Masquerade
This mask I wear with such disdain
Gives a sadistic smile
Though I know full well of all the pain
That comes from my acts so vile
hatred and agony is all I know
It's all that I can find
My true self I'm afraid to show
So this mask I hide behind
It hurts me greatly this mask I wear
But behind it I must hide
This pain it seems too much to bear
It claws at my insides
And yet in fear of isolation
Of facing the darkness again
The fear ridicule and damnation
I don my mask , but I know I can't win
Countless though this mask has slain
I chose to wear it still
And crying tears of blood like rain
Many more this mask shall kill
End
AN-this poem although modified a bit you can also find on under my pen name possession on FP. com when I wrote it it was a project for school but after re-reading it I thought that with a little alteration it fit hiei so perectly I could'nt resist
R&r and remember
.V. peace
---M.M
Ps not all of my poems will be angst-y it just suited my mood and type of inspiration at the moment.