Disclaimer:I don't own Gravitation, but I DO own my pride...(I hope)...The rightful owner of all the legal jazz is Tokyopop, Rightstuff(I hate them),Maki herself,etc.
Authors Note: This was my first fanfic, and I like my other one much better. But since 1 person asked what comes next, I shallhonor them...
PLEASE review...I don't want to keep this up for nothing...
Gravific-Chapter 5-Shuichi's angstful side
Shuichi heard a door slam upstairs. Then he heard the sounds of Yuki's keys and him growling coming closer. He wondered what had gone on with him and Maki. He stepped out of the door to see Yuki striding past. "Where are you going Yuki?" The blonde man growled something undecipherable. A fraction of a second later, Shuichi found himself sprawled out in a pile of gray rubble. He had a river of a nosebleed going seemingly longer than the Nile itself. For a minute or two, he laid there confused. He yelled a curse after Yuki as he walked out the door.
For as long as Shuichi remembered, he had always liked Eiri. He wasn't attracted to him in the same way he was in his series. They hadn't met in nearly the same way. He wasn't even special in real life. Not a writer, a singer, or a full-time actor. Of course though, he had become a big star because of Maki's masterpiece. But to Shuichi, he had always been his favorite guy. Yuki thought that there was no angst in the real Shuichi. No. Eiri thought that he saw him as just another hot guy. But Yuki wasn't always right.
In his manga, no one seemed to mind him being gay. In real life, everyone discriminated against him. His parents had kicked him out as early as they could, and his two older brothers had abused him because they said that he was "a mistake made by whoever put him here".
Shuichi wanted so badly for his series to become his reality. He couldn't understand why Yuki hated him so. Shuichi sometimes thought about it, and favored the reasoning that it was the sex scenes. He should loosen up a little. They aren't even real. If you don't count the Remixes as a part of the series, It's all suggestive. I don't understand.
Shuichi led a hopeless life. Sometimes it was if he was stuck in a rut. Every time Yuki was ordered to drive him somewhere, he would make a marriage proposal. It took all of his courage, gathered up over a long period of time, to do it. And then it was smashed down by Yuki. Turned to rubble. Just like his wall. Yuki would tell him it wasn't right, and that gay marriage wasn't even possible in this country. Shuichi expected this response, but kept asking anyway.
The artificially-pink-haired boy decided that this day was going to be different. He was going to make that drastic change that a lot of teens make. But first he needed something. Wanted something. Just one kiss from Eiri Yuki. Not the one from the anime or manga, but from the real one. Whether Yuki gave back or not.
His death would come swiftly he hoped. Shuichi Shindou would be no more.