A/N: Finally a quick update huh? I'm trying o get back into the hang of pushing myself to do this and homework! It's hectic but I'm finally having just today to do this and I'm happy! Thanx to those who reviewed fro me on the latest chapter because this next chapter for you guys! Review again plz!

Chapter 18:To Be With You

Syaoron eyed the duplex wearily. This was where she'd gone?

" Li-Sama?" Sakura looked in and I shuffled out of her car.

"Sorry" I apologized and she smiled a little.

"She's not home but her angels are and Mika"

"Seiguchi…"

"Hmm?" Sakura turned at that and looked at him.

"Thank you…"

"No prob!" Sakura smiled and rang the doorbell.

"Sup Sak!" Mika said cheerfully opening the door with a little girl in her arms.

"Zang Zi!" Sakura cooed and lifted the girl out of Mika's arm.

"Whoa!" Mika said eyeing Syaoron, "Who's the hunk?"

"I'd be that child's father" Syaoron informed and stared at the little girl who stared unblinkingly at him.

"Father? Mika stated

"Miss Kinomoto didn't mention you today…" She took Zang Zi from Sakura.

"I'm sorry… I forgot to inform her myself," Syaoron said with a light smile.

"My god Xaio Looks like you!" Sakura said and picked up the boy who was squirming in the playpen.

"Look Xaio…do you know daddy?" Sak asked with a little cooing to the baby.

Syaoron held out his hand and Sak placed Xaio into his arms.

Syaoron was amazed at how the little boy squirmed against him. He never felt such pride holding something so tiny…He felt the need to protect this little boy he created.

"Mr.…"

"Li" Syaoron said looking at Mika.

"Li" She said, "If you're here then I guess I should leave you here since Miss Kinomoto will be home anytime now and I suppose you'd want to talk right?"

Syaoron nodded and thanked her.

'How much does she usually pay you/" Syaoron asked

"Just $25 but…"

Syaoron handed her $50.

"Thank you on your wonderful jobs on these two!"

" No problem…" Mika stared at the fifty. She never held a fifty this long before… twenty but never a straight fifty!

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Sakura smiled lightly after parking. She'd been waiting all day to get to her little angels!

"Mika!" Sakura said cheerfully setting down her bags she went into the living room after closing the door and froze.

"Sak…"

It was Syaoron that held "HER" little girl.

"GET OUT!" Sakura said firmly grabbing Xaio and putting him into the playpen. She reached for Zang ZI next and Syaoron reluctantly handed her over.

"Sak… we have to talk?"

"About what? Unless you want to talk divorce get out!" Sakura said firmly pointing to the door.

"Is that what you think?" Syaoron asked getting angry himself.

"Yes! If it's the only way to have you leave my babies and me alone!

"Saku…Listen to me first!" Syaoron said more firmly grabbing her arm. He was getting stressed as well now…

"NO! I don't want to! I don't want to be just another wife Syaoron!" Sakura walked away and pressed a hand to her head.

"If I can't be the only one than I want to be one at all!"

"But you are the only one!" Syaoron insisted

"What about "her!" Sakura stated not even wanting to mention that girl.

"That child wasn't mine!"

"Then whose was it Syaoron? Stop it! I don't want anymore of your lies! I was there when those tests came in! I trusted you and you threw it right into my fac…"

Angry, Syaoron clamped his mush onto hers hard and threw her into a passionless kiss. It was to bend her will. Sakura's beating stopped after his mouth softened and she soon was wrapping her arms around his neck drawing him nearer to her. Losing control Syaoron pushed her against the door and reached underneath her sweater to sear his touch against her stomach.

Sakura groaned as his hands trailed upward to her breast. Syaoron closed his eyes in pleasure as he pulled away from her pushing a hand through his brown hair.

"Not like this…Not like this Sak…We have to talk"

Sakura didn't answer. She just stood there against the wall and stared at him. Slowly Syaoron saw a tear drop and he shut his eyes.

He hated it when girls cried!

"Hun…" he eased her into his arms but she was much quicker and pushed herself onto him.

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She had calmed down now. It'd been thirty minutes since she first threw herself into his arms. Brushing her face Syaoron continued to explain what happened at the trial after she left.

"Were you disappointed?" Sakura asked

"Of what?" Syaoron asked looking down at her head on his thighs.

"That I didn't believe you?"

"Actually… for a while…I didn't believe myself"

Sakura was silent and Syaoron thought he yet again did something wrong.

Sakura laughed and hugged him tight, "Do you still love me?"

"Of course!" Syaoron said pulling her close to give her a sweet kiss, "if I didn't would I be here?"

"How did you find me?"

"I have my ways!" Syaoron said and covered her mouth with his won n happiness. This time…no more mistakes…

"What about Ying?"

"What about her?" Syaoron asked confused

"How id you feel about her?" Sakura demanded

"She was a crush!" Syaoron decided and wanted to continue only to have Sakura pull away with a pout.

"I had a crush on you!" She said pointing it out. "Are you saying I'm going to be just like her?"

"Well let's just say between you and me…Love doesn't die…it fades…off and on" Syaoron concluded and Sakura pushed him against the couch in happiness

"I love you" Sakura whispered

"I do too…"

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Feb. 14

It was Valentine's Day… The best present Syaoron got for Sakura was a trip home. Home to where they belonged.

"Welcome home!" Her friends shouted as she came out and she hugged all of them.

"Sakura…"

She turned and saw her mom and brother.

"I'm sorry mom…I caused you two much distress"

"You bet you did…you owe me kajuu!" Touya said narrowing his eyes onto Sakura. She merely smiled and hugged him, "I missed you Aniki" He nodded and allowed himself to bend himself and hug her.

Sakura looked at Yelen and Xaio next and bowed.

"Don't even start those sorry's" Yelen said stiffly

Sakura nodded.

"It'd be enough to show me my grandkids," They both said with a smile and Sakura ushered Syaoron over with her angels.

Sakura and Syaoron were ignored as everyone overflowed Syaoron's parents to see the baby.

"Happy?" Syaoron asked her and she smile, "very!"

They kissed passionately and only pulled away when a photographer snapped them. Syaoron pissed gave him a deadly glare and was about to go after him when Sakura reprimanded him.

"Don't!"

"Why not?" Syaoron said crossly

"Because…as one of the most prestige family here in China everyone wants to know you and I made up…so why not let them know!"

Syaoron sighed,"You win"

Sakura shield and whispered something into his ear…

Syaoron smirked, "What are we waiting for then? Let's ditch the kids with the parents and…"

Sakura clamped her mouth over Syaoron's in laughter!

"Horny…" Syaoron continued the kiss.

"Done yet?" Someone finally voiced after they didn't come up for air for five minutes.

Everyone laughed as they pulled away in embarrassment.

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"Where are you taking me?" Sakura laughed trailing behind Syaoron.

It'd been three weeks since they came back and the gang and they were hanging out at a local beach. Syaoron had dragged her to the end of a long dock.

He stopped at the end and turned around, "I wanted you to myself!" He confided and Sakura smiled wrapping an arm around his neck and pushed herself onto him.

"Love me?" Syaoron asked after they split to breathe.

"Always!" Sakura said and took his hands…"Let's go home…"

Syaoron grinned at the thought and nodded.

"DIE!"

Sakura turned to see Ying at the end of the dock shoot. Closing her eyes she got ready for the bullet to enter her. She felt nothing but heard a splash.

Turning she saw Syaoron wounded on his arm and disappear into he Deep Ocean.

"SYAORON!" Sakura screamed in fright.

He was gone…

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