WhiteMageRyou: ... meh... I didn't think this chapter was to its full drama without going cheesy .. but my friend, who read it before I loaded it here, said, and I quote, "-bows down to White- Holy Shit, hun... I honor you. You are my new Ra...-gets on hands and knees and hails-" unquote ... so yeah she liked it ... anyway..!

I don't own Yu-gi-oh, theres a yaoi warning and if you don't know who Zigfried is, he's from the Grand Champion season ... -I don't want to spoil anything for people who haven't seen it .. so if you want to know exactly who he is than go look him up.. I will tell you that in the american version he has a german accent though okay?-

---Mokuba---

I felt someone tightly wrapping something around my wrist... I was cold and wet... I didn't want to wake up... I just wanted to stay in that dream state forever.

"You mustn't do 'zings like 'zat again."

I opened my eyes, Zigfried had his back to me as he bandaged my wrist... He looked at me ... I turned my head away. "I'm capable of doing things on my own."

He let go of my wrist, I noticed he was soaked like I was... My eyes widened for a second. Where was Yugi?

I felt warm arms slid around my neck and pull me into a deep hug. I looked up at Yugi... the warm sting of tears forming at my eyes... I froze ... no no no, I wasn't going to cry. Seto wouldn't have cried ...

"I'm sorry Yugi... I just wasn't ... thinking clearly..." I said as we got to our feet. "Zigfried ...what are you here for?" I asked turning from Yugi. "Lets discuss things while your cloths are dried." I said as he took off his jacket and flipped his still semi-wet hair. We started for my office.

---Yugi---

I know what I saw... Mokuba had almost cried... the scared look in his eyes made me want to cry... how could I be there for him when he wouldn't let me be there for him?

I walked to our room and started to change out of my wet cloths. I set the ring on the dresser and pulled on pair of pants.

'You know he still loves you.' Yami said to me. I had almost forgotten he could hear my thoughts, and I his.

"But..." I walked over to the bed, where he was sitting, and sat down. "He's drifting away from me..."

'Then don't let him.'

"I don't know how to stop it from happening though... he won't come to me with problems ..." I put my head against his chest. "I just feel like I'm nothing to him... just another thing he has to worry about..."

He stroked the back of my head. 'You know thats not true.' I knew he didn't like me getting married to Mokuba ... but he was going to be there for me. I smiled a tiny bit as the tears formed in my eyes. I looked at him, my lips shaking slightly. He smiled back at me. I fell against him, sobbing.

The door sqeaked, I sat up quickly and looked at Ryou. He had started to retreat.

"Yes?" I asked. He stopped now that he had been spotted. He looked at me.

"I'm sorry... I truly am ... I just want to make it up to Mokuba ..."

I got up from the bed. Ryou looked so pale... "There's nothing that can be done about the past..."

He blinked, as if expecting me to hit him. "My being here ... it's upsetting him isn't it?"

I looked off to the side. "I don't know..."

---Ryou---

"Aren't you and him in love though?" I asked. He grabbed a sweater off the dresser and started out of the room. I looked down at the ring sitting on the floor. I picked it up and then looked at the doorway. Why was it everything I did or said hurt people? I shoved the ring into my pocket and started after Yugi.

I found him a while later... he was sitting on top of Kaiba's grave. I watched him set some flowers down next to mine in front of the tombstone.

"I told Mokuba everything." I said walking up to him with my hands in my coat pockets. He looked up at me. "I told him how Kaiba was jelous of you and everytime he would say something about you and Mokuba, he'd take a longer bit of his drink." I paused, Yugi had looked away and back down at the grave. His fingures were playing with a peice of grass.

I looked up at the sky and continued, "He said he wanted more than anything to have Mokuba to himself again ... even if it meant death."

--Flashback--

"He's just always known who I am... I can't ever get over that jerk, Yugi, having hold of his heart. If Mokuba would just see that I love him..." Kaiba drifted off as he lifted his glass to his lips. I sat there watching through Bakura's eyes.

The darkness had taken hold of his heart... I knew it. He had the same look in his eyes that I would get when I looked in the mirror. His expression turned sour and he drank what was left in his glass. "But he doesn't, of course he doesn't. He's too wound up in Yugi's little gang of friends to notice that I'd die for him to be by my side."

"They don't see what real life is." Bakura said to him. I closed my eyes forcing myself to keep quiet. "Because everything will be okay if we believe." he added in a phony voice.

Kaiba smirked as he took a fresh glass. "You're right. They think everything thing'll turn out just fine .. proves how much of the real world they live in."

--End Flashback--

I felt Bakura stir in the ring so I stopped thinking about that night... Yugi had gotten up. He didn't look at me, but down at the grave. "Let's go back ..."

I blinked a few times as he started walking towards a car that drove up. I got in after him sorry for what I said. Maybe I should have just left ...

The car took off, we sat in silence for a while. I looked at Yugi every now and there. He stared at the ground, his hands balled at his side. After a few minutes the car pulled into the large garage.

"Wait." Yugi said as I started to open the door.

"Leave us." He said to the driver. He turned to me. The wild crave in his eyes... I crawled a bit away. This shouldn't happen... I pulled the handle out on the car door.

Yugi grabbed my wrist. "Please... I don't want to be alone..."

I froze. The temtation urged me. I had to stop myself... I couldn't... Mokuba hated me enough, Yugi couldn't do this to him he lov-

A shiver ran down my back. My mouth opened and my eyes closed. I realized Yugi's hands were down my pants and slowly massaging me. I lost control of what I was trying to keep locked and ran my hands down his arms and grabbed his hands to make him rub harder. I pressed against the car door as Yugi undid his pants and slipped himself into my mouth. I let all my guard down...

His body had a sweet taste... I sucked on him and licked his inner thighs. He tried to hide his groans in the cealing of the car, but they were still rather loud. I ran my hands around his thighs and down his lower back. He pressed harder against me as he slid down and kissed me on the lips.

Our kiss broke when the car door opened and I fell back. Yugi landed half on the car seat and my leg as I hit the ground. We both watched the ring roll from my pocket and slowly land at Mokubas feet. "Wha... what are you doing? How could you!" he looked at me...

His eyes were wide and hurt. I scrammbled to my feet as Yugi pulled his pants back up.

"Mokuba... I..."

"Get out! GET THE FUCK OUT!" He screamed. "I gave you a place to stay, a chance to make up for what you did to my brother and this! This is how you repay me!" he didn't even look at Yugi... "I never want to see you again! Leave before I force you too!"

I glanced at Yugi... what was the point of saying sorry? ... I ran as far as I could.

---Mokuba---

I was talking to Zigfried about Seto. He told me that he had been meaning to stop by and ask me how I was doing. It had been a while since the grand champion duels when Seto died. I didn't see him much before Seto died anyway...

He said when he heard the news of Seto's death he knew he had to do his best to make sure that my company stayed in the game, or else it wouldn't be as fun. We talked about new ideas and old ones we had had before he left. I thanked him again for coming by ... but not my life. As I walked to find Yugi my reflection watched me.

Seto... I was becoming Seto... but no... I looked up to him, that was all.

I asked a maid where Yugi was, she said the garage with Ryou.

On my way to the garage I thought about what Ryou had said to me...

--Flash back--

"Everything you brother talked about was about you... He really did care for you Mokuba. He even said he was sorry for neglecting you. He went on and on about how he thought you hated him and thats why you went to Yugi for love."

I bit my lower lip. Seto ... thought that?

"He was jealous of Yugi and hated him..." Ryou said after a moment of silence, "He drank more to dull his pain... He hated himself for hurting you."

Seto ... jealous? ...

"No... Seto wouldn't ... he ..."

Hating... himself?

I ... hated myself... it was my fault ... he ... I saw a flash of silver. A small knife was sitting on the bookshelf.. it had been Setos'...

"Mokuba! Wait!"

I ignored Ryou...

---End Flashback---

Walking into the garage, I stopped and looked down at my wrist. The cloth around it was stained red already...

A groan came from somewhere, I knew that groan... "Yugi?"

A car door opened and Ryou fell out. Yugi hung half way out.

I stared down at the ring I had given Yugi. The anger boiled inside me.

How dare he! I gave him a chance to make up for my brothers death and this is how he repays me? Outraged, I let my anger scream.

He ran and left me standing near Yugi. I picked up the ring and held it out for Yugi. He looked at me confused and worried.

"I gave you my love, my innocence, and you went to the one person who ruined my life?"

He drew back a bit as if afraid...

"Well?"

He looked back at the ring. In the car window I saw Seto watching Yugi as I was.

"Take it ... or do you not love me anymore?"

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