Haven't updated in a while guess now would be a good time.

Seto's POV

I'm so cold… I want to be normal again; who am I kidding I was never normal, that's why they attacked me…right…because I am different, because I stand out…I hate me.

"Seto get up…you need to eat now…c'mon big bro get up," Mokuba waking me up at what time it is now…11:00 in the morning I never used to sleep in this long… I have changed; I know no matter how long it will take, I won't ever be me again. Not now not after this. It has been a few weeks after I was attacked. They say I am going to eventually psychologically heal…its all a lie. The story of my life…

"I think I will have a steak fillet today Mokuba, It was my favourite…."

Mokuba POV

People change, like my brother for one, when he was attacked he had grown scared, now he is recovering, mentally mostly. "Get up Seto…you have to eat now…" it's like this everyday. He is always depressed and never hungry it seems I remember when he loved fillets and seemed to have them every week at the very least and he used to eat like Joey Wheeler…when no one was around. He seems to be diminishing away in front of my eyes. I don't want him to have to go on support that is the last thing he needs right now.

I look at him whining as he gets up, never even a hint of a smile at all anymore, he refuses to duel, his blue eyes is collecting dust, the company is doing alright…for an average company but our stocks have fallen and keep doing it… I can't keep up, school, company, taking care of my brother is killing me alone.

"I think…" Finally Seto speaks, it's been some time before he said anything other than yes, nah, huh or some kind of grunt sound. "I will have steak fillet today Mokuba…" I can't believe it he is speaking of actually eating, real food, it has been a while, and maybe he is healing. "It used to be my favourite," and now there he goes, using the past tense…if he does speak about himself he only uses past tense.

"I bet it still is your favourite Seto…"

I am so sorry its short and I haven't updated in ages please forgive me…