by you

Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom (walking out door)

I'm dying again……….. (Walking down road and sees Ed's face in the clouds and smiles at me)

I'm going under

Drowning in you

I'm falling forever

I've got to break through

I'm going under

Blurring and stirring the truth and lies (standing front of Ed's grave)

So I don't know what's real and what's not

Always confusing the thoughts in my head (standing in front of military base0

So I can't trust myself anymore (opens door and walks in)

I'm dying again (running down hallway seeing all these monster faces)

(Library girl says hi to Winry and Winry knocks the papers out of her hands and runs)

I'm going under (running then sees a red cloak thinking its Ed when its Al)

Drowning in you

I'm falling forever (when he turns around she falls and looks to see that it is not Ed)

I've got to break through (starts to cry gets up and runs out the doors)

So go on and scream (Al screams her name then tells a group of soldiers to go after her)

Scream at me

I'm so far away

I won't be broken again

I've got to breathe

I can't keep going under

(Starts to rain)

I'm going under (runs until she comes to the memorial of Ed takes out her wrench falls to the ground and starts whacking the statue with her wrench while she cries mixing in with the rain. Al runs up and sees what she is doing and gives a smirk before he to crys)

Drowning in you

I'm falling forever

I've got to break through

I'm going under

I just wanted to see his face wherever he was in the world even if he is alive. He had funeral even though I know he is not dead but they say he died in action even though they found know body. So everyone stood in front of an empty grave crying their eyes out. I cried the most that I fell to the ground. I was the last one to leave his grave. Al comes back to get me for dinner I remember. He is in his regular body because of Ed. He comes up to me and puts his hand on my on my shoulder and said "don't worry Winry I will bring Ed back to us I promise". Well he did get Ed back but then they left me again to die forever because I'm going under.

Four years since Ed and Al have gone

Ed 22 years old

Al 17 years old

Winry 22 years old

Pinako 99 years old

"Winry wake up breakfast is ready" yelled Pinako from downstairs in the kitchen to 22 year old Winry who was still in her warm and cozy bed. "I'm up I'm up" Winry replied while getting out of bed. She was wearing a short cut black camisole and bagging pants that read machine geek. Winry was the prettiest girl in Rizenbul. She was sexy and had curves in all the right places. Her blonde hair glistened in the sun and her blue eyes would mystify you in place. Boys would come from many areas to ask her out and then marry them but she refused all their offers. Even though she knew Ed, her love, would never come back she still did not want her heart to break. Winry walked down the stairs to meet Grandma Pinako and sat down to eat. They talked about auto mail and what they were going to do this weekend. When they finished Pinako washed the dishes while Winry went outside to sit on the porch. She pulled out a auto mail magazine and stared reading it.

Same time Our WORLD

Ed, 22, and Al, 17, were standing in front of a very larger transmutation circle. "Are you ready Al to go home" replied Ed. "I think so brother because I really want to see are one and only family we have left, I just hope they didn't go away or forget about us" Al said in a scared voice. "They wouldn't! Now let's get stared before it's to late" Ed said. Together the two Elric brothers clapped their hand s together and touched the ground. There was a flash of many colors and many sounds until the smoke cleared away. When it cleared the Elrics were gone!

Winry finally finished her magazine and sat up from her laying possession. She looked into the distance looking at the hill where she always waited for the Elrics to come back for Ed's auto mail check. Out of the corner of her eye she thought she saw something but just knew it was imagination. So she went inside and came back out with a pillow and blanket and decided to take a nice long rest. Soon she dozed off and didn't know that a surprise waited in the distance for her.

"Uh……Al are you okay" said the older Elric brother. Al replied with a "Yeah brother I think so". Al turned around to Ed who was smiling and asked "brother what are you smiling at…..did I do something wrong?" asked Al. "No Al you didn't, but it looks like we are finally home". Al got up and looked in the direction where Ed was looking and started to smile. In the distance was their home, the old Rockbell house.

So how did you like it! It is my very first fan fiction so be honest if you want another chapter or not! I got this story from dreams so I thought it was a sign! I even have pictures of the characters! Go Winry and Ed love! Later! nn

-Fullmetalwinry