Title : Sitting, waiting, wishing
Fandom : Naruto
Characters : Aoba, Kotetsu (hints of yaoi)
Sum : Aoba and his last days as a seeing-man…
Credits : lyrics from jack Johnson. I don't own the song, I don't own the guys…
Well I was Sitting, Waiting, Wishing,
You'd believe in superstitions
Then maybe you'd see the signs…
I'm sitting there, on that bench again, watching you while you're watching him, doing nothing in particular. Just wasting my life on you…
As irony would have it, I'm already partly blinded by a strange illness and am not really able to make out everything that surrounds me. And still, I can't take my eyes of you.
Lord knows that this world is cruel
But I'm not the Lord no I'm just a fool
And that loving somebody don't make them love you
They days crawl by and you still don't seem to acknowledge me. But It doesn't really matter because all I want is for you to be the last thing I see.
And my head hurts, more and more each day, because the sun seems so much brighter that it was before. So I take out the set of sunglasses Genma gave me and I put them on.
Sitting there on that bench, I watch you silently as you pass by and mock me. But I don't snap, I don't growl. I just look up and smile at you.
Must I be waiting waiting for you
Must I always be playing playing your fool ?
And while every little thing seems to fade away around me, you were never as beautiful as you are now, sitting on the side of my bed, apologizing for all the stupid things you and your friends said to me.
Slowly, but surely, everything turns black.
I sang your songs, I danced your dance
I gave your friends all a chance
But putting up with them
Wasn't worth never having you
No I can't always be waiting waiting for you
I c'ant always be playing playing your fool…