Author's Note

YAY, another story finished! Once again I'm exhausted. I mean I've finished this in 7 days! Guess I'll have to slow down, 'cause this way I'll write down everything I can think of in a couple of months:) But now seriously, I'll really slow down. Don't worry, I'll update quickly, but not like now, when the maximum was 3 chapters in one day. That was a bit much for me. Oh, and keep in mind that this was still just my 2nd story!

So, about this story. The flaws I know about: the grammar is pretty bad at some points, 'cause I've been writing the first half on WordPad, but now I have MS Word, so hopefully there'll be fewer errors next time. Another thing is that some chapters don't really connect to each other, especially Chapter 1 and 2 to the rest. This is because I write for the moment, without having any kind of plan for the story. But I think that it isn't such a big problem, I'll try to watch out for that in my next stories. There are also a lot of things that I wanted to explain, but didn't really make good situations for that. I mean about the ritual,informations aboutit and the defeat of Shade (on the roof they couldn't talk about it, 'cause they needed to act fast, and in the Epilogue it would've ruined the romantic moment). And last thing is that sometimes the characters are OOC. Please forgive, but I just couldn't make an angsty and romantic story at the same time without altering their behaviour to some extent.

The things I'm really proud of in this story: I liked some scenes, especially BBxRae situations. I've had a lot of fun thinking out their lastconversation. Liked the Epilogue from this POV. I also liked some of the twists in the story, for example Rae's leaving, Terra's return and the appearance of my character: Shade.

Now some explanations about the characters:

Robin – I tried to set him in the position of leader, who does everything to help his friends. Guess I did a good Rae and Robin friendship scene in Chapter 2. Too bad Rae wasn't in the mood to talk. I've also tried to show, that although he's very courageous he is nervous when it comes to confessing his love to Starfire.

Starfire – quite a neglected figure in this, but in her appearances I wanted to show some BB – Starfire friendship as well. I made her happy, but mostly concerned about her friends, always ready to help and comfort them.

Cyborg – another neglected character. He's like the saviour of the team. He drives the T-car, and is like the medic. The most important thing about him is his caring about BB and Rae.

Beast Boy – I guess the main character in this. I've tried to make him confused by the fast set of events, in which he finds himself. He doesn't know whether he should go back to Terra, whom he has loved in the past, or if he should go for Raven, who seems to be cold to him. Try to imagine: there's a girl you think you love, but she ignores you completely. She leaves, but a girl that you've loved, and thought that she loved you as well, comes back. I think this is a really difficult choice!

Raven – hmm, not really satisfied with her. Maybe I've put her too much in the position of the 'damsel in distress'. But at least she defeated Shade in the end.She's absent throughout many chapters of the story and when she comes back she's still very passive. I think that this could be partly the effect of the ritual, that has drained most of her powers + released Shade who's a part of her demon side, that gives her strength. Oh, and the silvery aura in the end: it was this colour because it symbolized Beast Boy's and Raven's feelings for each other, that together they can defeat anyone. I know it's kinda fluff, but…well, I liked it.

Terra – I know, I know. A lot of those who read and reviewed hate her. I don't! The first parts of the Teen Titans I've seen were actually parts where Terra appeared, and she's like the reason why I've begun to watch this cartoon. I personally don't think, that she would be evil. But I don't want to argue with anyone, and if you see it other way, I'll respect that. After all we're all different. Anyway, I'm thinking about making a sequel to this story, which would be about her traveling and her time spent after leaving the Titans at the end of the story. This way I'll be explain how did she get revived again and maybe even something more.

Shade – my own character that is kinda an alter ego of me. Probably I'll make an addendum to the story, which would explain exactly how he became what he is. Please tell me, if I should write this or not (just to know if anyone would be interested).

ALRIGHT, AND NOW THE THANKS! THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO'S READ THIS.

PERSONAL THANKS TO:

Firenze2000 – heh, the 1st one to actually review this. Turned out to be a faithful reader. Glad you liked it, hope to see you at my next projects as well. Peace:)

AnimationWickedRaven – the one responsible for all of this. You've encouraged me to write in my first fic. Hope I haven't failed your expectations, I'll try to get better.

RoseMage – Awww, one of my favorites! Your reviews made me absolutely happy! Luv you, thanks for believing in me. Too bad you're a Terra-hater. :)

Inukurama – hmm, just one review. Thanks anyway!

smokey-billah – thanks for the appreciation. Liked your reviews a lot:-) Hope you liked the story and the end. See you later.

kwbbrae4evr – another one time reviewer. Thank you.

RaeRaven – funny reviews. Try and stop with the candies. You seem to be a junky and insane, but I like that:)

Monchhichi – hope you liked the story, thanks for reading and reviewing.

noname (anon.) – thanks dude, hope you enjoyed this.

Cloud Strife lover - :) glad you liked it, see you later as well. Thanks again for reviews.

Wild Tempest Wolf – dunno if you read the entire story. Sorry if the Terra-betrayal was cliché, but…well, this was the story. As I said from the beginning this is a BBxRae pairing, and I had to make Beast Boy choose Raven over Terra somehow. The Terra-haters would've killed me if I didn't!

Wicked Azar – dude, you still haven't reviewed Fallen Raven. Anyway, I'm done with this story, so if you're reading this: plz review the stories!

DarkSweetRealRaven (anon.) – one time review, thx. If you read this and become a member, plz send me you nick and I'll be sure to read and review your stories.

ShadeyMike – thx for review dawg, my fave's also Rae.

dancing pickle 101 (anon.) – hehe, hope you liked the story. I guess the story of Terra's adventures won't be you favorite:)))

greg (anon.) – thx for review, hope you liked this.

wolftriplex – uhh, we've already spoken through mail, so..Thx.

kawiiseeker987 - :) glad you liked it. Umm, what's a dieng ritual?

affgan55 – well, this is the end. Thx for review.

Princess Angelfire of NZ – thx for your review. It's good to see that there are others who feel like me. At least I'm not alone completely.

me (anon.) – wow, the only one who openly admitted that her/she likes Terra. Thx.

Bleaudard of Doomspell 7 (anon.) – THANKS for giving me the idea to make a sequel, I would've never considered doing that! Dunno if you'll like it, but thanks anyway!

Defender of the Light - :) thx for review, hope you liked the ending.

mtm123 – don't worry, I've never considered killing BB or Rae in this story. You're right, it would've sucked. Thx for review.

Very special thanks to:

Muse – for playing good songs, they gave the inspiration and mood throughout the entire story

Coldplay, Keane, Anastacia, Eminem, D12, Ludacris, Apocalyptica – for additional inspiration and for making me feel better when I was depressed. Thanks to Eminem for being my idol, I've seen that no matter where you begin, you can achieve anything.

George Lucas and John Williams – for making the beautiful saga Star Wars. It's one of the best stories I've ever experienced.The 3rd episode made me literally cry.John Williams is one of the most talented composers of all times (touching music in "Shindler's list" as well).

Squaresoft and Nobuo Uematsu – for creating Final Fantasy 8. Probably the most influential thing in my life, it helped my shape my dreams and made me see what really matters in life: LOVE.

To everyone I've ever known, 'cause I believe that every word, every sentence forms your fate, it gives you opinions and ideas.

Hugs to everyone who: made me fave author / put me on author alert / put this story to alert / fave.

Well, I guess that's all. Once again THANKS to everyone, I hope we'll meet again in new stories. So long.

DarkF4s