Sango1on1: This chapter is all about Kag and Inu!
Quote:
Me: (calls Kiss AKA: 106.1 in Seattle) Hello? What caller am I?
Person who answered: Um…I didn't give anything away yet…
Me: Oh…
Person who answered: ok, cool. :hangs up:
That happened tonight actually…I wanted Green Day tickets. :-(
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The following morning, it was obvious Kagome and Inu-Yasha where mad at each other. They didn't make any eye contact and where trying as hard as they could. They where current out walking and making sure nothing suspicious was happening around the village. Sango and Miroku rode on Kilala and Kagome lagged behind. In the past, this would've been normal but now since the two 'love-birds' had finally confessed their love for each other, Sango and Miroku where curious to find out what was wrong. Suddenly Kagome felt something move in her backpack and stopped to check out what it was.
"Come on we haven't gotten all day." Inu-Yasha growled at her.
"Cant you just WAIT for me just a moment?"
Sango and Miroku noticed the hurt expression on Inu-Yasha's face, and the emphasized words in Kagome's sentence. Kagome opened her backpack to reveal Shippo.
"NANI?" Sango, Miroku, and Inu-Yasha exclaimed. Kagome sighed.
"What are you doing Shippo?" She asked. Shippo climbed onto her shoulder.
"You guys always leave me out! I wanted to come!" He whined. Inu-Yasha rolled his eyes.
"How come squirt you cant do us no good…"
"Its ANY good, not no good…" Kagome whispered. Everyone looked at her surprised.
"Did you just correct him?" Shippo whispered in her ear. Kagome started to continue to walk passing by Inu-Yasha.
"Come on we haven't gotten all day." She spat at him as she passed.
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In the late afternoon the Inu-tachi sat down and started to cook some food to eat for lunch. Of course it was ramen. Kagome had made Shippo's, Sango's and Miroku's, including her own. Inu-Yasha asked where his was. Kagome threw a packet to him.
"Make your own. You probably don't want to have to wait for me to cook it."
"Whats your problem!" Inu-Yasha yelled. Kagome smiled at him. He would've usually melted in it but this wasn't a loving smile at all. It was the kind of smile Kikyou would give him when she would try to hurt Kagome and he wouldn't do anything about it. ((Kikyou Captured By Naraku. That's the ep it was in.))
"Why nothing, watashi no ai." She said sweetly yet sourly at the same time. Inu-Yasha frowned.
"Kagome…" He muttered solemnly walking away from them all. Sango and Miroku where currently in a interesting discussion with Shippo about how he managed to get in Kags backpack at the moment, so Kagome was left eating alone in a corner. She had to admit she felt pretty lonely so she took her mini photo album she kept in her backpack.
There was a picture of Inu-Yasha looking VERY confused into the camera. She giggled. He was so clueless sometimes. Kagome had taken numerous pictures of Sango and Miroku talking together before they where engaged when they weren't looking. She turned to the next page. Shippo was posing for the camera like any child would do. He was so cute. She didn't know where the next set of pictures came from. But there were several pictures of Inu-Yasha and her together. A few of them where of her yelling sit to him, some were of them just talking, and others where when she was trying to help him do something. But the one that she had no idea who took it was a close-up of her and Inu-Yasha sitting in a sakura tree kissing innocently, while sakura petals floated around them making it look so… fairytale-ish. It was obviously in the past.
"Shippo-chan? Did you take this picture of Inu-Yasha and I?" Kagome asked him from over her shoulder.
"No, but its really nice." Shippo said as he stared down at it. Sango and Miroku went to look at it.
"Wow, who took that? You guys look so angelic together like that." Sango ooh-ed. Miroku grinned.
"That's really Kawaii! Who took it? They're really good with the camera." Miroku awe-ed. Even though he was currently suppressing perverted comment.
'Oh Inu-Yasha…are we even that in love anymore?'
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Kagome sighed and looked into the sky. Everyone had settled down for the night to rest until the following morning. It felt so unnatural to sleep without being in Inu-Yasha's arms. She felt tears prick her eyes. She still loved him. She still wanted to be with him.
"Inu-Yasha…?" Her voice sounded fragile, almost broken and it scared him. He looked in her direction.
"What? Want me to wait for you to go to sleep before I do?" He spat bitterly. Kagome winced.
"I'm…sorry…" She whimpered to him. "I've been shooting venom at you all day. I've been thinking about our fight, our relationship, and everything we said to each other."
Inu-Yasha's eyes softened. Kagome stood up and started walking away from their campsite. Inu-Yasha followed her. There was a meadow with a stream when they both got there. Kagome sat down by the stream looking up at the stars that where currently staring at them both, watching over them wordlessly and yet, all of the things they could tell them. Inu-Yasha sat down by her. 'Oh God she's beautiful…' he thought in a daze.
"What are you trying to say?" He asked hoarsely. Kagome hugged her knees and looked into the stream.
"I guess, what I'm trying to say is that…" Her bangs covered her eyes.
"Maybe it's because your 18, and Im only 15. Maybe Im just too immature and that's why I don't want to give my all to you…" She sighed.
"But I…really want to make you happy. And I don't want you to leave me…so I guess I'll have to give into you…"
Inu-Yasha grinned. "You serious?" He asked eagerly. She nodded slowly, feeling violated all of the sudden as he kissed her. Inu-Yasha frowned, smelling faint tears. "Why are you crying?"
"No reason." She lied.
"Kagome…" He used his thumb to wipe away her tears and looked at her broken gaze. "I'll wait…" Kagome shook her head no.
"Yes," He retorted. "Kagome, when we do this, I want you to be happy. I want you to want it just as bad as I do. I don't want you to feel like your being pushed into something but I know you feel that way. Im so sorry for the other night, you had no right to apologize. You look so broken…I need you to look happy for me. To smile and somehow pass that same smile onto me. Don't cry, I wont make you do this. I know you're not ready and Im sorry I was trying to make you ready." He pulled her into an embrace and she cried in it.
"I feel so worthless though…I want you to…to still love me, and I want to make you proud, and I want to feel worthy to you…but I act like a forth grader who still thinks the word sex is 'yucky' and even Sota is coming out of that stage..."
Inu-Yasha smiled warmly and slowly rubbed her back soothingly ((Oh God I need one of those done soooo much right now… :( my poor back!))
"And that's why I love you so much…" He whispered in her ear.
"Demo…doshite?" (But…why?)
"Your so sweet, innocent and modest. And I always know in my heart, I'll be your first. Your first kiss, first 'time'…that's not a bad thing." Kagome blushed and buried her face in Inu-Yasha's kimono. "I'm sorry I tried to manipulate you into thinking it was. Half of the things I said I don't remember that's how stupid I was being." He paused. "You know Im always proud of you…"
"Thank you…you've been giving me a lot of lectures lately. But if you don't mind me asking, I know this is personal but…did you and Kikyou ever do anything…" She trailed off. Inu-Yasha looked into the sky and sighed.
"Nope. Nothing but X's and O's. (Hugs'n'kisses), Kikyou wasn't willing to go far with me if I wasn't human…you don't feel that way do you?"
"Of course not!" Kagome exclaimed worried that he may jump to conclusions. "Besides," She had a childish grin on and giggled. "I think Hanyou's are cool and in your case real smart AND cute "
Inu-Yasha laughed. "Never heard that before."
"That's cuz it came from me," She yawned and twisted over aiming for sleep. "And I could never think less of you…" Inu-Yasha secured his hands tightly around her waist.
"Love you…"
"Love you too…"
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