Bleed For Me
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you more then you could possibly imagine.
Do you find pleasure in knowing I love you but am to cowardly to admit it?
Do you find pleasure in teasing me by speaking with those undeniably beautiful cerulean eyes?
Yes, you do.
No, you don't.
You couldn't, you couldn't.
You have no feelings. Your blood runs cold, and your heart is frozen to the very center.
I will never have a chance.
I tell myself I hate you, for if I don't I will only hurt myself.
Oh Kami, how I love you. How I want to hold you close, to kiss your beautiful white skin, to nuzzle your brilliant red hair, only stained darker by the impenetrable hardships you have gone through. How I long to be yours and you mine. How I long to be loved and to love.
I would do anything for you…I would give the world, I give my soul, I would give anything and everything I hold dear, just for a precious night with you, just to show you how much I truly care for you.
I want to kiss the pains away, I want to kiss your lips and make sure that you never relish in a thought that harms or pains you ever again. I want to make you feel safe, and to be safe, I want you to love me, I want you to notice me, I want you to gladly give yourself to me. I want your body, mind, and soul.
Dearest, my oh so beautiful dearest red rose, I love you.
I love you with all my heart…but you must not know that, so I will hate you.
I will spread my distaste of you to everyone who needs to see it, I will never relish in a thought of your naked body whilst in the view of others. But…no matter how much I force myself to hate you, it pains me so much more than loving you and you not returning the feelings.
I want you so much…I want you SO bad…my love for you in undeniable…yes my hate for you is undeniable in the eyes of others. I want everything about you.
Damn, how does it feel to want?
DSF
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