So here it is... finally... after... umm a couple off weeks or so... anyway I decided to make the chapters a little longer too switch the POV sometimes.. Hope you all like it!
P.s. Hasn't been beta read... She was busy… Doing school stuff ;)
Weeks past, weeks turned to months, months to minutes, seconds, ticking, passing, never ending. I stared at the time for such a long time. Moving in straight circles, always coming, never stopping. I move my tired eyes away.
Look at me, I've became what I always despised, weak, broken scared. Only staring, waiting for the snow. I stopped dreaming, stopped hoping, and stopped with everything I value.
Walking trough my village, seeing you everywhere, the places we laughed, we fought, we ate. You always you. If I were my old self I would shout, shout your name, punch angrily, I would even train with Naruto, pissing him off, just to feel not so pathetic.
Yeah, I would do that, not walking trough this village, stumbling over the muddy streets, staring blank in front of me. Sometimes they would join me you know. Walking besides me, telling me to snap out of it. I've got other friends; friends wouldn't leave you just because of a stupid seal would they? They wouldn't ignore me for months to come back at me like nothing happens. At least, that's what I've heard. I heard so much. So much.
I barely notice as Naruto joins me in my stroll. I lift me head and meet his blue eyes. So blue. And we walk on in silence. Never talking.
They tried to help me every single one of them, I don't care anymore. Sometimes the force feed me. I'm thankful for that. I would have long passed if they didn't. I still have to see you again. Have to see your face one last time, before I'll let this all go. Maybe I'll even take you with me, would you like that? Coming with me, going somewhere we've never been, past the hills, past the moon, past everyone. You would love it won't you? You would like it so much, so much, We'll go together yes, we'll go, just the to of us, just you and me. I know you would love it… you have to, you will… Gaara…
And so they walked, without destiny, without knowing how far they would walk. The hot summer had and the leaves crumpled beneath there feet. It won't be long before the winter would come. The blond boy lifted his head, letting the sunrays fall upon him. A small smile tucked at his corners. So warm and beautiful. He glanced at the Uchiha besides him. How far had he fallen? Turning from a sharp, dark person, to a dull broken toy. He sighted, No there wasn't one single glimp of the old strong Sasuke left.
What had he ever seen in him, always trying to beat him in their stupid matches, trying to rescue him.
Rescue, he didn't even wanted to leave there, I think he even liked it there. They moment he was back at the village he started to be so withdrawn, even more than normal. He befriended that no-brows. Gaara, the one who only loved himself? Even after our little fight he didn't change that much. And Sasuke? He trusted him more than me. More than the ones who really cared about him. Stupid Sasuke…
I stop walking, he never noticed, just walking father on his own. I grind my teeth, why couldn't he just notice the ones that cared about him. Sure we pushed him a little to the side now and than, but he was just so different, never fitting in with the rest, and than he locked himself up in his house.
Keh… If he only acted more like his old self he would have all the friends he needed.
I grab his shoulder and turn him around. His eyes staring dully back. The wind touched his black bangs ever so slightly.
"Sasuke.. " I whisper. "Sasuke please come back… "
Black eyes met blue ones, unblinking, staring straight through them. Never noticing the other boy. The wind blowing his bangs a little more out of his face. Unmoving, frozen in time.
Until the blue eyes closed shut, shutting so tight as tears came trough time.
"WHY SASUKE " he screamed "WHY DO YOU ACT THIS WAY..". turning his face to the side he continued. "We never left you Sasuke we… I was always here for you, don't you care about me? Don't you remember... please Sasuke… please… "
Black orbs unmoving staring in front of him, barley registering the fact the boy cried out to him. Shoulders shook as soft sobs escaped his mouth. Lifting his head again, to meet the staring eyes again.
"You bastard.. " he whispered "you … BASTARD!"
His fist connected with the other's cheek. Slamming it to the side.
And so they stood as the wind left silently, taking the leaves with him, this was a scene between old rivals, that can't be disturbed.
Slowly he removed his fist. Dropping it limply beside him.
"Sasuke" he whisperd..
His face still turned to the side, not even caring to look back, broken eyes staring, never moving.
More tears flood down the blond's cheeks, Shoulders shaking violently.
"Just say something Sasuke.. please.. "
He pulled the other in a tight hug, sobbing in his clothes, begging him to just say anything something.
Dark orbs remained unfocused face still turned to the side, barely registering the fact of the crying boy in front of him.
Time moved on, never stopping, never being able to take a break, Time moved…
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