A/N: It has been so long! Ah! I apologize! I will be update more... hopefully if all the time is not taken or something. I wrote this a long time ago, well, not that long ago though. POV of Seto Kaiba... I know the guy just wants perfection in everything so he strives on and on but soon, found it very tiring... Please RR. Thank you! Review please:)
Disclaimer: I do not own Yugioh. Arigatou.
In Kaiba's POV
Staring of Hatred Eyes
When you look at me, you hate me already
So what? Like you can really see
Why? Well, nothing's different, it's all the same
You don't know me but you hate me, it's because of who I am
Thinking I'm one of those "I'm too good for you" human
Wanting to be buried in the dunes of sand
I'm not all you think; I just want a normal life
Cutting off the world with a knife
I know I'm arrogant, stubborn, and determined to get my way
So no one will tell me what to say
Staring of hatred eyes are everywhere
No one help me here or there
Underneath this fake armor is someone who just wants to adapt
But I took a wrong turn; I've lost my life map
Fake pride shielding my eyes as I jostle through the crowd of my life
I had no idea this is what my fate is going to be like
No one can see it but it's really there; tears forming at my eyes
No one can understand the hurt inside
You don't know how painful and hard it is to be perfect all the time
Rocks pushing me down the mountain as I continue my journey to climb
Leaving such a small mistake shock everyone to their hearts
Why is it so hard to take that I'm NOT perfect! Stop staring! Everything's now dark
What good is it to say that I, like everyone else, feel pain?
I don't want it; there's nothing from it I can gain
Crying myself to sleep everyday because I'm being hated
I can't turn back since it's too late
The real world needs you to be strong, to lend no one your trust
I will carry on; yes I must
I survived because I trusted no one and receive help from no one
Follow my path, feel my pain, sing my song
Nothing makes me perfect since no one is
My true self is something I'll truly miss
People don't expect anything but perfection from me
Forget my pain, it's not like you can see
Please stop staring at my fake perfection; I want to be you
When you want to be me, thinking I'm better when I'm not; it's true
I will die if I do not show the beast in my smarts; tricking them by the fire in my eyes
But now I feel more pain for myself for accepting something I myself made up; my lies
No one can stop staring at me, they want everything I have
They can have it all; in the end, I'll have the last laugh
Wanting to escape from all this perfection I want to destroy
Everything I am is just a decoy
I want to stop all this perfection but I can not
It destroyed everything already; all I've got
I gave it all I have; turning bitter and heartless a long time ago
Yesterday is in the past and now it's tomorrow
I think I'm on the side of the good
Or is it myself I've misunderstood?
Everything I everyday misses
Well, I threw it all away for this
Something I don't even want; something I really hate
Wanting to turn around but the doors are closed; it's way too late
This is something I will no longer have the desire to want
Am I doomed to remain forever nonchalant?
Everyone staring at me; hating my person and the ground I walk on
I wish I can, but I can't vanish and be gone
You can't see the pain! I hate your staring of hatred eyes!
Please stop! You just can't, can you? I already gave everything that was once mine
I envy your normal life while I stand alone with no family and no friends
There's nothing left to fix; my happiness was all pretend
I will forever go on with my fate
Living with myself, someone I hate
When I say people's opinions and their staring doesn't bother me, it's a lie
I hate the staring of hatred eyes
You'll never know when next time our paths cross, when you see the all powerful me
Underneath all that fake armor is someone more than you can ever think to see
The End
A/N: Well, I hope you like it. Too tired to say anything else besides, review. So not my greatest work……. Please review. Arigatou!
Disclaimer: I do not own Yugioh. Thank you and please don't hurt me!