Starting time: can't remember
Ending time: 09:21 a.m. :D HEH SLEEEEEEEEPPPP!
Top Notes: You guys are making this really hard, 'finish the night', 'make them play spin the bottle' this is so bad, because I agree with both of you!!! What to do what to do? Compromise….. this is the last chapter about the night! Ok I just finished it and the next one will be about the night as well, but the next one will be EXCLUSIVELY DRACO/ HERMIONE… at least that's the plan….. you happy???:D:D :D Then we'll finish it and everything I have planned for this night will happen in a couple of more nights I have now planned, well nothing is planned in here….. I really have tot get back into this story as I kind of lost it:D
Chapter 17: don't know what I'll call it just yet.
Cat was sitting on the couch, smiling absently. Her mind was focused on nothing in particular, just the wonderfully comfortable and nice feeling she was experiencing. All sounds seemed to swim through the air, as if they were all really underwater.
"Ah C, our little love birds are still out there" she snapped her head to the left, eyes still absent. She could feel her mind coming back to reality.
"You haven't called me that for years, what are you on?" she asked, her eyes narrowed suspiciously. Seb backed of as he tried to hide his eyes from Cat.
"I'm just pissed out of my head, sweetheart that's all" he smiled to her and looked up, she knew this night might end up pretty ugly when she looked into his eyes. "Again, Hermi and Draci are doing pretty well" he ignored her angry look and continued.
"I'm not talking to you, you fucking junkie" she turned her head around and threw lightly "You trying to commit suicide again?" she asked into empty space, sounding as emotionless as she could
"You're not talking to me huh?" he asked smiling menacingly. At that he threw himself at her and started tickling her. She tried to push him away, but she became very weak as the tickling started to affect her. She managed to control herself after several seconds and stiffened.
"Sod off Hall" she threw coolly once again, and started getting up, watching him with the corner of her eye.
"Oh no you don't" he pulled her back down, and she ended up in his arms. She laughed a warm laugh and his heart sunk, he could not quite understand how he never knew she could laugh this way. He looked around the room, at the moving bodies of his dancing pseudo friends, and laughing faces of the boys he grew up with in the corner. At once a pair of furious eyes caught his attention.
Angelina was definitely not enjoying herself. Seb was in a state she could not quite understand, in a way charming but also as absent as one could be. At some point she left him sitting on the sofa, and went to look for Parvati. Her friend was in the kitchen talking to a couple of blokes and giggling furiously. Ron was by her side; he seemed to be quite scared again. Parvati was keeping a tight grip on him, and he was too terrified to even think of escaping. Angelina saw in his eyes that he was confused with Paravati's behaviour, she couldn't blame him; she was as well. She couldn't stand her friends silly behaviour.
"Angie" Parvati giggle again "This is Dan and Nick and Chris and" Parvati pointed at the boys surrounding her and suddenly stopped when she got to Ron "Ronniieeeweeessslyyy iha sue sue….." she giggled "This stuff is gooood" she pointed to her drink "Come on my possesivous Angie" she waved her hand at Angelina. Angelina rolled her eyes and left. possessive my ass at least I'm not so stupid when I'm drunk.
Now, she was back in the living room, watching her 'boyfriend's and his best mate's conversation. They seemed to be pissed of at each other. She smiled silently to herself Ha Lawton, I win she thought just as she met Seb started tickling Cat. Angelina tightened her lips. bloody bitch she thought just when she caught Seb's eyes.
"I know what'll make you feel much much better" Seb whispered into Cat's ear, and continued to watch Angelina. "I don't think so" Cat said, acting hurt and pissed off again.
"Ay I do" he smiled and pointed towards Angelina with his head. Cat waited a moment not to look too suspicious and gazed in the pointed direction. Her smile widened immediately.
"We can't, you'll lose her," she said quietly still smiling, knowing he didn't really care.
"What's the use for her if I can't piss her of?" he asked his brow raised, his hands tightening on his friend's waist. They looked at each other and momentarily knew what was about to happen.
Angelina gasped as she saw her boyfriend pull Cat towards him and kissing her passionately. She was glued to the spot for a few seconds watching the scene in disbelief. A group of boys playing poker stopped talking as one of them noticed Angelina's face getting redder. The boy smiled and shook his head.
"They'll never change will they?" he said to his poker partners and continued watching the show.
Angelina managed to unglue her legs and walked up to the couple so quickly it almost seemed as if she's apperated there. She towered over them and crossed her arms.
"Seb" she snapped like a mother waking her son who did something unacceptable.
Cat slowly broke apart from the kiss, and as she saw Angelina, she moved off Seb and sat beside him lighting a fag with an interested smile on her face.
"Yes dear" Seb answered calmly with a smile as well. The poker boys chuckled. Seb grabbed a bottle of Wizarding Whiskey from the table and took a generous sip. Angelina grabbed the bottle form him.
"What do YOU think YOU'RE doing?" she asked her voice rose. She was not screaming, just stressing the words.
"What does it look like?" he asked, a spark in his eyes.
"I've had it" Angelina said, and turned around on her heal. She started walking furiously towards the door. Seb got up lazily and followed her. Now he seemed to be furious.
"You've had it?" he shot after her "You've HAD IT?" his voice growing louder with every word. Angelina turned around suddenly, surprised with his reaction. "You women," he pointed at her accusingly "I ask you out, you suddenly think you all own me. I talk to Cat, and you go and tell her off. Then I try to have some fun, and you all go blaming me" he suddenly burst out. Hermione and Draco entered the room just in time to hear Seb's outburst.
Raising his voice seemed to drain all Seb's strength, his legs seemed to become weaker and he swayed. Angelina stood looking furious but a little worried. Hermione and Draco were so shocked they ended up holding hands again. Parvati and Ron popped out of he kitchen in seconds. Everything was still for a moment until the poker boys started stirring in their seats.
"Fuck" Cat spoke into the silent air; even the music could be hardly heard by now.
"Don't just stand there Cat," one of the poker boys shouted to her
"I ain't doing nothing." She crossed her arms and stiffened. Now Angelina was even more confused, Seb reacted in a strange way and his reaction led to weird reactions from his friends. He was standing in front of her swaying. "Fine" Cat got up from the sofa "It's always bloody me isn't it, get the bottle at least will you" she threw to the poker boys. She approached Seb cautiously. Suddenly he snapped his head up and looked at Angelina again.
"You' re all the same, ALL OF YOU!" he shouted at the room turning his head rapidly in Cat's direction. She was approaching him slowly, still looking very displeased. "What do you want" his voice was suddenly a sad whisper
"Seb hon, come on let's get some fresh air" she spoke calmly and smiled. He thought about it for a moment.
"I don't think so, I'm fine" he smiled back, although his smile looked a little insane.
"You know you're not" Cat spoke again, calmly. She was very close to him now. Angelina snapped out of the shock and decided that her drunk or whatever he was boyfriend was not aware of his actions, and that she should be there for him, she was his 'girlfriend' after all. And that bloody slut Lawton had no right to try to calm him down. She touched his arm and tried to say something. As she reached for his arm she only managed to hear Cat scream 'NOOOOOO' and to catch with the corner of her eye sudden movements all over the room. She fell to the floor, her cheek on fire. "Seb" Cat's voice was now shaking. "Let's go," she said cautiously. Seb's smile was not longer there. His eyes started to get even cloudier, and he fell to the floor just beside Angelina.
Eyes closed, he was shaking as the poker boys carried him out to the back yard. Cat followed them with her eyes but did not follow. She kneeled down beside Angelina who was sitting on the floor rubbing her cheek.
"Are you ok?" Cat asked warmly. Angelina did not answer "Look he hasn't done this for almost 10 years, I'm sorry" Angelina looked up at her.
"You're all fucked up" she shot her eyes furious. Cat's eyes suddenly froze and became icy.
"You shouldn't of touched him, or interfered in any way" she threw coolly and strode of towards the back yard.
***
Hermione gasped as she saw the whole scene. She pushed her eyes closed and fitted her head to Draco's chest as hard as she could. She felt like she was dreaming again. Draco was warm, and she felt safe, but she knew all around her the world was going crazy. When the room calmed down a little she cautiously opened her eyes. The first thing she did was look up at Draco; he was looking alertly at the back door leading to the garden. She realised he was holding her very tightly. She shifted to free herself a little. He felt her move and looked down. His eyes softened instantly.
"You ok?" he asked in a whisper. Hermione nodded. "Let's get out of here" he let go of her and caught her hand.
"What about them?" Hermione pointed towards Angelina and then towards the door with her head.
"Angelina seems more pissed off than hurt, and Seb…" Draco looked towards the back garden again "he'll be ok".
Hermione felt unsure about this whole situation, but Draco's proposal seemed to be everything she dreamed of right now. She needed to get out of this place. Also Draco was such a great companion tonight. She sighted and let him pull her out into the street. Then she suddenly felt herself smile.
***
Seb opened his eyes with a start. He saw Cat's face right above him. She looked more mad then worried, he couldn't blame her. He remembered so many worried faces in his past when he experienced moments like these. Cat was almost always more angry then worried. At least since his 13th birthday. Another thing he like about her, she knew he was being stupid and there was no point in pitying him. Then he realised there were more people around him. He stiffened. Cat let go of his head, which hit the ground painfully.
"Fucker" she said and got up. The poker boy leaned down to face his friend and put his arm on Seb's shoulder.
"Alright mate?" he asked "You scared us to death"
"Leave me alone Carl" Seb sat up and pushed his friends arm away. His eyes followed Cat who was now walking back inside. He wanted to follow her, but he knew he wouldn't. He knew he would never follow her no matter what her reason for walking away would be. He got up and went farther into the garden. His friends flooded slowly back inside as well. His attack didn't matter. The fact that he could die, or hurt someone was not important, what really mattered to him was that someone cared enough to be furious with him; it was a nice feeling sometimes. Now, he felt like the biggest bastard in the world. that's who I am and that will never change he thought to himself, shrugged and started walking towards the backdoor. He knew she'd be mad for a couple of days. It didn't matter; she'd get over it. She always did.
Bottom notes: Huhu, how do you like this? Well I'm very sorry for all the grammar mistakes, I do feel some sentences are just wrong but I just can't get the feel of them yet.
I'm REALLY SORRY about not updating for such a long time. A BIG SORRY to Brodie, and an even BIGGER SORRY to Stacey, I'll try to make it up to you!:D.
WARNING: This is an explanation why I didn't update…. Detailed and pointless: I had this emotions and motivation project to do that I really want a good grade from. Actually it turned out pretty bad as it was suppose to be a documentary and well, we had too little editing time and it remains unfinished. I won't go into to details, just wanted to say I was on it 24/7 and I edited it for like 3 whole nights (I mean from 10 in the evening till 10 in the morning the next day) Today I haven't slept all night either. I had to do my long forgotten computers (actually statistics) homework, so this chapter is not top quality either, but I couldn't wait any longer. So now here it is:D
You have to forgive me if this chapter is bad, I really try hard, but you know I stopped 'living the story' so now I have to get the feel of it back. I really missed writing it so I hope I'll manage to update everyday again, I ended up making some nice plans:D
Now song list as I wasn't listening to anything today, simple as that:D (maybe that's why I can't get the feel of it?)
RA: THE BEST PART:D
Brodie: Ok I'm finishing it off I really am:D Promise. I just have so many ideas in my head… but I'll leave them for later. I think the number of people I decided to write about at the same time, is a little big, I have to name them all out on a piece of paper before I start writing, as sometimes I simply forget that someone is there, like sometimes I forger Ginny and Harry. They don't do much anyway, have to think of a use for them :::evil grin:::. Uhh pretend laughing is hard….. I always feel like a total idiot when I have to do that. Politicians are the worst. Honestly, in my job I just cant stand them. They seem to think they're the funnies people on earth… honestly how can the be so wrong? I find politics boring anyway. Bailey is such a nice name! It just kind of flows…. I love it…. Never knew anyone named that before….hmmmm is it actually a popular name… you know we have different names in Poland:P hehe I don't know much about children, but if they're not 6 they're always cute, 6 year olds are just….. so annoying sneaky and bloody too intelligent for me.:D My brothers son (is that a nephew or something) is a terrible blackmailer….. I still love him though. I know you'd probably want her all the time, but at least you get some time 'off' (sounds kind of wrong here but oh well), I guess mommies sometimes need that, and some never get any, and so… I don't know where I'm going again. Yeah well he finds it quite annoying, he says I he can't understand my English…. Honestly, he better start or he'll never learn it! Hee reads to me too. He reads these fantasy series by Andrzej Sapkowski, I really love it. It's so much better then reading Lord of the Rings. It's more realistic and fascinating. I could go on about it forever. I'm cute? Hell no…. you're cute:D:D:D I ABSOLUTELY LOVE YOU…. (I'm in the I love everyone mood today, but I love you even when I'm not:P) I'm trying to keep it up. My motivation is there alllllll the time, just had some time problems. Sorry once again about that. Ok so now I shall finish this once again long and pointless RA….. hope this proves to be ok….the chapter I mean. Have a nice day:D:D:D hugs and kisses and say Hi to Bailey. :D
SaTiNK06: Thanks. I couldn't wait either….. but it's here. :D
Stacey: Thanks for all that support you gave me lately. And all the things you wrote. I really felt like the happiest person on earth after reading some of your emails. I hope you haven't left for the states yet, as I really want to know what you think about this! I you have then I hope you have fun!!! You lucky bitch! Hehe…. You have to tell me all about it. Back to the review as RA are for Ranswering….:D Oh yeah I think Ron is to scared to think about anything else then Parvati. He'll get over Hermione. He already has, he just doesn't know that yet! Draco and Hermione chapter only coming next!!!! I don't know what will happen, but I know where they're going (don't expect to much it's just a regular place). I'm planning to make it romantic and nice and stuff…. You know. Draco is my hero, at least during this night…:D Stupid muggle games will come into play, but not tonight (I mean tonight in the story)… that's a great idea…. You sure I can use it? I actually still play truth or dare with my friends….. you're never to old for that! Really! It's so much fun, we feel young again!:D Well see about Ron and Hermione kissing and him realising and all that, I don't know yet…. He will realise though promise. Ok Hermione drunk! Have to remember and put it into the next chapter....H drunk, H drunk, H drunk... should do. :D Yep I stopped drinking when I turned 18, It's very ironic…. And it pisses me off, but what can you do? It use to be so fun, when you had to hide form teachers on camps or from parents on weekends….. aaa being young. I'M SO OLD!: ( Ah you had a nice night. It's been so long since I had one of those 'snogged a few blokes' and 'got a few numbers' nights. I'M SO OLD AND BORING. Oh well I just have to try harder I guess, I HAVE NO TIME….. am I being annoying here? :D Writing in 3rd person is a very good thing when you want to be in touch with your emotions, I know you don't care and this totally misses the point, just thought I'll make my 'big psychologist' act here:D Hehe …. Once again….. I LOVE YOU for all the help, and support and great emails. And I hope this won't be a disappointment. : ( I'm off sending an email to you and to Brodie….. tutu….. then to SLEEEEEEEPPPP…… I'm lacking it lately….plus I'm ill (As you know) sooooooo I'MMMMMM OFFFF…..acting weird again. Need sleep. Kisses and hugs and everything else that is nice but I can't think of right now. Faithful
Why you doing this: eeee right why? I don't know It's not a cliffhanger really, just looks like one… I swear it's not! Ah but I am evil I agree. :::evil grin::::.
Butterflyz Girl: Girl you better give me your email!!! If you want to be on the update list !!!:D hope you're still reading! :D
Ending time: 09:21 a.m. :D HEH SLEEEEEEEEPPPP!
Top Notes: You guys are making this really hard, 'finish the night', 'make them play spin the bottle' this is so bad, because I agree with both of you!!! What to do what to do? Compromise….. this is the last chapter about the night! Ok I just finished it and the next one will be about the night as well, but the next one will be EXCLUSIVELY DRACO/ HERMIONE… at least that's the plan….. you happy???:D:D :D Then we'll finish it and everything I have planned for this night will happen in a couple of more nights I have now planned, well nothing is planned in here….. I really have tot get back into this story as I kind of lost it:D
Chapter 17: don't know what I'll call it just yet.
Cat was sitting on the couch, smiling absently. Her mind was focused on nothing in particular, just the wonderfully comfortable and nice feeling she was experiencing. All sounds seemed to swim through the air, as if they were all really underwater.
"Ah C, our little love birds are still out there" she snapped her head to the left, eyes still absent. She could feel her mind coming back to reality.
"You haven't called me that for years, what are you on?" she asked, her eyes narrowed suspiciously. Seb backed of as he tried to hide his eyes from Cat.
"I'm just pissed out of my head, sweetheart that's all" he smiled to her and looked up, she knew this night might end up pretty ugly when she looked into his eyes. "Again, Hermi and Draci are doing pretty well" he ignored her angry look and continued.
"I'm not talking to you, you fucking junkie" she turned her head around and threw lightly "You trying to commit suicide again?" she asked into empty space, sounding as emotionless as she could
"You're not talking to me huh?" he asked smiling menacingly. At that he threw himself at her and started tickling her. She tried to push him away, but she became very weak as the tickling started to affect her. She managed to control herself after several seconds and stiffened.
"Sod off Hall" she threw coolly once again, and started getting up, watching him with the corner of her eye.
"Oh no you don't" he pulled her back down, and she ended up in his arms. She laughed a warm laugh and his heart sunk, he could not quite understand how he never knew she could laugh this way. He looked around the room, at the moving bodies of his dancing pseudo friends, and laughing faces of the boys he grew up with in the corner. At once a pair of furious eyes caught his attention.
Angelina was definitely not enjoying herself. Seb was in a state she could not quite understand, in a way charming but also as absent as one could be. At some point she left him sitting on the sofa, and went to look for Parvati. Her friend was in the kitchen talking to a couple of blokes and giggling furiously. Ron was by her side; he seemed to be quite scared again. Parvati was keeping a tight grip on him, and he was too terrified to even think of escaping. Angelina saw in his eyes that he was confused with Paravati's behaviour, she couldn't blame him; she was as well. She couldn't stand her friends silly behaviour.
"Angie" Parvati giggle again "This is Dan and Nick and Chris and" Parvati pointed at the boys surrounding her and suddenly stopped when she got to Ron "Ronniieeeweeessslyyy iha sue sue….." she giggled "This stuff is gooood" she pointed to her drink "Come on my possesivous Angie" she waved her hand at Angelina. Angelina rolled her eyes and left. possessive my ass at least I'm not so stupid when I'm drunk.
Now, she was back in the living room, watching her 'boyfriend's and his best mate's conversation. They seemed to be pissed of at each other. She smiled silently to herself Ha Lawton, I win she thought just as she met Seb started tickling Cat. Angelina tightened her lips. bloody bitch she thought just when she caught Seb's eyes.
"I know what'll make you feel much much better" Seb whispered into Cat's ear, and continued to watch Angelina. "I don't think so" Cat said, acting hurt and pissed off again.
"Ay I do" he smiled and pointed towards Angelina with his head. Cat waited a moment not to look too suspicious and gazed in the pointed direction. Her smile widened immediately.
"We can't, you'll lose her," she said quietly still smiling, knowing he didn't really care.
"What's the use for her if I can't piss her of?" he asked his brow raised, his hands tightening on his friend's waist. They looked at each other and momentarily knew what was about to happen.
Angelina gasped as she saw her boyfriend pull Cat towards him and kissing her passionately. She was glued to the spot for a few seconds watching the scene in disbelief. A group of boys playing poker stopped talking as one of them noticed Angelina's face getting redder. The boy smiled and shook his head.
"They'll never change will they?" he said to his poker partners and continued watching the show.
Angelina managed to unglue her legs and walked up to the couple so quickly it almost seemed as if she's apperated there. She towered over them and crossed her arms.
"Seb" she snapped like a mother waking her son who did something unacceptable.
Cat slowly broke apart from the kiss, and as she saw Angelina, she moved off Seb and sat beside him lighting a fag with an interested smile on her face.
"Yes dear" Seb answered calmly with a smile as well. The poker boys chuckled. Seb grabbed a bottle of Wizarding Whiskey from the table and took a generous sip. Angelina grabbed the bottle form him.
"What do YOU think YOU'RE doing?" she asked her voice rose. She was not screaming, just stressing the words.
"What does it look like?" he asked, a spark in his eyes.
"I've had it" Angelina said, and turned around on her heal. She started walking furiously towards the door. Seb got up lazily and followed her. Now he seemed to be furious.
"You've had it?" he shot after her "You've HAD IT?" his voice growing louder with every word. Angelina turned around suddenly, surprised with his reaction. "You women," he pointed at her accusingly "I ask you out, you suddenly think you all own me. I talk to Cat, and you go and tell her off. Then I try to have some fun, and you all go blaming me" he suddenly burst out. Hermione and Draco entered the room just in time to hear Seb's outburst.
Raising his voice seemed to drain all Seb's strength, his legs seemed to become weaker and he swayed. Angelina stood looking furious but a little worried. Hermione and Draco were so shocked they ended up holding hands again. Parvati and Ron popped out of he kitchen in seconds. Everything was still for a moment until the poker boys started stirring in their seats.
"Fuck" Cat spoke into the silent air; even the music could be hardly heard by now.
"Don't just stand there Cat," one of the poker boys shouted to her
"I ain't doing nothing." She crossed her arms and stiffened. Now Angelina was even more confused, Seb reacted in a strange way and his reaction led to weird reactions from his friends. He was standing in front of her swaying. "Fine" Cat got up from the sofa "It's always bloody me isn't it, get the bottle at least will you" she threw to the poker boys. She approached Seb cautiously. Suddenly he snapped his head up and looked at Angelina again.
"You' re all the same, ALL OF YOU!" he shouted at the room turning his head rapidly in Cat's direction. She was approaching him slowly, still looking very displeased. "What do you want" his voice was suddenly a sad whisper
"Seb hon, come on let's get some fresh air" she spoke calmly and smiled. He thought about it for a moment.
"I don't think so, I'm fine" he smiled back, although his smile looked a little insane.
"You know you're not" Cat spoke again, calmly. She was very close to him now. Angelina snapped out of the shock and decided that her drunk or whatever he was boyfriend was not aware of his actions, and that she should be there for him, she was his 'girlfriend' after all. And that bloody slut Lawton had no right to try to calm him down. She touched his arm and tried to say something. As she reached for his arm she only managed to hear Cat scream 'NOOOOOO' and to catch with the corner of her eye sudden movements all over the room. She fell to the floor, her cheek on fire. "Seb" Cat's voice was now shaking. "Let's go," she said cautiously. Seb's smile was not longer there. His eyes started to get even cloudier, and he fell to the floor just beside Angelina.
Eyes closed, he was shaking as the poker boys carried him out to the back yard. Cat followed them with her eyes but did not follow. She kneeled down beside Angelina who was sitting on the floor rubbing her cheek.
"Are you ok?" Cat asked warmly. Angelina did not answer "Look he hasn't done this for almost 10 years, I'm sorry" Angelina looked up at her.
"You're all fucked up" she shot her eyes furious. Cat's eyes suddenly froze and became icy.
"You shouldn't of touched him, or interfered in any way" she threw coolly and strode of towards the back yard.
Hermione gasped as she saw the whole scene. She pushed her eyes closed and fitted her head to Draco's chest as hard as she could. She felt like she was dreaming again. Draco was warm, and she felt safe, but she knew all around her the world was going crazy. When the room calmed down a little she cautiously opened her eyes. The first thing she did was look up at Draco; he was looking alertly at the back door leading to the garden. She realised he was holding her very tightly. She shifted to free herself a little. He felt her move and looked down. His eyes softened instantly.
"You ok?" he asked in a whisper. Hermione nodded. "Let's get out of here" he let go of her and caught her hand.
"What about them?" Hermione pointed towards Angelina and then towards the door with her head.
"Angelina seems more pissed off than hurt, and Seb…" Draco looked towards the back garden again "he'll be ok".
Hermione felt unsure about this whole situation, but Draco's proposal seemed to be everything she dreamed of right now. She needed to get out of this place. Also Draco was such a great companion tonight. She sighted and let him pull her out into the street. Then she suddenly felt herself smile.
Seb opened his eyes with a start. He saw Cat's face right above him. She looked more mad then worried, he couldn't blame her. He remembered so many worried faces in his past when he experienced moments like these. Cat was almost always more angry then worried. At least since his 13th birthday. Another thing he like about her, she knew he was being stupid and there was no point in pitying him. Then he realised there were more people around him. He stiffened. Cat let go of his head, which hit the ground painfully.
"Fucker" she said and got up. The poker boy leaned down to face his friend and put his arm on Seb's shoulder.
"Alright mate?" he asked "You scared us to death"
"Leave me alone Carl" Seb sat up and pushed his friends arm away. His eyes followed Cat who was now walking back inside. He wanted to follow her, but he knew he wouldn't. He knew he would never follow her no matter what her reason for walking away would be. He got up and went farther into the garden. His friends flooded slowly back inside as well. His attack didn't matter. The fact that he could die, or hurt someone was not important, what really mattered to him was that someone cared enough to be furious with him; it was a nice feeling sometimes. Now, he felt like the biggest bastard in the world. that's who I am and that will never change he thought to himself, shrugged and started walking towards the backdoor. He knew she'd be mad for a couple of days. It didn't matter; she'd get over it. She always did.
Bottom notes: Huhu, how do you like this? Well I'm very sorry for all the grammar mistakes, I do feel some sentences are just wrong but I just can't get the feel of them yet.
I'm REALLY SORRY about not updating for such a long time. A BIG SORRY to Brodie, and an even BIGGER SORRY to Stacey, I'll try to make it up to you!:D.
WARNING: This is an explanation why I didn't update…. Detailed and pointless: I had this emotions and motivation project to do that I really want a good grade from. Actually it turned out pretty bad as it was suppose to be a documentary and well, we had too little editing time and it remains unfinished. I won't go into to details, just wanted to say I was on it 24/7 and I edited it for like 3 whole nights (I mean from 10 in the evening till 10 in the morning the next day) Today I haven't slept all night either. I had to do my long forgotten computers (actually statistics) homework, so this chapter is not top quality either, but I couldn't wait any longer. So now here it is:D
You have to forgive me if this chapter is bad, I really try hard, but you know I stopped 'living the story' so now I have to get the feel of it back. I really missed writing it so I hope I'll manage to update everyday again, I ended up making some nice plans:D
Now song list as I wasn't listening to anything today, simple as that:D (maybe that's why I can't get the feel of it?)
RA: THE BEST PART:D
Brodie: Ok I'm finishing it off I really am:D Promise. I just have so many ideas in my head… but I'll leave them for later. I think the number of people I decided to write about at the same time, is a little big, I have to name them all out on a piece of paper before I start writing, as sometimes I simply forget that someone is there, like sometimes I forger Ginny and Harry. They don't do much anyway, have to think of a use for them :::evil grin:::. Uhh pretend laughing is hard….. I always feel like a total idiot when I have to do that. Politicians are the worst. Honestly, in my job I just cant stand them. They seem to think they're the funnies people on earth… honestly how can the be so wrong? I find politics boring anyway. Bailey is such a nice name! It just kind of flows…. I love it…. Never knew anyone named that before….hmmmm is it actually a popular name… you know we have different names in Poland:P hehe I don't know much about children, but if they're not 6 they're always cute, 6 year olds are just….. so annoying sneaky and bloody too intelligent for me.:D My brothers son (is that a nephew or something) is a terrible blackmailer….. I still love him though. I know you'd probably want her all the time, but at least you get some time 'off' (sounds kind of wrong here but oh well), I guess mommies sometimes need that, and some never get any, and so… I don't know where I'm going again. Yeah well he finds it quite annoying, he says I he can't understand my English…. Honestly, he better start or he'll never learn it! Hee reads to me too. He reads these fantasy series by Andrzej Sapkowski, I really love it. It's so much better then reading Lord of the Rings. It's more realistic and fascinating. I could go on about it forever. I'm cute? Hell no…. you're cute:D:D:D I ABSOLUTELY LOVE YOU…. (I'm in the I love everyone mood today, but I love you even when I'm not:P) I'm trying to keep it up. My motivation is there alllllll the time, just had some time problems. Sorry once again about that. Ok so now I shall finish this once again long and pointless RA….. hope this proves to be ok….the chapter I mean. Have a nice day:D:D:D hugs and kisses and say Hi to Bailey. :D
SaTiNK06: Thanks. I couldn't wait either….. but it's here. :D
Stacey: Thanks for all that support you gave me lately. And all the things you wrote. I really felt like the happiest person on earth after reading some of your emails. I hope you haven't left for the states yet, as I really want to know what you think about this! I you have then I hope you have fun!!! You lucky bitch! Hehe…. You have to tell me all about it. Back to the review as RA are for Ranswering….:D Oh yeah I think Ron is to scared to think about anything else then Parvati. He'll get over Hermione. He already has, he just doesn't know that yet! Draco and Hermione chapter only coming next!!!! I don't know what will happen, but I know where they're going (don't expect to much it's just a regular place). I'm planning to make it romantic and nice and stuff…. You know. Draco is my hero, at least during this night…:D Stupid muggle games will come into play, but not tonight (I mean tonight in the story)… that's a great idea…. You sure I can use it? I actually still play truth or dare with my friends….. you're never to old for that! Really! It's so much fun, we feel young again!:D Well see about Ron and Hermione kissing and him realising and all that, I don't know yet…. He will realise though promise. Ok Hermione drunk! Have to remember and put it into the next chapter....H drunk, H drunk, H drunk... should do. :D Yep I stopped drinking when I turned 18, It's very ironic…. And it pisses me off, but what can you do? It use to be so fun, when you had to hide form teachers on camps or from parents on weekends….. aaa being young. I'M SO OLD!: ( Ah you had a nice night. It's been so long since I had one of those 'snogged a few blokes' and 'got a few numbers' nights. I'M SO OLD AND BORING. Oh well I just have to try harder I guess, I HAVE NO TIME….. am I being annoying here? :D Writing in 3rd person is a very good thing when you want to be in touch with your emotions, I know you don't care and this totally misses the point, just thought I'll make my 'big psychologist' act here:D Hehe …. Once again….. I LOVE YOU for all the help, and support and great emails. And I hope this won't be a disappointment. : ( I'm off sending an email to you and to Brodie….. tutu….. then to SLEEEEEEEPPPP…… I'm lacking it lately….plus I'm ill (As you know) sooooooo I'MMMMMM OFFFF…..acting weird again. Need sleep. Kisses and hugs and everything else that is nice but I can't think of right now. Faithful
Why you doing this: eeee right why? I don't know It's not a cliffhanger really, just looks like one… I swear it's not! Ah but I am evil I agree. :::evil grin::::.
Butterflyz Girl: Girl you better give me your email!!! If you want to be on the update list !!!:D hope you're still reading! :D