Chapter 12
A couple of days later…Me and Mark decided it was time for our talk…So we laid in bed all day long and just talked about everything…He pretty much dodged the damn subject all day…going from I'm getting older…to whatever else he tried to throw at me as an excuse for us to not have kids…
I said, "Mark…am I supposed to just become a dried up old spinster?" Mark said, "No of course not Sam…I just want to wait a while…" Mark moved around and was sitting up but leaning against the head board…and I turned around and hand my knees bent but my legs crossed as if I was sitting in a chair…I looked like a pretzel…
Mark was rubbing my foot that was hanging loose and I had one of his t-shirts on but pulled down over my legs cause I was getting cold…I said, "Why can't you talk to me?" Mark said, "I could have sworn we've been doing nothing but talking all morning…Look we woke up at 6…and it's almost noon…we've been talking for the last 6 hours…"
I rested my head on my knee and said, "You know what I'm talking about Mark…I know there's something else bothering you…I mean other then the fact that you're getting older…and that you're hips are bothering you more…and I know you still haven't gone to see that Orthopedic surgeon either…otherwise you wouldn't be in pain now…" Mark still avoided it…and I just decided to drop it…
A few days later, we were at Raw…at the arena…and Mark was a little on the temperamental side that night…Pretty much everyone was staying out of his way…Glenn had flown home to get Jamie and the baby back on the road…Jamie was ready to travel again…and they figured if they were going to be traveling that Tamara could travel with them…
I was avoiding Mark big time cause I knew if I got around him I'd want to scream at him…just cause our conversation had basically gone no where…we didn't even get to the subject we needed to touch on…and I was noticeably frustrated…
Jamie knew right off the bat when she saw me…when I told her why…she suddenly realized I had perfect reason to be so frustrated…As Jamie and I got situated on the couch…I was holding Tammy (Short for Tamara)…and she was cooing and I was just falling more and more in love with her…I was definitely feeling my baby clock going off inside of me…
Mark was watching me with Sami…and it was just making him more pissy by the minute…I actually thought there for a couple of minutes he was going to strangle Glenn for bringing Jamie and the baby with him on the road…especially with me…and the way I'd been talking the baby talk…
I stood up and handed Tammy to Jamie and said, "I think you and Glenn better leave…It's all about to go down…" Jamie nodded and said, "Glenn, c'mon…we got something to do…" Glenn saw the look on my face and knew the shit was about to go off…They left and went back to Glenn's dressing room…
Mark said, "Why did they leave?" I said, "Because I asked them too…you know…before you killed Glenn." Mark said, "What the hell are you talking about?" I said, "I'm talking about you walking around growling at everyone for the last 5 friggen days…since we had our talk…why are you being so temperamental?" Mark said, "I don't have a clue what the hell you're talking about…" I was at that point frustrated…