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Previously on Sleepless beauty part 2: "Really you lied" he said and he grasped my waist, "Stop" I uttered weakly against his strong arms. "No I wont forgive you, you slept with that women" he smirked and ground his clothed erection against mine "I only slept with her to make you jealous "he said, My eyes widened and I kicked him off "You made me go through all that pain just to make me jealous" he nodded and for that second I saw how much Eiri Yuki cared about me. " Yuki…" I uttered stroking his blonde hair and he smirked and came close to my ear and uttered.

"So who kisses better me or Satoshi" his eyes hardened again and he got up and he walked away and he called back to me once more.

"You can't run from me forever, Shuichi when you stop running that's when I'll come back to you" he said softly and his soft footsteps clicked behind him as he entered his room and shut his eyes.

Chapter 5: Do you remember how we met?

Shuichi's P.O.V

I looked at the ceiling, I remembered Yuki's words when you stop running I'll come to you. The air seemed to grow heavy and wordless, all I heard was the pounding of my sweet heart as it thumped faster and faster, My breath started to come out faster and faster, I couldn't breath the walls were closing in. The world was spinning faster and faster and I felt my body hit the carpet. I felt the carpets softness against my skin and I closed my eyes and let the darkness consume my being.

I squinted slightly and opened my eyes to meet a head of blonde hair "Yuki" I called the head turned it was Satoshi. His emerald eyes were flickering with concern. He told me he found me on the floor passed out and I smiled thanking him softly. His hand touched my face and I shivered lightly

" I was worried about you Shuichi" my violet eyes widened, it was like looking at Yuki, the hair ,the face ,he moved forward so he sat in the bed beside me, he moved closely and whispered in my ear o god I thought he had the same effect Yuki had on me.

"Do you remember how we met?" I smiled and remembered the memory fondly he had turned my life around.

Flashback…

I was wandering the stony path of the park it had being 1 year since Yuki had left and I was feeling pretty crummy. I hadn't slept in days my usual pink hair was sticking in many directions, my eyes were cold and lifeless, and I was a zombie with a heart. I had taken a seat on a nearby bench, I looked up to see a man standing their his appearance identical to Yuki's I gasped and hugged him, the man stumbled " Yuki" I uttered he laughed softly and patted my head softly his face was gentle and soft his eyes a soft emerald. A locket adored his perfect neck his hands rested in his pockets and his lips were a gorgeous softness I could almost reach out and grab them.

"Well kid a lot of people confuse me for the famous Eiri Yuki" he said with a chuckle as though remembering those occasions. I looked away disappointedly he took out his hand and said softly.

"My name is Satoshi Hikari and are you the famous Shuichi Shindou" I nodded and we became friends. Later on I had found out he was my new manager at N.G records, we had gotten closer, I had revealed the Yuki story to him he had become closer to me then Hiro. In a sense Hiro to me now was just a bandmate not really my friend.

We had started spending time together almost everyday, people mistook us usually as gay partners. Some time's we would put on a show pretending we were really gay. In a sense it was like having Yuki but a nicer version. One dark and stormy night we were sitting on the couch and he had told me something shocking this sudden revealation could make our whole situation turn upside down

"I love you" he said and pulled me forward his emerald eyes looking into mine. I gasped and pulled away from him for so many years I had longed to hear Yuki tell me he loved me, no I shook my head this wasn't Yuki this was just a look alike.

By the end of the night we had ended up making love, and as I made love to him all I saw was Yuki.

End flashback…

I shook my head and blushed and looked away "Yes" I said blushing slightly, Satoshi looked at me and smiled "Do you remember what I said that night you know I still mean it" my face burned slightly and I looked away slightly I remembered that night that was the night I made love to Eiri Yuki I shook my head no that was the night I made love to Satoshi Hikari. He smiled and moved forward "I love you" I gasped and pulled away quickly, I heard the shuffling of feet and a door close. Oh please not now. I rushed out of the room quickly I opened Yuki's room he slept in to find him sitting on the bed.

His blonde hair was gleaming in the darkness of the room, "Yuki" I uttered quietly. He turned to me his usually golden coloured eyes gleaming with malice. "So you love him now, do his kisses taste like mine" Yuki said getting up quickly pinning me to a nearby wall, I felt his cold hand press my neck and I gasped and looked at him, his eyes they looked like they could kill. "Do love him, does he do you like I do you" he said harshly grabbing my penis harshly causing me to cringe in pain. He smiled sadistically and pushed me on the ground "You aren't even worth my time" he said harshly his eyes narrowing.

"Yuki please you don't under" he laughed coldly interrupting my words. "Don't bother explaining since I've come back you've had your eye on that guy is he so much better than me" he said in a quiet voice his blonde hair falling over his eyes. I rushed forward clutching him tightly his tears fell on my clothes I gasped "No yuki don't cry" I uttered he clutched me tightly

"Am I really that horrible, Is he so much better, Does he love you, Can he make you moan in pleasure, does he know you like I do" Yuki said clutching me tightly his tears falling more his hands held me close and he uttered "If you want him then go to him" I leaned forward and claimed his lips gently holding him closely and running my tongue over his lips "Would I be kissing you if I didn't love you" Yuki's golden eyes sparkled with interest and he smirked and rubbed my pink hair affectionally. For a spilt second his eyes turned a cold golden brown

"Yuki" I uttered his hands left me and he turned away "You don't love me I can feel it, your words leave me hollow and unfeeling" he said coldly his hands stroked his blonde hair and he looked away.

"Yuki what are you talking about I love you" I said my own tears starting to fall, on the ground. He clutched me tightly

"When I was gone did you sleep with him" he uttered his voice cold and serious. Well now or never Shindou. I sighed and nodded yes I was expecting a cold remark or a hurtful comment but all I got was a choked sob.

"Why did you sleep with him, did you love him" he said softly I nodded no and answered quietly so Satoshi wouldn't hear "He reminded me of you I was imagining you when I was making love with him" I answered Yuki looked at me his face was cute a slight blush across his cheeks.

"Brat" he uttered gently and held me close, For a spilt second nothing mattered. Satoshi's feelings didn't matter, all the pressure of work didn't matter everything just slipped away and for those seconds we held each other but our love wouldn't last long

"Shuichi" a shocked voice said…

Preview for Chapter 6 if one... "Yuki please stop" I uttered quietly

End chapter So what did you guy's think I hope if I get a lot of reviews I'll update or if I don't get enough I may just end the story..