Day Nine
The Dark Pit
I didn't know where I was going to land, or when. I could feel a sense of emptiness running through my body, like there was something taking away everything inside me; like there was no me left. But I could still feel it, even when I did feel nothing. I became so numb; I couldn't even hear my own thoughts. I felt like I was drowning in a sea of nothing; there was no escape. I was at my final end. I knew I would be soon found with no hint of life in these veins. They would find me and have no clue of how my end came. I saw blackness covering me; swallowing me whole. I would never escape.
I finally found the strength to shake myself awake. It was just a dream; but it felt so real, just like it was really happening. I was scared to think if it was soon to happen again. My body was shaking right to my toes, I was covered in sweat and I felt as though I had been tortured endlessly for years. I was so drained, yet, I was finding that I was managing to stay strong. Even if it was just a little bit; it could grow. I knew I would soon be able to have my full strength back again; then I could proceed with my plans.
My cell still looked a mess from which security had left it. I was staring around me with a growing fury inside. This was because of Grace, she knew it would happen; I was sure of it, but I didn't know how. It scared me that someone else could know what I was thinking, and my possible actions. I felt so messed around with; like I had become someone's puppet and this was some big show. They would be able to tell my end; my final showdown. I didn't know what to think, I didn't want to think anything. I had to play back, so she didn't know my next deed. Our next meeting would be in a week. In a week; I will get her back. I knew I would; it was my turn to go to her cell.
My next event, I couldn't believe it had happened. I never thought I would see him again. It was Dan, a guy I met before I started seeing my ex. I looked up from my bed and there he was, just waiting outside my cell looking down at me. Had my dreams finally come true? Was Dan my savour, a guide out of this dark hole? I instantly felt warm with his presence. We would have been together, though, his parents made him move to Paris with them; his dad was a writer. He had come back, and now, it felt as though things were going to get better.
I was allowed out of my cell and to a booth where we were able to catch up and have a chat. I missed hearing his voice, and most of all; those smooth, peachy, luscious lips. Though, I didn't exactly get given the chance to remember that part. We talked for what seemed like an eternity, though it's not like I minded. Just hearing his soothing voice again made me want nothing but to be with him forever. He told me of his adventures around France, then to Italy. I never thought how successful his dad would have become. I used to read the beginnings of his books as a child, though I was never really interested. I told him of my life when he left, my ex, and how I came to being here. The looks in his eyes were so caring. For once I felt like I was understood, he wasn't angered of what I had done, just worried and caring.
Then, it happened; the dreadful moment that would stop my heart. Finally I had come into contact with him again, finally I was happy again. He told me of his adventure in Italy, as I mentioned earlier, only, he has a girlfriend. She was the reason he came back to England and see me. When they received a letter from my parents telling the events of that night, she encouraged him to visit. How could I have fooled myself? He's the hottest guy I had ever known, how could he not have a girlfriend by now?