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Chapter 3: Living with you Part 2

Previously on Sleepless Beauty Part 2: "Shuichi tell me do you really not feel this force this gravitation" I didn't know how to answer do I tell him the truth or lie? Would I fall in his web of deceit?

" I feel nothing" I uttered through clenched teeth, My tears falling quickly my hair covering my face from view his hands let go of me and he moved away " Then I feel nothing as well" he uttered his voice sad, lonely, cold, distant all like the man he was. His face was cold and angry his feet softly hit the carpet of the apartment I was sitting their alone and cold,

Shuichi's P.O.V

I hadn't moved off the couch for a long time I stared at the walls it was like they were mocking me, laughing at me, for a minute it seemed like my mind was playing games with me. Was this new Shuichi Shindou really right?

Flashback...

"Then I feel nothing as well" he uttered his voice sad, lonely, cold, distant all like the man he was. His face was cold and angry his feet softly hit the carpet of the apartment I was sitting their alone and cold

End flashback…

I felt the hot tears trickle from my eyes, why was it that everything I did never turned out like how I wanted? I clenched and unclenched my fists, I heard the door slam and a women's soft voice I looked up, the air had a perfume aroma to it, I hadn't even heard Yuki come in but now that he was here I could tell him that I wanted him. I would turn back to his annoying like brat, screw the consequences. As I followed the smell I heard a women moan and a man grunt. I opened the door slowly and my hand covered my mouth. My mouth couldn't say words; no words could describe the hurt I felt at that moment so I asked"

"Yuki who is this" his arm lazily slung around a blonde her face mixed with pleasure and displeasure. He replied "what you never seen a man screw a women before I mean I forgot you like cocks" my violet eyes trembled and I started to shake, I ran out quickly and pretended I didn't see it.

How could I be so stupid?

How could I let him topple me over again?

His web of deceit has broken me again.

"Yuki" I uttered through small tears and pain my hands clenched, I remembered the blonde's happy face and Yuki's smug face, his blonde hair was a mess and clinging to him I remembered when he made love to me how messy his hair would be and I would run my fingers through his messy hair. I felt a warm hand on my shoulder it was Satoshi Yuki must have forgotten to lock the door and he walked in.

"Shuichi what's wrong" he uttered his face was just like Yuki's I couldn't bare to look at his handsome face the only difference in his face that made him look different from Yuki was his eyes his were emerald color and Yuki's were golden brown. He came closer I backed away quickly no I couldn't look at him it hurt. The concern, the face,

He grasped my chin "Shuichi what's wrong" he uttered again his voice louder and more demanding. I trembled and collapsed in his arms and cried. My tears streamed on his top and he held me, soothing words and comforting pats on the back. He pushed my chin up and stroked my hair "Shuichi have I ever told you how cute you are" and at the moment everything was perfect, he leaned forward grasping my lips into his own and I gasped, his lips, his body everything was Eiri Yuki.

In a sense if I couldn't have the real Yuki I would always have Satoshi. A guilty thought ran through my head. You're only using him to escape your pain; the more we kissed the more I hungered for more. I felt his lips leave mine, I looked up to see a very pissed off Eiri Yuki his normal eyes were flashing dangerously and his fists were shaking, Satoshi looked at him and smirked " I'll see you later Shuichi remember tomorrow you'll be going to an interview" and he ran off. I gulped I was alone with a very angry Eiri Yuki.

He pulled me up by my neck and his lips touched my neck, "Do you like it when he kisses your neck" I heard him utter through growls his voice remained cold and indifferent. "Do you like the way he looks, do you want me is that why you like him" he uttered again nipping harder grasping my erection through my pants. I gasped, I pushed him away,

"Why can't I have any fun you slept with that women and you get mad at me" I shouted back angrily his fists clenched, yet again I was pinned to the wall I felt his hot breath on my ear " were you jealous Shuichi did you want to hurt her, make her bleed" his voice was husky and lustful. I gasped "Yes I was jealous" I uttered through gasps I didn't know why I admitted it but I did.

Yuki smirked and nipped my ear playfully "but you said I mean nothing to you why would you care" he said softly his golden eyes gleaming. "I lied" I uttered I covered my mouth quickly and turned away my cheeks burning bright red, oh no all was lost now. His hands wrapped around my waist and he nipped my neck.

"Really you lied" he said and he grasped my waist, "Stop" I uttered weakly against his strong arms. "No I wont forgive you, you slept with that women" he smirked and ground his clothed erection against mine "I only slept with her to make you jealous "he said, My eyes widened and I kicked him off "You made me go through all that pain just to make me jealous" he nodded and for that second I saw how much Eiri Yuki cared about me. " Yuki…" I uttered stroking his blonde hair and he smirked and came close to my ear and uttered.

"So who kisses better me or Satoshi" his eyes hardened again and he got up and he walked away and he called back to me once more.

"You can't run from me forever, Shuichi when you stop running that's when I'll come back to you" he said softly and his soft footsteps clicked behind him as he entered his room and shut his eyes.

Author Note: So what did you guy's think? Review and Ill continue.

Preview for the next chapter: " I love you" he said and pulled me forward his emerald eyes looking into mine.