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Title: It Could Be You

Chapter Six: You Amaze Me

Rating: T

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Jamie's jaw dropped when he realized what Jude was doing to herself. He walked over to her and sat down beside her, he looked at her arm. Jamie looked into Jude's sad eyes, his own feeling of sadness crawled through every vein in his body. It overwhelmed him. Jude was so stable and happy, right? Why would she be doing this to herself?

Jamie got up and walked to the bathroom where he grabbed a black towel. Black because blood stains. Jamie rushed back to Jude and wrapped her arm in the towel. With saying anything, Jamie got up and returned to the bathroom. He searched through a cabinet for medical supplies.

"Uh what are you doing?" Sadie had her arms crossed across her chest. "I need to take a shower."

Sadie expected some sort of joke but instead, she was ignored. Jamie grabbed some antiseptic wipes, gauze and medical tape.

"What do you need all that for?" Sadie asked. "It looks like someone lost an arm."

"You can take your shower now." Jamie walked past her. Sadie watched him as he walked into Jude's room and closed the door behind him.

Jude was still sitting on her bed with the cloth around her arm. She was crying, her dark red hair covered most of her face. Jamie unwrapped the towel revealing her cut up arm. Jude winced in pain when Jamie rubbed the antiseptic wipe over her wounds, all of them still fresh.

Jude's heart was pounding as she sat there like a zombie, letting Jamie take care of her. All she hoped for was that he didn't hate her for this. Jamie wrapped her arm in gauze and kept it in place with the medical tape. Jude looked like she had been to a hospital.

"You should probably get stitches," Jamie told her, his eyes gleamed with sadness. "Want me to take you…"

"No." Jude interrupted. "I can't go anywhere, people will find out."

Jamie didn't want to push her, "Okay." He rolled down her sleeve for her.

"Jamie," Jude said, she couldn't look at him. "Do you hate me?"

"No!" Jamie replied. "I could never hate you Jude. You're my…"

That when he remembered. What were they? Jude confessed her love for Tommy a few days ago so they couldn't be much more than friends.

"You said to call you," Jamie said. "In the library remember? So talk to me."

Jude felt relieved that he wasn't obsessing over her self injury. She pushed her hair behind her ears and wiped the tears from her cheeks.

"I didn't mean what I said about Tommy," Jude said; she lay down on her bed. "I thought I cared about him romantically. I guess I was just jealous that Sadie had the attention of my producer. I want his attention but for my music, not anything more."

Jamie lay down beside Jude.

"I don't really know what else to say," she looked at him. "I'm really really sorry."

Jamie put his arm over her and touched her hand. "I believe you."

Jude closed her eyes. She was so lucky to have somebody like Jamie and she always took advantage of him. Jude promised herself that she would never do that again right before she drifted off to sleep.

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Tommy walked into G Major. He walked down the hall, looking for Georgia when he spotted Jude in a studio by herself. Tommy went inside.

"You amaze me, what you put me through." Jude sang, strumming her guitar. "It's so crazy, the things I would do for you."

"That sounds really good," Tommy interrupted her song. "How does the chorus go?"

"If you won't give me a moment of you time, then why are you always on my mind." Jude sang. This song was faster than most of her others. "If you won't give me the chance to shine, then why are you why are you on my mind."

"Really good Jude," Tommy said. "Like all your songs."

"Thanks Tommy," Jude stood up, holding her guitar. "And this time you did inspire me."

Jude walked away.