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Chapter 2: Living with you Part 1

Previously on Sleepless beauty part 2: I smiled gently and he separated from me gently and he looked away and he blushed a cute pink " Yuki I, No I won't fall for your trick again after what happened last time I don't think so" he suddenly screamed and I was left on the couch wondering what I did wrong.

Shuichi's P.O.V

I stared at his sleeping form as he lay curled up in the bed his blonde hair seemed to flow over his ear like blonde silk. His shoulders long and muscular his breathing was normal and his body seemed to move up and down. God how could one man look so damn sexy I uttered in my mind, I mentally slapped myself for that comment. I moved toward him unable to control myself my hand gently reached forward and stroked his golden locks I wanted to stop but I just couldn't. His hair felt like silk under my soft hands and I touched he started to stir my hand retreated and I looked at my hand. I moved out of the room hastily and my breathing came out faster and faster

"What am I doing" I uttered to no one in particular, my body moved away from the door and I silently moved toward my room my pink hair covered my eyes, small tears formed in my eyes and they fell out of my violet coloured eyes I fell to my bed and closed my eyes maybe tomorrow would be a better day. My body relaxed and I felt my body fall into a deep slumber.

Enter Dream Sequence…

I looked around it was so werid I was standing outside the airport the same airport Yuki left on, it was all the same, the same weather the atmosphere I looked over it was me well a younger version I was running after him telling him not to leave. It was all the same, I covered my mouth in disbelief "Yuki "I screamed but he couldn't hear me. "Please someone wake me up'" I screamed again. I heard a soft voice behind me holding me tightly uttering "Watch Shuichi you promised him didn't you" I fell to the ground and the arms left me

"You can wake up now Shuichi"

End dream sequence…

I woke up in a cold sweat I could still feel those arms on me I could still see myself screaming and shouting, I clutched my heart and gulped, I fell to the pillow staring at the ceiling

"Why did you have to come back" I uttered to the white ceiling.

The Next Morning...

I woke up to hear the water running I sighed "Yuki must be in the shower" I blushed at the thought how many times did I sneak in there and wrap my small hands around his muscular waist how many times had I heard him grunt with pleasure. My face turned bright red yet again I had to scold myself Bad Shuichi, bad Shuichi. I walked out of the room and bumped into something I looked up to be hit with a soaking wet Eiri Yuki. My cheeks burned up God. His hair was now at his shoulders and his body seemed to glisten with sweat. His hair was wet and silky I had a sudden urge to run my fingers through it and smell it. He smirked and he licked his lips, I gulped he smirked and wove his delicate fingers through his blonde hair his golden colored eyes gleaming happily and he passed me. He uttered closely to my ear

"Like what you see Shu-kun" he said gently sending me a flirty smile.

"No I don't like what I see you big jerk" he laughed and kept walking how can one man make me lose all my senses, I laughed back at the memories he was the only man. Expect my manager Satoshi he looked just like Yuki and it hurt to work near him. Unfortunately he was the best in the business and Tohma hired him the minute he saw him. I groaned it was going to be a long week that's how long I would let him stay before I kicked him out, but the question was could I kick him out. I yawned and got dressed in my room quietly I heard the odd shuffling and a yawn must be Yuki.

I looked at myself in the mirror I had drastically changed my look. I stared at my clothes long black pants with flames up the sides chains hanging from the belt loop, a black shirt saying Yes I suck and swallow and the sleeve were fishnets. I put on my black choker that had a silver cross on it and smiled I was as usual very sexy. I winked at the mirror.

I headed down the stairs and saw Yuki sitting there he wore a long black button down shirt a loose fitting pair of pants and a gold chain adored his perfect neck and his earning gleamed on his tanned ear. I cleared my throat and he looked over he looked at me curiously he stood and walked toward me he touched my shirt and smirked "I know you suck and swallow Shuichi why are you telling everyone what they already know" I blushed and swatted his hand away "I don't care I like it, I only came here to give you breakfast so um what do you want" I uttered. His golden eyes gleamed and he raised an eyebrow "You can cook"

"Yes I can I learned a few things while you were gone "I said smugly and coldly at the same time, I sighed I still couldn't cook ok Shuichi you can do this you don't need his help he watched from the table with an amused look on his face, he was just waiting for me to screw up. I sliced slowly and carefully and I cut myself "god damn" I screeched he ran into action grabbing my hand "Noo I smiled gently and he separated from me gently and he looked away and he blushed a cute pink "Yuki I, No I won't fall for your trick again after what happened last time I don't think so" he suddenly screamed and I was left on the couch wondering what I did wrong.

O Yukiii stop that hurts" He laughed softly and put a bandage on it "Stupid baka all better" he said softly, kissing my boo boo gently.

It was like before we were acting like we lived together I was saying

His name all whiny and endearing and he was as usual scolding me.

He grabbed me and sat me down "Look I know you can't cook I can see it so let me do it as usual "he said putting emphasis on the usual. I yelled back "I don't need your help it's my apartment and I can do it myself" He laughed coldly and paid no attention to my whines, I looked at him and watched him cook, how could one man make cooking look so graceful, he had changed he wasn't the cold calculating author, the man with the two personality's he wasn't cold.

He looked at me gently and placed the food in front of me, I ate it happily man his cooking was always good. I thanked him and pretended to ignore him but caught quick glances every now or then.

I stood up hastily and heard a loud knock at the door I sighed, Saved by the door (sorry bad rip off).

I opened it up revealing Satoshi he was smiling a goofy smile, since he looked like Yuki it was really odd. "Mmm what smells good" he announced his feet running toward the food, Yuki dropped his fork and looked at him and Satoshi said hi and before Yuki could say get away he was eating his food. I laughed at him antics and watched Yuki's eyes they no longer held that loving side his cold side was back in full force and it was angry.

"Shuichi, Shuichi guess what" he said excitedly my eyes lit up with flames my violet eyes were burning with happiness " WHAT WHAT" I screamed back, he smirked and grabbed my chin " Your cute" I blushed and pushed him away "What's your problem are you gay or something" I screamed. It was hard resisting Satoshi because he looked like Yuki so much and he knew I used to like Yuki so he was just teasing me. Yuki watched with a cold eye and he glared at Satoshi angrily, Satoshi smiled at him back and Yuki's anger rose.

"Shuichi it's time for work" he said grabbing my arm, I clutched the door "I'm sleepy I don't want to go Fujaski going to be all Fujaskish" I screamed turning into a cat and running away (You know Shuichi constantly turns into things) he sighed and said "Alright just this once" he turned and closed the door behind him and the minute he left Yuki was on top of me his eyes were gleaming angrily and his face held nothing but contempt.

"Do you like it when he touches you Shuichi, Do you imagine me? Does he remind you of me" he said drawing his face closer to mine. I pushed him away quickly and he smirked "Is it true then?" he uttered, I laughed coldly "I don't know what the hell your talking about" he glared at me through his golden eyes, he pulled me forward and grabbed my chin and uttered "because I'm the only one who can hold you like this" he uttered I gasped and he held me tighter, I didn't know what to do I just didn't know, he pulled me higher so I was straddling him our eyes met. Violet met Gold my pink hair fell over my eyes concealing them like a mask, he touched my hair and pushed my hair back "Shuichi tell me do you really not feel this force this gravitation" I didn't know how to answer do I tell him the truth or lie? Would I fall in his web of deceit?

" I feel nothing" I uttered through clenched teeth, My tears falling quickly my hair covering my face from view his hands let go of me and he moved away " Then I feel nothing as well" he uttered his voice sad, lonely, cold, distant all like the man he was. His face was cold and angry his feet softly hit the carpet of the apartment I was sitting their alone and cold,

"Yuki" I uttered to the cold room, I heard the loud slamming of a door and nothing else, and I stared at the walls you blew it Shuichi, you blew it. Blew what another voice said in my head you should be happy you got rid of him the voice said again. Why is it then I'm not happy? Why is it when I think of him my heart seems to beat faster? Why is it that when we touch I feel drawn to him?

The voice laughed don't you remember what he did? Don't you remember how he hurt you? He didn't care you were hurting or how your life was spiraling out of control? He was to busy to busy with ayaka. So tell me do you really care? I felt my heart clench with tears and I fell on the cold leather couch and cried.

I was so unsure what path to choose? And If I picked him Would he still want me?

Authors Note: Ta Dah there you go isn't that voice evil its so sinister any who Keep reviewing and I'll continue Ill update when I reach 20 reviews or something close to that.

Preview for Chapter 3: "Yuki who is this" his arm slung around a blonde her face mixed with pleasure and displeasure. He replied "You told you…