Hi! This is me after the tour (2 nights, 3 days tour of Yosemite-San Francisco)--… It sucked-you had to get up at 4 in the morning! And I used 2 dollars to use the internet there! It was worth it to read the reviews in my in-box! (That was 8 minutes for 2 dollars…TT…) well, taking Laurel's advice (Kinda) and extended my fanfiction with drabbles that I wrote in the tour bus (We spent latterly 8/10 of the tour on the damned bus (Not including hotels). AHHHHHHH sorry for the blabbing… now! To the super-short drabble!

A/N: Again. I do not own anything. --…


After The Cuts- extending thoughts

A short while after Conrad's cut incident, Yuuri was back on Earth (well, he was in the bath and he got flushed down the bath). While watching T.V. (he didn't know why he was watching T.V. something on the back of his mind told him to), he just happned to cross a documentary on cutters and other self-destructive teens and adults. As far as Yuuri was concerned he watched the whole entire 2-hour documentary.

The main reason for the self-mutilations were in response to stress or trauma and they often did that to make them 'feel alive' because they often feel 'numb' others said that it made them forget their problems if not least for a while. Some did it to get attention or help. Some did that for the pure thrill of pain. Most of the cutters were women, between the age of 13 and 30, but there are much more cutters of every gender and every race, and every age group. While women are more open to talking about the reason why they are cutting, men are less likely to. They are not crazy, and they are not suicidal. But it could grow to suicide if not talked about. Bingo! He could talk with Conrad… it would take a long time, or he may refuse to, but it was worth a try, right?

Then, Yuuri's head was filled up with all the possibilities of whys and what ifs. His head was filled with thoughts of Conrad.

The next time Yuuri goes to Shin Makoku, he will have a long talk with Conrad.

… And maybe another excuse to kiss him will be there.


Thanks for reading the super short drabble! Should I continue or should I not?

Constructive criticisms and reviews will be really welcomed!

P.S.: I did some research on self-mutilators and a little bit of my own exprience when I used to cut myself (not anymore...).