A few weeks past and no one had mentioned the events of the night at the bar, but sooner or later, everyone would know.

"Liv what's up? You've been really distant the last few days, did I do something wrong?" Alex questioned, confused.

"it's nothing, im just feeling off, I've got a doctor appointment sorry" Olivia replied, fearing the doctors appointment she was to have this afternoon.

"Ok if you say so"

"A-are you sure?" Olivia stuttered in disbelief.

"Yes im sure, your defiantly pregnant" Reassured Dr. McMasters

"But I cant be, no"

"Sorry but you are, do you know who the father is?"

"Um… yeah… sure I guess" Olivia looked at the wall in front of her, blinking back tears, trying not to look disappointed, but the truth was she was disappointed.

Olivia sat at her desk, Elliot was talking to her, but she wasn't listening, all she could hear was a voice in the back of her mind saying, "How could you? How could you have a one night stand with Elliot? How could you betray Alex? What's wrong with you?"

"Liv? Liv?" Elliot asked "You still with us?"

"Um, ah yeah, what were you saying?" Olivia shook herself from her trance.

"Never mind" Elliot sighed, slightly annoyed.

"sorry"

"It's ok, just, what's up?" Olivia suddenly felt more alive then ever.

"Nothing!" She quickly covered up.

"Liv, I know you to well, something's wrong, what is it?"

"Seriously El, it's nothing, mind your own business"

"OK, OK, sorry, its just, you seem, a little…. Well, moody" Before she could stop herself Olivia found herself yelling at Elliot.

"Would you please just keep out of my private life! It's non of your business! It has nothing to do with you!" But the truth was it did have something to do with Elliot, a lot to do with Elliot. Elliot was shocked, he hadn't meant any harm. Oliva rose from her chair so quickly it flew backwards, she grabbed her coat and headed out of the bull pen and drove home, feeling extremely bad about yelling at Elliot, he was only checking if she wasn't ok.

Olivia sat on her couch, arms around her knees, starring into mid-air thinking about her life and her future, was she going to keep the baby? No, she couldn't, she couldn't do that to Alex, but she couldn't get rid of her baby, her time to have a child was running out, this may be her last chance. Only time would tell what the future holds. There was a noise at the front door, Alex was home, she'd been thinking about wether or not she could tell Alex, she was afraid at how she'd react, she was afraid of loosing her, her one true love.

"Hello" Alex yelled through the hall.

"Hey Alex" Olivia yelled back.

"Where are you?" Alex yelled as she entered the living room.

"In here" Alex came over to the couch and sat next to Olivia who was trying to look happy and content.

"How was your day?"

"Yeah long and tiring" Alex half smiled, there was a small silence, broken by Alex "Elliot told me that you left half way through the day"

"Yeah, I was tired, warn-out"

"He also said you screamed at him" Olivia felt her body jolt slightly, she had to tell Alex, she couldn't hide it forever.

"Yeah, I know, I didn't mean to, I just…" Olivia begun but Alex cut in.

"Don't worry about it, he didn't mind, look im going to go have a shower" Alex got up and kissed Olivia slightly on the cheek. Olivia didn't mean to, but she flinched. Alex looked back at her as if to say "Did I do something?" But she didn't say a thing, just sighed and walked towards the shower. Olivia stayed seated on the couch, she didn't have to fight back her tears now, she couldn't, they we're too strong and beginning to drip down her cheek, she laid down to her side, still crying, she laid there, she heard Alex turn the shower on, then she drifted asleep, still crying.